Category Archives: ZorroDaddy’s Blog

My thoughts on the subject and on life itself.

Awaiting to Feel It All

Everything begins subtly and slowly, allowing those first moments of those first sentiments to be shared. It isn’t always words that are required, but rather just the ability to convey to someone that you have taken notice to them.

There are a whole lot of questions you’ll ask, a whole lot of experiences you’ll have and a whole lot of life you’ll live. Pray to God that you’ll face challenges together along the way because they’ll make you stronger with each success, but Pray to God that some of the time you fail together so you realize from that standpoint why you need each other and where real strength comes from.

And as you grow, do so together, helping each other along the way when a weakness is discovered. This will make clear to both of you why it is important to give just as much as you take.

When you arrive at the point where you love someone’s faults as much as you do their qualities, then you will have discovered something which could be everlasting.

Everyone has basic needs in life. Learn what their basic needs are, memorize them and commit them to your soul because they will look to you to fulfill those needs.

Give all that you can – be it time, energy, money, support, tears, laughter, a pair of arms to hold, passion, intensity, respect, devotion, a ride to the airport, a moving truck trip and a strong back, but be bold enough to ask the same in return.

Take time to talk, but also take time to listen. And at other moments in time, don’t say anything at all because the bonding of hearts and the connection of souls doesn’t always make sound.

Enjoy the journey. Don’t skip any steps. Fall in love and remember:

There are always – 
Dreams to be Dreamt,
Fairy Tales to be Told, 
“Happily Ever Afters” to be Pursued,
Memories to be Made,
That Constant Yearning to Find Completion,
The Greatest Passion Yet to be Found,
That Deepest Love Yet to be Discovered, That Perfect Story to be Written,
A LifeTime to be Spent Together
and the Opportunity
………………..Awaiting to Feel It All.

I have an assignment for you!!

Don’t worry.  The assignment will not be to write 500 sentences.  LOL

But I think we might be getting tired of this COVID isolation thing.  Possibly, right?

I know the question you want to ask me right now:

“Zorro, does the word DUH! mean anything to you?”

Of course, we’re tired of all of this!  I know I am.  There was no TeddyCon last year.  And that felt really weird, almost like we had been robbed.  It’s also been almost exactly a year since the last LLAMA munch here in Lancaster, PA.  Those munches were every other week and very much a part of the routine for all of us locals.

In addition to being tired of this, we’re also tired of hearing how better days are ahead.   When!?!?!

Thank goodness we have the instant connection of the internet, huh?

So, along those lines, I have an assignment for anyone who is interested in doing it.  It is designed to say hello to as many people as possible while bumping a bit of content back up to the tops of the heaps.

Broken down, here is the assignment:

Get onto every FetLife group of which you are a member.  Start a new thread, saying hello to everyone or reply to another person’s thread.  The topic of the thread doesn’t matter.  It’s about remaining connected.

Do this on every FetLife group.

In addition to that, also do this on every ABDL site of which you are a member.  If you aren’t a part of any ABDL sites, here are a few of the ones that are active these days:

DDlgfriends.com
ABkingdom.com
Omorashi.org
LittleSpaceOnline.com
DateCGL.com
DailyDiapers.com
Diapermates.com

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Certainly, there are more sites than that.  But there’s a starter list of them.

If you want to go to a second level with all of this:

For every reply you put on an existing thread, gives yourself 1 point.

For every new thread you start, give yourself 5 points.

See how many points you can get.

Can you reach 50 points? 100 points?

But regardless of how many points you get and how many replies you type, maybe this will help us all to remember that yes indeed, there is an end to all of this.  When will that happen?  I have no idea. 

But until then, we’ve got a lot of connecting to do.

Blessings to you all,
Zorro Daddy

How Powerful the Feeling

I always set these pictures of Felicity aside from all other ones I have of her.  At the time they came out, I think my brains oozed out of my ears when I first saw them.  Being a straight guy, I was suddenly looking at pictures that spoke almost exactly to the fantasies I had.  Prior to this, there were random pictures and a few sets online but certainly nothing like the influx we have nowadays.

Felicity along with Megan (who is still come up at the end of this list) were the two BabyGirls that I actually fantasized about being a Daddy to.  It wasn’t about their hair color as I have always had a thing for girls with black hair.  And it wasn’t about their height or their figures or anything of that nature.

It was about their eyes and how they carried themselves (figuratively speaking as Felicity is being carried in most of these pictures).

But this specific set spoke of so many things that gripped my imaginations.  And at the time this set came out, I hadn’t met any ABDLers yet as there were few-to-none munches and gatherings and the like.  So the findings online were all I had to go from.

This set shows an Out-n-About experience.  Felicity is in a diaper and little-to-nothings clothes.  She is incapable of hiding her BabyGirl status, even if she wants to.  And because of this truth, she isn’t trying to hide it.  Instead, she embraces the helplessness and looks to her caregiver with dependency.

As opposed to being someone who thoroughly enjoys the fussiness of being little more than anything else, Felicity happily remains inside the blissful keep she knows as her entire world.

And the backseat diaper change.  Oh, my.  Maybe the ultimate experience for littleness.  She is being patient and is fully aware of the exposure that is going to happen.  And how it melts her from within, pushing her further into a babbling regression that must be given a constant watchful eye.  She has no idea how regressed she is and provided she has a caregiver with her, she is happy to never know how much of a BabyGirl she has become.

What she is feeling is all that’s likely on her mind.

Being carried around gives her ample time to learn what it feels like when her feet don’t touch the ground.  Being carried and how a fresh diaper springs her back to life, producing bubbliness anew inside her that just pours out without a filter.

The playfulness abounds and the silliness abounds as she looks to find something to do with the happiness inside.  And ever-present is that gaze in her eyes, being the windows to her soul that show a glimpse of how she is feeling.

Whether on a blanket for a picnic or playing on park equipment or being returned to her car seat for the return trip home, Felicity is without the possibility of being anything but sweet and adorable. She is able to (and has always been able to) visualize the heart and soul of littleness.

Even if she is just a model and not an ABDLer/age players, she has always done more than just nurse on a pacifier while crinkling around in a diaper and bouncing happily in a cute little baby dress.  Or crawling around in a nursery before being made naked and put into the bathtub.  Never to be forgotten are the pictures of her in a high chair.

