When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be. -Lao Tzu
She didn’t have trouble accepting that she had bisexual feelings.
She didn’t have trouble accepting that she sometimes followed her impulses without thinking things through first.
She didn’t have trouble with accepting that she had urges she couldn’t explain and that she had a series of events in her past that had defined her present moment – some that were wonderful memories and some that still gave her nightmares.
But it wasn’t until she put it all together that she could let it all go. Pursuing an impulse of bisexual feelings that could lead to cherished memories or frightful reminders, she found a vulnerability in the most comfortable, yet strangest of places – in a nursery, an adult nursery with a woman she called “Mommy”.
Many would judge her for being too quirky, too strange, too flighty, too flaky and too much to handle with too much baggage to carry. But it was this woman who told her to “let it all go”.
And that she did.
Being dressed for a nap, in nothing but her diaper, the BabyGirl had let it all go and was a few diaper tapes away from becoming everything she could and wanted to be.
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