When I started this blog and this page, I had absolutely no idea what I was doing. Proudly I say, after 20 months, countless gallons of Iced Tea and my Ps & Qs share of Guinness, I still have absolutely no idea what I’m doing – only that it felt really good two days ago, when I crossed over 300,000 views.
At first, that may seem like a lot, but considering that Riley Kilo is into the millions and Mako Allen & the Podcast he co-hosts have cleared a million downloads, there’s quite a bit of littleness to 300,000. But it’s not the same littleness that melts me like what I see in my beloved Espy‘s eyes, though it does hold a similar feel of admiration.
Years ago, when I began the Zeke & Lily Series, I scoured the internet, looking for ABDL sites where I could post their story – one chapter at a time. What I found were a lot of small sites, making valiant efforts to duplicate the Godfather DPF.com. Each of those early ABDL site (most of which no longer exist) had something to share and it was something we all longed for.
Recently, Espy picked out a song which we call ours. In that song, the lyrics speak of having something to share but needing someone to share it with. Those lyrics are: But these stories don’t mean anything when you’ve got no one to tell them to. It’s true. I was made for you. Having something is wonderful. But when you choose to do something with what you have, when you choose to share it with others, you find purpose.
Maybe the beauty of 300,000 isn’t that big, but it grows and I have been blessed to share my heart with a wonderful BabyGirl who does something with what she has and I’ve been able to share my stories since the day I created an account on ABY.com.
From the first book: Gabriel & Gina: When Fantasy Became Her Reality to the most recent one: Sticky Situations 4, I have never forgotten that sharing is only possible when you have someone to receive it. And that never happens without the help of others. I will never forget to say thank you.
Thank you. Thank you to Espy for giving me something back that I thought was lost for good. Thank you to what I perceive to be 75,ooo visitors. Thank you to Riley Kilo & Mako Allen for showing me that little fish will grow when you realize that it takes action to cause a reaction. Thank you to other ABDL authors like Sarah Tyr, Emma Valentine, Lauren Kay, Devon Shire, Chris Stevens and Colin Milton who share what they write and tumble and tweet and bring to life in the written reality of fantasy.
Blessings, Zorro Daddy
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