She has played the part as much as she has worn the look.

   

And then there’s the realization that all good things come to an end.  Felicity is scooped up and carried back to the car.  But this doesn’t mean they won’t return again.

I have been fortunate to have orchestrated several back seat diaper changes and a few similar trips to parks as a Daddy.  And rest assured, the charm that the little is feeling in these pictures is just as powerfully felt by the caregiver.

And oh, how powerful that feeling is.

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

Isolation Storytime – A Friday Night Affair (Every Friday Night)

And that includes tonight as well!

So what is it? 
What is Isolation Storytime?

It is a weekly online meeting of ABDLers and ageplayers, designed to help folks through the isolation that COVID-19 has put so many people in.

This is a connection type like zoom, I think.  You’ll have to forgive my limited technological knowledge.  But it’s extremely easy to become a part of.  So easy, in fact, that even I was able to figure it out.

I was made aware of these isolation storytime gatherings right before the New year by some close friends from the community.

Here are the particulars on it:

Isolation Storytime takes place every Friday evening at 9pm EST.

They get together for storytime, sing-a-longs, special presentations and so many other fun things to help everyone remain connected.

And this has been happening every Friday night since March of last year!

But there’s more to it than just a gathering for stories and fun.  It has a purpose and a mission that goes straight to the heart of what kindness truly means.

Read about their mission here.

And hopefully, you can join the online gatherings on Friday nights!

For more information on Isolation Storytime, visit their profiles:

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Twitter

 

Email

 

Layers

The story line in this book is a bit more challenging to describe than the story lines in the other ABDL books I’ve written.  That’s because this story is very …… “partially”.

What that means is it’s: partially humiliation, partially fantasy, partially reality, partially BDSM-oriented, partially discipline, partially sexual, partially romantic and partially pure-n-innocent.

To give it a fun little rhyme, this one is a twisty, turny, tryst-y journey.

Layers is the story of an internal journey, taken by a girl named Jessica.  She finds herself in situations that were created by decisions she made as well as the events of her life.  It’s a story not of self-discovery, but rather, of self-invention and the journey she takes leads to self-reinvention.

And as the circumstances mount up for her, a conclusion is on the horizon that will alter the direction of her life.  But only a wise decision on her part will answer the questions she has and show her the clear pathway to take.

Yes, Jessica does get crinkly in this story.  She is a BabyGirl and adores the diapers.  But there are darker chapters in this book as well that may lead to triggers for you the reader, if you are sensitive to uncomfortable happenings.

If you enjoy a story that twists as you turn the pages, then Layers is right up your alley.

Sample:
Game On: The Impulses

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………………………….. The HodgePodge Series

The Dynamic Story From Sun Up to Sun Down Deja Vu Lucy BabyLove Climax Crimson Snake Eyes The Crinklebury Tales Sad girl holding a teddy bear   
The Dynamic Story
From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience
Johnny and the Princess
Deja Vu: Inamorata to Illuminati
Lucy
BabyLove
Climax
Crimson
Snake Eyes
The Crinklebury Tales
60 Degrees and Down the Crack
The ABDL Any Time Reader
Forever Young
Acceptance (Forever Young 2)
A Girl Named Love
Storytellers
Layers
Flashback
Last Snow
 

Who is she?

I don’t know how many times someone has sent me an email asking that question. What they are asking is who the ABDL Girl is in the stories I write.

Some are asking for a literal answer. Others want the figurative.  Whether I give her the name of Lily, Mia, Gina, Lucy, Penny, Daisy, Rose, Sidney, Violet, Dakota, Britney, Kelly, or whomever … she is based on real people.  So, at her core, she is more real than fantasy.

But to describe the nature of whom she is:

She is perfect yet flawed. And because she makes mistakes, you can relate to her. No one is perfect, but people like her have perfect intentions all the time. (And there is nothing flawed about having such intentions.)

She is complicated yet simple. There are so many levels to her persona lity that getting to know her is a lifetime pursuit, and one that you can’t help but love. And she’ll often realize that she is searching for a solution to a problem which doesn’t exist. That’s when she goes “simple” again.

She is fun-loving yet serious. A giggle, a bounce and a smile can not only make her moment and her day, but yours as well. And all those around her benefit from her cheery outlook on everything. It is her personal mission in life to make the world around her as happy of a place as possible. But when the time comes to be serious, she can answer that calling because she realizes that the world is a great, big place and she will have a lot of work ahead of her to change it. Until then, she recognizes when she needs to be serious.

She is affectionate. And she shows how she feels, longing to be touched and held and loved back with the same passion she has given. Touch is very important to her. From the forehead to the neck to the lips to the tummy to the bottom to the legs to her toes. Her skin is a receptor and the closer she can be to a beating heart, the more affectionate she becomes. Sure, she’ll wander off, but that’s only because she wants him to take her by the hand.

She is impulsive and spontaneous. And she does what comes to mind and heart without always weighing the outcome of her actions. It is her nature to listen to her first instinct, believing that it is the best one to follow because it was the first one.

She is adaptable. And she hates the fact that she ever needs to act differently or become someone else for a short time when the situation calls for it, but she does it, just like everyone has to. She has a free spirit and an open heart. And it is because of her innocent nature that she believes everyone should be able to be exactly who they are all the time (which is also part of her mission to increase the happiness of the world.)

She is sweet. And everyone around her sees how pure her heart is. She’s got the nature to be happy and to paint rainbows in the clouds when the rain finally breaks, to see the opportunities that present themselves only by candlelight when a storm knocks the electricity out, to see long lines at a Wal-Mart as a chance to say the things you meant to earlier, to relive a kiss over and over in her mind until she receives the next one, to hug someone with the intention of giving her love to them, to wipe away someone’s tears before they stain the cheeks but not before they served their purpose, to think of what others need while she thinks of what she wants, to ask a question without fear of ridicule or judgment, to listen to the advice of others while also deciding what is best for her and to possess a motherly love in the mind of a BabyGirl.

What intrigues me about the typical ABDL Girl from my stories is that she’s real and that’s why I keep writing about her.

She is a character born from reality, nurtured through the events of storylines, and brought to life through imaginations.

She is a dream, but one that is tangible and unforgettable. And when you meet her, you’ll know who she is.

Anyone’s BabyGirl

Most likely, everyone has seen these girl’s pictures, at one point or another.  Present day ABDL pictures have notable people in them.  But at one point in time, this girl, Felicity, was a regular at adultbabysource.com.

That site is still up and running.  And they are still creating great content, but Felicity seems to be out of the loop, nowadays.   I don’t know of any ABDL/model who has remained throughout. 

People do the pictures for a while and then either stop for lack of further interest or move on to something else for some other reason . 

Why Felicity stopped doing photos?  I have no idea.  Perhaps she was potty-trained and finally got out of diapers.

(Hopefully not!)

The pictures that seem to stick around and get frequently reposted on websites are the ones that stand out for some specific reason.

Pictures of …      

Folks in public (risky but intriguing)

Crib shots

Embarrassing situations

In Car Seats

In High Chairs

Getting bathed

Being fussy during a diaper change

Being spoon fed

Being breastfed

Being spanked

In a unique pose or unique location

Because she is an ABDLer/model with a following

The reasons are an endless list of possibilities.  But what makes them specific and what draws our attention to them are how they speak not just to our individual fantasies but also to the images in our minds that appeal to us. 

     

With less flowery and confusing wording, they show the things we like.  And sometimes, the more specific these pictures can be, the more memorable and endearing they are for us.

The number of ABDL photo and video sets Felicity has been in is 8 bazillion and 4.  I counted them and can confirm that number.  (Okay, I’m lying but she has a lot!) 

But every collection is different, with its own charm and appeal.  The model herself is able to display a mindset and a personality that is obvious in the videos but is also very apparent in the pictures.

    

From alone time to bottle time to crib time to bath time to play time to diaper changes to dress-up to feedings, she covers a wide range of interests and gives so much variety of choice that there is bound to be at least one photoset that speaks to you directly.

(Even I have my favorite.  But that comes into play a bit further down the list.)

For as shallow as it may sound, if Felicity has a photo/video set that practically anyone can call their favorite, then that makes her Everyone’s BabyGirl.

        

The reality of it is that she is just a representation of a BabyGirl many may like.  The face will be different.  The body type will be different.  The race and ethnicity may be different.  The hair color and hair length and eye color and all those details may be different.

But she still appeals to us, not because of her physical attributes.  It isn’t because of what she is.  It’s because of who she is being.

I like to think that stories also paint pictures in the mind.  (At least I hope they do! Not that I’m prejudicial or anything.  LOL)  But the visual still reigns supreme.

I’ve always assumed that Felicity was so popular at the time that her photos and videos sold like crazy.  And that was why she had so many.

But maybe the label of Everyone’s BabyGirl isn’t a fair assessment.  Perhaps she is Anyone’s BabyGirl.

           

You just have to find something about her that speaks to you.

The random offerings of Felicity pictures in this posting are merely the tip of the iceberg.  There are tons of pictures of her out there, even all these years after she has stopped modeling for the ABDL masses.

Google the words: adultbabysource felicity and you will have more pictures to view than you have fantasies to fulfill. 

Don’t believe me?

https://www.google.com/search?hl=en&tbm=isch&sxsrf=ALeKk01Wd4tV_bhzmOVde7RKt62F8Zorhg%3A1610668627577&source=hp&biw=1536&bih=734&ei=U9oAYKKzIJ-w5NoP-7G_gAg&q=adultbabysource+felicity&oq=adultbabysource+felicity&gs_lcp=CgNpbWcQDFDpGVjpGWC8MmgAcAB4AIABQ4gBQ5IBATGYAQCgAQKgAQGqAQtnd3Mtd2l6LWltZw&sclient=img&ved=0ahUKEwjiqJSb0JzuAhUfGFkFHfvYD4AQ4dUDCAY

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

Game On: The Impulses

Taken from the twisting and turning pages of the journey in the ABDL ebook:

Layers

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here is a little story about a shopping spree that had more than was bargained for.

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Game On: The Impulses

Jessica excitedly drummed the top of her steering wheel when she found a parking space just three spots away from the entrance to the Slo-Mart, a big box store where she often shopped that wasn’t too far away from where she lived.  She had just had the best day ever where she worked, her department receiving a really nice bonus for their productivity in the last quarter.  Going straight home from work, she changed into something a little more comfortable and, checking her now-flushed bank account balance, decided she was going to indulge herself a bit that evening.  She had earned it and was going to reward herself accordingly for her good fortunes.

Jessica worked for a fulfillment company that had just been bought out by a major online shopping site.  Suddenly, there was more work than they had ever seen before.  Jessica and her co-workers had risen to the challenge and were outperforming all other departments.  And in a rare case when her company actually compensated her for the increased efforts, she had received a quarterly bonus that was now encouraging her to set a few things right in other aspects of her life.

Walking towards the entrance to the Slo-Mart, she smiled widely – not just from thoughts of her good fortunes but also from the feel of the flowy short dress she put on when she got home from work.  It felt good to be dressed like a girl, for once – being as her work clothes were practically the polar opposite of what was perceived as being feminine.  In addition to that, she was diapered – a most wonderful little indulgence of her own.

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The Best Things in Life

Bytemine 1997.  This one I also remember where it came from.  And it was one of the first sets I stumbled across when I made the ABDL discovery online.

As usual, this one stands out to me because it tells a story.  But this set was also one of the first real picture sets that showed exactly what my interest was in age play.  A lot of the pictures at the time were pasties (as I’ve mentioned in other postings).  But these were real.

I was in my early 20s at the time, if you can imagine that 😉.  And she looked to be of a similar age to that.  But the ABDL community hadn’t shifted to an active online presence just yet.  And for that reason, I didn’t realize that there was an ABDL community at all.

This was years before DiaperSpace.  Years before FetLife.  Years before munches and conventions and other gatherings of the like.

Online ABDL was still in … babyland, so to speak.

But this girl and this set was the confirmation that there actually were BabyGirls out there … happy to be the crinkly little angels that they were.

  

And at a time in our lives when the present-day world is crazy with chaos and disease and all sorts of horrific things that can affect our abilities to enjoy all that life has to offer, a photo set like this speaks so very loudly and very clearly.

And it is just as relevant now as it was when it was released in 1997.

It depicts a BabyGirl who is enjoying the sunshine of the day, dressed in a super-comfy outfit that makes the smile on her face glow just a bit brighter.  And when you feel good on the inside, about yourself and about life, it tends to show in how you move and in what you do and in the decisions you make.

The best things in life are the things you defend more passionately than anything else.  Though you may not always be able to express them, you will never lose them.  And you will always have them inside you.

This photo set always made me believe that the best thing in this BabyGirl’s life was being happy with who she was.

That’s a wonderful way to view things.

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

2021!!!

Happy

New

Year,

Everyone!

2021 has now begun!  It’s a brand new year.

And may this year be the best year of your life!

Blessings to you all!
Zorro Daddy

The Run-On Sentence that Just Kept Running

If you’ve ever been in an age play relationship, whether you were the big or the little, you probably recall how it felt the very first time you met the other person, the very first time it became a “dynamic” encounter for you and also the seemingly unending chain of emotions, sensations, scents, sounds and sights that inundated you – making that exchange one of the most vivid memories you have ever had … all in a single instant of time.

How’s that for an introductory run-on sentence?  LOL

Now … everyone’s experiences have been completely different and there is a plethora of reasons why it is something unique for each of us.

We all have different starting points, different fantasies, different interests, different abilities to retain such memories, different incentives, different reactions, different levels of creature of touch syndrome, etc.  And this list could go on and on.  But in an effort to not go run-on crazy again, I will leave you the reader the responsibility of filling in what that etc. at the end of the sentence means to you.

After all, you are the foremost authority of how something made you feel.

And with all these differences swirling around, there are only two likely in common results that I can think of:

  1. What you liked.
  2. What you didn’t like.

Both are of equal importance.  Both are prone to remain within your memories always.

I’ve always seen myself as having the DLAB interest.  And my heart has always leaned towards the girls who are diaper lovers first … with a sprinkling of adult baby inclinations as garnishments.

And I guess that’s why these pictures stood out to me when I first saw them.  They spoke then, and still now speak directly to my unique age play interest.  I don’t believe they came from any ABDL picture site.  I also have reason to believe that some of the pictures might be fake (you know … those ones where a fake diaper is put on the girl in the picture).

But none of that really matters as it doesn’t make anything seem less real to me, nor do the blurred faces of the guy.

What they do show is a girl who is kept in a diaper, dressed as a BabyGirl with pigtails and of course, being cradled and bottle fed.

At the time I first saw these pictures, close to two decades ago, I hadn’t met another ABDLer yet.  I hadn’t yet been blessed with the opportunity to be that guy with the blurry face.  Those days were ahead for me, but they were still a little ways off.

So visuals such as these captivated what I found to be at the heart of my own brand of the fetish (or interest … or kink … or lifestyle … or … whatever you’d like to call it).

I remember when I met that first BabyGirl.  It was this set of pictures that came to mind.  And as I diapered her, set her on my lap and touched the rubber nipple of that first baby bottle to her lower lip, I realized that I wasn’t actually recreating the pictures.

Instead, the pictures were finally living up to what was in my mind all along.  And that was a really good feeling … although, I couldn’t devote much time to thinking about just then as I had a BabyGirl in my arms that needed tending to.

But there are two specific pictures in this collection that I constantly reference mentally when writing stories.

(Warning: I believe this posting is about to end with yet another run-on sentence … or two … or three.)

Whenever I write about changing a BabyGirl’s diaper in a story, that segment will almost always include:

He raised her legs in the air, lifting her bottom ever-so-slightly off the mattress and sliding her wet diaper out from underneath her – the BabyGirl staring up at the ceiling and nursing on her pacifier as she felt her mind turning to mush from listening to the crinkling noise of him unfolding the new diaper that would soon envelop her.

Placing the new diaper flat to the mattress, he slid the back waistline up to meet her lower lumbar before taking a baby wipe to her bottom – the BabyGirl whimpering for a second at the coolness of the wipe but then mellowing out into a girly little exhale as she felt the wetness leave her cheeks … going through the same reactions again as he took another baby wipe to her front before reaching for the container of baby powder.

The silky feeling of the powder coated her bottom as its strong, sweet scent permeated the air, her Daddy caressing the powder out evenly with strong hands that somehow understood the true meaning of the word gentle – then coating her front and caressing the powder out again in the exact same manner … making her whimper for a whole new reason.

Lowering her bottom into the inner softness of the diaper, he brough her legs back down to the mattress – the BabyGirl instinctively bending her knees and parting her legs as he drew the front of her diaper up and into place … fastening the tapes snuggly at her hips, giving her that overwhelming and intoxicating feeling of being enveloped in a crinkling-n-softness that would certain keep her regressed until the next time she found herself staring up at the ceiling while listening to her diaper tapes being unfastened for her next change.

It’s the kind of sentence, and also the kind of thought, that I happily have never found another way to better describe than as a run-on … that just keeps running.

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

Stranger Than Fiction: Fly on the Wall … or Statue in the Aisle

There’s nothing quite so intriguing as a story that is either real or seems so realistic that you can relate to it – either as a whole or perhaps just relating to a character in that story.

I’ve written entire books that were storylined from real events in my life and quite a few more that were based loosely on real events in my life.  The rest of what I’ve written is fantasy … or fantasies that I have.

But what I write to you in this posting is a true story.  It is not based on anything.  It is an actual account of something that happened to me recently.  And Stranger Than Fiction , though catchy in sound, really doesn’t even adequately describe it.

For purposes of timeline, the following true story took place in September 2020.

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I love going to Wal-Marts.  Most often, I just simply go there for the soul purpose of going there and with no intention of purchasing anything at all.  Some of the more interesting times to go there are in the middle of the night when you get to see the most unique human beings on this good Earth. 

But 2020 has thrown a monkey wrench into the works in more ways than one.  And Wal-Marts have reduced their hours down from being 24/7, giving themselves the nighttime to sanitize the store and protect us all from this global virus epidemic.

The Wal-Marts local to me have since broaden their hours to closing at 11pm.  But at the time of this true story, they were closing at 8:30 pm EST.  And this specific trip there, unlike most others, actually had a purchasing purpose.  I was looking for the Director’s Cut version of Rambo: Last Blood.

Being a Sylvester Stallone fanatic, such a purchase was surely necessary for me to make.

So, at about 7pm that evening, I walked into Wal-Mart and made my way back to the electronics and entertainment section.  And I am concentrating hard on every display that has DVDs on it.  I’m finding James Bond movies and Harry Potter movies and other Sylvester Stallone movies, but no Director’s Cut version of Rambo: Last Blood.  Not giving up, I make my way back to the aisle displays inside the entertainment section where they keep older movies and TV show DVDs. 

Maybe what I was looking for was mistakenly put in that section as it was a new release and should have been in the new release section but wasn’t.

Finding the shelves with movies that started with the letter R, I knelt down to the bottom shelf and began to look through the DVDs.  To my right, a guy appears – on the far end of the DVD racks.  This means he was probably at least 10 or 15 feet away from me.

Paying him no attention, I continue my Rambo search from my squatted position.

Just then, a second person comes running up to this guy.

“Daddy,” she says while bouncing up-n-down on her feet.  “Can I get this one?”

Assuming she is holding a movie she wants, I smile at the playful pet name of Daddy that she has called him.  In my mind, I’m thinking: Wow, that name has such different meaning for me.

At this point, I’m beginning to give up hope on finding the Director’s Cut of Rambo: Last Blood.  But I give the shelf of movies in front of me one more look-over before I call it quits.

Then the guy says to the girl: “I don’t know.  Do you feel you’ve been a good girl today?”

Sucking in my lips, I try not to laugh.  These two are really playful with each other and I instantly recognize how I’ve not only written about this very scenario in ABDL books but I’ve also been playful with a BabyGirl myself in this fashion … although, I recall being a little quieter about it in public than what these two are being.

Nevertheless, they are playful with each other and it’s been fun to listen to them as I silently remark to myself how perfect their banter is … if in fact that are a Daddy and BabyGirl couple.

But they’re not such a couple ……………………… or so I thought.

I’m getting ready to stand up when I hear the guy say something that makes me freeze in my squatted position.

“Is your diaper wet?” the guy asks her with a quasi Daddy Voice, my eyes growing big-n-wide as I stare straight ahead at that bottom shelf of DVDs in front of me.

It is at that moment I realize that they’re not aware I am a mere 10-15 feet away from them and well within earshot of what they are saying to each other.

I contemplate standing up and walking away quickly so as to not embarrass them.  But if I do that, I will ruin the sweet moment they are having.  So I decide to stay put and remain frozen in squat, figuring they will soon be done and move on.

“Noooo,” she says as she begins to sway back-n-forth, the swish of the lower hem of her skirt catching my peripheral vision.

But I’m looking straight ahead at the DVDs.  So I don’t really have much peripheral vision to see with.  And I will tell you that curiosity was beginning to kill the cat, not just because he asked her if her diaper was wet but also because she replied back to him.

She was in a diaper?  This couldn’t really be happening, could it?  I mean … I understand that people are bolder these days than ever.  But there is no way that this is actually happening – practically right next to me in the middle of a Wal-Mart!

Then I think that perhaps they are people who know me, maybe folks who have been to one of the local LLAMA munches.  And they were doing this deliberately, perhaps to get my attention.  That just seems too conceited of me to be the truth, though.  If that was the case, the only way to know for sure would be to turn my head to the right and look at them to see who they are.

However, if I turn my head and look at them, only then to find out that I don’t know them, my invisibility will be lost and this could become quite awkward, if not also embarrassing, for them.

But then I think that perhaps he asked her if her diaper was wet just because she was acting like a baby about getting the movie.  It could then be chalked up to playfulness and nothing more.

But I’m human and curiosity now has the best of me.  So I begin to turn my head to the right very, very, very slowly.  And at that rate, it will take me a good five minutes before blurry peripheral vision gives way to any clarity of sight.

Still, I toss my eyes to the right as much as I can without moving my head any faster than half the speed of smell travels, preparing for the first moment I will have even a partial glimpse of who they are.  And what I can see is her still swaying back-n-forth, the lower hem of her skirt swishing as she does so and a familiar crinkling sound that confirms she is indeed wearing a diaper.  A plastic-backed one.

I’ve changed quite a few diapers in my time.  I know what that sound is coming from.

“Let me check,” the guy says with a Daddy Voice much more so than just quasi this time.

My eyes are now bulging out of their sockets like two hard boiled eggs.  He didn’t just say that, did he?

Though still too blurry to help with identification purposes, my eyesight is now able to make out the rough outlines of their bodies.  And I can see him take hold of her left forearm with his left hand as his right hand reaches down to the back of her skirt.

“No, Daddy.  Not here,” she says with a pouty softened voice that was too perfect for this to be casual playfulness.

“Sweet Pea,” he says with kindness but assertiveness in his tone.  “Do you want that movie or not?”

“Yes,” she says with a now-calmer voice of surrender as she stops swaying.

“Then you will let Daddy check your diaper whenever he wants,” the guy replies, reaching down to the lower hem at the back of her skirt.

I so very much want to snap my head to the right quickly so I can see if I know them.  Maybe they won’t see the quick motion and I’ll remain invisible.  But I’m more concerned with not upsetting them at this point.

He lifts up the back of her skirt and from what I am able to see, the diaper is white on the back.  I can’t make out if it has different colored side panels or not.  But she is most definitely diapered and he just checked her, right there … in the electronics section of a Wal-Mart at 7pm.

He lowers the skirt and pats her backside, with a most familiar thud sound as he makes his decision.

“Okay,” he says calmly.  “You can have the movie.”

“Thank you, Daddy,” she says with a cutesy voice as they walk away.

I remain right there for a minute or two, trying to contemplate what had just happened.  There are moments like this when my two worlds collide right in front of me.  And for as much as I believe these situations seem bigger to me than what they actually are – due to an active storytelling mind – I can’t help but wonder if it’s literary fates that are causing this … telling me to keep writing.  LOL

I eventually stand up and walk back to the coolers over in groceries to get a gallon of Turkey Hill Iced Tea.  Some people take drugs or smoke pot or do other things like that to ease their nerves at times.

Me?  I chug my favorite kidney stone causing beverage and begin to write a story outline in my mind.

The rest of the time I was at that Wal-Mart, I didn’t see them.  Well … being as I never really saw what they looked like, I can’t say that for sure.  But I can say I wasn’t looking for them from that point forward.

As I drove home, I thought about how things truly can be stranger than fiction.  But there was another thought that trumped that one:

There are points in time when I struggle to find new story lines to turn into stories.  I always try to write something that is new or at least slightly different than what I’ve written before.

But then I have experiences like at that Wal-Mart – when I pretended to be a statue while that Daddy-n-BabyGirl got dynamic with each other … just a short distance away from me.  And I’m reminded: No, don’t reinvent the wheel.  Just keep writing what you know and writing what you dream about.

Wanna hear another Stranger Than Fiction true story?

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Small World
The World Will Still Keep Turning

Order Up … with a Crinkle

As I’ve stated before, when I first discovered ABDL, I was in college and it was an online discovery – a simple word search with high hopes that yielded heart-pounding results. 

Being a typical college guy, I was all about the girls.  But I hadn’t yet perfected the art of taking a look at her chest without making it obvious.  (That’s actually one of the classes offered up to you that doesn’t require a classroom or a teacher.)

I found the random BabyGirl pics online, a lot of them being “pasties” … aka fake pics with the diapers being digitally put onto otherwise vanilla girls.  Then I stumbled across these waitress pictures, taken from an Asian magazine and put up online.  And what drew me to them, as has become theme here, was the story they told.

I lost track of how many times I walked through campus, mentally putting the girls I saw into diapers.  It became a bit of an unspoken obsession for me and one that would ensure I’d never date another vanilla girl in my life.

So when I found these pics, showing a waitress who was not only diapered but also without any hope of hiding the fact that she was diapered, new fantasies ran wild in my mind.  And this was one of the first times I began to make up stories of my own.  It would eventually lead to me writing ABDL paperbacks and down the road, ABDL ebooks when the media emerged to prominence a decade later.

But my internet searches started to move in the direction of themed pictures of a girl not only in a diaper but also in some other sort of outfit. 

French maids in diapers, Stewardesses in diapers, Secretaries in diapers, Waitresses in diapers, Cashiers in diapers, Businesswomen in diapers, Celebrities in diapers … these became the more elaborate search engines queries I typed in.

In this set, quick and only a few, the waitress is diapered.  She is also shy for obvious reason, submissive because of how the customer is babying her … or at least reminding her that she is diapered.  There’s also a sexual element to it and thusly, an eroticism.

And I began to wonder what it would be like to be a customer in an ABDL restaurant. 

Just imagine it. 

What the inside would look like, the decorations on the walls.  What the booths and seating may look like.   The plates and cups and silverware and … who knows?  Bibs, maybe? 

And think of all the possibilities of what would be on the menu!

The mommy would be the hostess and would seat you.  The BabyGirls would be the waitresses.  And Daddy would be the cook in the back, putting the food on the serving counter and ringing a bell as he shouted out: “Order up!”

Or in this case: Order Up … with a Crinkle

 

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

No More Hiding: Permission to Love Your Sexual Self

Get ready for a discovery of self but also a discovery of so many things you may have always had questions about … and perhaps a few you wouldn’t have thought of otherwise.

After all, knowledge is power.

Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb is a therapist with a whole lot of impressive credentials. She is (get ready for all of this): an alternative sexuality specialist, a certified sex therapist and a clinical sexologist with a PhD in clinical sexology. 

Aside from counseling people, she has also attended multiple CAPCons and TeddyCons over the past few years – having led several classes and presentations.

Though not an ABDLer herself, she has embraced the existence of age play and has shed more positive light on the fetish/kink/interest (choose your label) than has ever been shed before.

ABDL has been the sometimes brunt joke on TV talk shows, sitcoms and even some documentaries that were supposed to be informative but often wound up being presented as sensational only.

In this regard, the importance of Dr. Rhoda’s research is paramount.

She wrote her dissertation on age play and has contributed more information to the therapy universe about age play than was understood.

In other words, she cares.  She cares about us and about our decision to make age play who we are.

No More Hiding: Permission to Love Your Sexual Self is a book she wrote that references ABDL a few times but tackles the bigger discussion of choices.

In a day and age when people are not only opening up to what they feel inside but exploring the possibilities of something more, this book is a gem … of explanation, of resources, of love and of understanding.

She devotes a lot of chapters to recognizing, if not also overcoming the roadblocks in our lives that have prevented us from opening up.  One chapter in particular, she deeply addresses what she terms as The Big Four emotions:
Fear, Shame, Embarrassment and Guilt

And who hasn’t felt at least one, if not all of those emotions at some point in life?

Available in ebook and paperback formats, I cannot encourage you enough to read this book.  Dr. Rhoda gives you countless examples of how people were able to find greater happiness and fuller lives because they opened themselves up.

She also writes of how to introduce these feelings and questions to a significant other in a productive manner that enables you to take your partner’s opinions and emotions into account.

Load with researched information and good sense, No More Hiding: Permission to Love Your Sexual Self is a must-read for anyone who has ever grown tired of unanswered question marks.

Dr. Rhoda on The 1-on-1 Podcast
Dr. Rhoda on The Crinkle Cast
Dr. Rhoda on The Love In Brief Podcast
Dr. Rhoda on The Dream A Little Podcast
Dr. Rhoda On FetLife: TheDiaperDoctor
Website: drrhoda.com
Email: rhoda@drrhoda.com
Her dissertation: https://understanding.infantilism.org/surveys/rjl_doctoral_dissertation.php
Understandinginfantilism.org
Her book (in ebook format and paperback): https://www.amazon.com/dp/B078X971YT/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_dp_x_J70JFb2JESTAM
Kindle App (Look for the blue link towards the top): https://zorrodaddy.wordpress.com/my-abdl-books/

Blessings to you all,
Zorro Daddy

The Upside to Not Wearing Pants

I have no idea where this set came from … or if it even appeared on an ABDL picture site at all.  But I can tell you it was from years upon years ago, when few to no real ABDL pictures were online.  Given how many ABDL pictures are online now, can you imagine that?  It may seem hard to wrap your head around, but it was the truth of the time.

Luckily, that’s no longer the case.  But there was an upside to having few options.   (That may seem even harder to process in thought.) It made every ABDL picture you found something that you took notice to.  With an endless supply of pictures, one can easily overlook such gems as this picture collection – especially when there are more pictures to look at than there is time to view.

I’ve always believed that this was a collection of pictures someone took on their own.  And as always, the pic sets that catch my attention are the ones that tell a story. 

And the particular story line in this one is something I’ve put into a great many stories I’ve written.

It’s of that chance of being noticed when trekking into the unknown.  But even with the chance, she retains the understanding that caution is not only a proper thing.  It is also a necessary thing.

A girl takes a daring venture out-n-about in a button-down shirt, a pair of jeans and her diaper.  She has such a desire to open up to the world and be who she is freely, without any reservations.  But she knows that certain people won’t understand, or worse, will refuse to understand. 

So she goes to a playground that is empty and cautiously plays on a jungle gym, free of her pants and free of so many thoughts that now dictate her life, dictate who she is and who she ought to be … according to others.

For her mind, it is a thrill ride of that danger of discovery – of being seen in her diaper.  For her heart and her soul, it is a return to a point in her life when the least of concerns on her mind were: how she was seen, what she looked like, what standards she was expected to follow, if she was winning the competitions with other girls and whether or not she was able to get the boys to like her.

Filling someone’s mind with so many things would make anyone want to break free.

So, one could see caution as having both an upside and a downside.  But there is only an upside to not wearing pants.

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

Storytellers

This is the story of a little headspace fanatic, a romantic exhibitionist, a masochist in search of sadism and a sexual fanatic on the verge of nymphomania – four BabyGirls who met at age play conventions and became fast friends.  They stayed in touch with each other and engaged in length phone conversations, some doing so on a daily basis.

On this weekend, they all gather at a private residence for a BabyGirls Only get-together.  Through laughing and talking, they reconnect quickly.  Then they decide to tell each other their greatest fantasy story.  And in doing so, they delve into a bit of soul-searching that would make the weekend have lasting meaning.

Sample:
Welcome to the Rest of Your Life

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………………………….. The HodgePodge Series

The Dynamic Story From Sun Up to Sun Down Deja Vu Lucy BabyLove Climax Crimson Snake Eyes The Crinklebury Tales Sad girl holding a teddy bear   
The Dynamic Story
From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience
Johnny and the Princess
Deja Vu: Inamorata to Illuminati
Lucy
BabyLove
Climax
Crimson
Snake Eyes
The Crinklebury Tales
60 Degrees and Down the Crack
The ABDL Any Time Reader
Forever Young
Acceptance (Forever Young 2)
A Girl Named Love
Storytellers
Layers
Flashback
Last Snow
 

 

An Orphan, A Stork’s Delivery or A Sorority Pledge?

“Where do babies come from?”   One of the toughest questions to answer, when not really wanting to give the truthful answer – usually because of who has asked the question.

And there have been many cute answers given over the years … dating way, way back.  One particular answer I always thought was absolutely adorable was: “Babies are flown to us by a stork.”

And this answer had led to countless cartoons and movies and more.  It’s such an endearing response, just as innocent as the question itself.

This photo set came from adultbabysource.com.  I’m not sure anymore, but I think it was released somewhere between the years 2007-2011.  The mommy in these pictures is the owner of ABS and the BabyGirl was named Kylie, I believe.

   

This set is one of my personal favorites and it makes this Top 25 list because it tells a very sweet story.  (And as always, I love a good story.)  It’s also easily a choose-your-own-story scenario, which makes it even sweeter.

  Option #1: The Orphan –  A BabyGirl is left in a basket at a stranger’s front door, a pack of diapers left to be used on her.  The woman who answers the door feels bad for the baby and takes her in, deciding to care for her.

Option #2: Special Delivery – The stork delivered a BabyGirl in the way that storks do.  The woman, so very happy that her baby has arrived, falls in love with the sleeping girl and immediately kicks into maternal mode.

Option #3: Pledge Week – The girl is a sorority pledge, dressed as a BabyGirl by her sisters and left at the pledge mistress’s house.  She is instructed to be there when the mistress opens the door for the morning paper, and she is to behave like a good baby at all times.

Whichever option you choose, or if you make up one of your own, there are a few things that are constant in all of them.

The BabyGirl has a look in her eyes and demeanor about her body that speaks of something deeper still than little headspace.  She has a way about her that denotes a full regression of the mind.  She wants to be a good girl but doesn’t know how and therefore, is a little fearful and doesn’t want to upset the Mommy.

When taken inside, the BabyGirl grows shy and gets a little embarrassed when her diaper is checked. 

And then when her diaper is changed, she grows fussy – uncertain of what to do with the swell of emotions inside her.

With no shoes, wallet, cell phone, keys or any clothing beyond the diaper and t-shirt she is wearing, she is completely helpless.  And it’s that helplessness that I have heard so many ABDLers confess their love for over the years I’ve been in this community.

Though I have no idea what little headspace feels like, I have always believed that it was a sense of regression that went so deep it felt real.  And she appears to either be regressed or to be heading there rapidly.

And while this posting has a theme of choices, it is the total lack of other choices the BabyGirl has in these photos that makes them melt my heart every time I look at them.  She has a dependency on the love and caring the woman is showing her, just to survive.

 

So … which do you choose when you look at this photo set?  Is she an orphan, a stork’s delivery or a sorority pledge?

Or did you make up your own story when you saw the pictures?

The truth of the matter is:  This photo set touches on so many themes that are near-n-dear to so many hearts out there that its effect on you might only be limited by how much you want to be here.

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

Welcome to the Rest of Your Life

Taken from the ABDL ebook:

Storytellers

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Here is a little story about the fantasy of a masochistic BabyGirl who could use a little sadism.

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Welcome to the Rest of Your Life

“Okay, so here’s a couple things you need to know before I tell you this story.  And I think I probably told you some of these things already.  But in case I didn’t …,” Jenna started, settling in as she placed her hands on the top of her thighs and slid her palms down to her knees.  “I’ve had quite a few daddies.  I know.  I know.  I’ve said this so many times before and you all know this, but I’ve also had a few mommies.  It was an exploration thing and I really enjoyed the attentiveness and the care.  It felt amazing to have someone tend to me for once with attention to the details.  You know what I mean?”

“Yes.  Some women are big on those intricate touches.  Other women have no idea what a detail is.  But the same could be said for men.  Some grasp the little things while others don’t even know the little things are there,” Flora said in her usual maternal way while signaling to switch lanes.  “You’re dawdling, Jenna.  And you know it.  Don’t worry what we will think.  Just get to the story.”

“Okay,” Jenna said, inhaling and exhaling deeply as she collected herself.  “Being little brings out of me emotions of anger and hurt and rage.  So you wouldn’t think that anyone would want to be little, if those are gona to be the reactions to it … unless they crave feeling miserable in some sort of masochistic way, I guess.  I don’t know.  But it’s the opposite for me.  It makes me want to be little all that much more because it gives me the opportunity to purge those emotions in a constructive way.  That probably sounds crazy.”

“No.  That makes sense,” Flora said, Lexi and Dani keeping their eyes on Jenna as they knew she was about to supply the why.

“But I’ve never been abused at all in my life.  So, it doesn’t stem from that.  I’ve just never had luck smile upon me.  And it gets me angry,” Jenna admitted.  “That’s why I’m bitter a lot of the time.”

Jenna’s set-up was making the forthcoming story that much more appealing, having made captive her audience before ever starting.

“Though being little brings out negative emotions, it still forces me to not only take a good look at myself but also to deal with those emotions,” Jenna continued.  “The problem is that it requires a guy who is willing to put up with more of my outbursts and tantrums and frustration and rageful anger than he should have to.  My fantasy isn’t fair to him and I know it.  And I do nothing about it.”

Flora raised an eyebrow, finding greater intrigue all the sudden.

“So, my fantasy deals with all of that directly, very directly,” Jenna admitted, Lexi and Dani staring at her wide-eyed as they had never heard this much explanation from her before.  “In my fantasy, I still don’t deal with what I do to him.  Instead, he deals with it as he deals with me … just not in the way you may be thinking right now.”

The car remained silent – Flora, Dani and Lexi enjoying the set-up thoroughly but hoping she would soon begin the story.

Luckily, the wait was over.

“For better or worse … here’s my fantasy,” Jenna said.

Continuing Reading …

The Case for Cloth

Cloth diapers have never derived great interest from within me.  I’ve always had a mindset that kept my focus on disposable diapers.  The crinkle has always captivated me.  When she waddles about, I know exactly where she is at – even when we’re not in the same room … and all because of that crinkle.

ABDLers I’ve spoken to who are older than me have voiced their love for cloth diapers, citing that cloth diapers were what they were put in when babies.  And that makes a lot of sense. 

The style of diaper that was popular and most commonly used when we were in diapers (the first time LOL) would logically be what our hearts are drawn to, now as adults.  It’s the same reason as why there are ABDL diapers now that are cloth-backed – being as the 90’s eliminated the plastic-backed variety.

And I guess this would apply to me as well.  Though I don’t wear diapers myself, the popular ones when I was little were crinkly … hence my desire as a Daddy to make BabyGirls crinkle nowadays.  But as I go back through some of these older photo sets, I’m reminded of moments when I gave cloth diapers a second look.  The process of diapering is similar, simply swapping tapes for pins. 

The thickness and the bulk are just as adorable.  And they still peek out from underneath any sort of baby clothing.  This has always been one of those sights that melts my heart every time I see it, that gleam of white that sticks out … and can stick out a lot if you’ve taken the time to dress her in something just short enough to hide nothing. (It’s one of those unspoken pleasures a Daddy has. 😉  )

But there are times when a cloth diaper would be ideal and possibly even more comfortable than a disposable:

  • A lazy day at home,
  • when she is put to bed or down for a nap,
  • when being dressed in nothing but her diaper for some priceless photos,
  • when she gets home from work – desperately needing to be wrapped in uber softness and babied until her brains are mush …

The list could go.  And we haven’t even factored in plastic pants yet!  Which is an important thing to get on her before she tinkles … or more!

I have only ever had one experience diapering a BabyGirl with cloth.  I can confirm that the cuteness and the shiny object syndrome and the glazed eyes and the innocence in disposition are all there when she is put in cloth – despite its absence of crinkle.

So, though my preference is disposables, I must admit there most certainly is … a case for the cloth.

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

 

 

 

The 1-on-1 Podcast: Episode Nine – Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb

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On Stitcher
On iTunes

Episode Nine welcomes Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb, a therapist who has become quite active within the ABDL/ageplay community.  Dr. Rhoda counsels ABDLers on a regular basis and has spoken multiple times at multiple ABDL conventions.  She also wrote her doctoral dissertation about us and has written a book that features ABDL in the topics.

Dr. Rhoda has been a guest on The Dream A Little Podcast, The Love In Brief Podcast and The Crinkle Cast.  And I knew I just had to get her on the 1-on-1 Podcast as well.

In this episode, we get to know who she is, what she does, her book (a must-read in my opinion for absolutely everyone), her involvement in the ABDL community, her love for all of us crazy crinklers and I ask her a few questions you just might want to hear her answers to. 

If you haven’t read her book or her dissertation or if you haven’t had the pleasure of being in one of her classes at the ABDL conventions, you’re in for a meaningful treat with this episode.  I thoroughly enjoyed having Dr. Rhoda on and do look forward to having her back at some point in the future.

To one and all, I hope you enjoy listening to episode nine as much as we enjoyed recording it for you.

Dr. Rhoda On FetLife: TheDiaperDoctor
Website: drrhoda.com
Email: rhoda@drrhoda.com
Her dissertation: https://understanding.infantilism.org/surveys/rjl_doctoral_dissertation.php
Understandinginfantilism.org
Her book (in ebook format and paperback): https://www.amazon.com/dp/B078X971YT/ref=cm_sw_r_tw_dp_x_J70JFb2JESTAM
Kindle App (Look for the blue link towards the top): https://zorrodaddy.wordpress.com/my-abdl-books/

The 1-on-1 Podcast: Episode Nine –
Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb

On Soundcloud
On Stitcher
On iTunes

Check out all the episodes of  The 1-on-1 Podcast:

Episode One Mako
Episode Two ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken
Episode Three Star_Platypus
Episode Four ALot and a little
Episode FiveLittle Philly
Episode SixMike, Misty and LKB
Episode SevenDa … Bearssss
Episode Eight Mommy Kuri
Episode NineDr. Rhoda Lipscomb

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But being as The 1-on-1 Podcast is not the only ABDL podcast, it is monumentally important to mention some of the others, aisde from the above-listed one:

The Big Little Podcast – Mako and Spacey present the granddaddy of them all … a podcast by, about and for ageplayers of all kinds.

The CrinkleCast – There are many long, late night conversations that occur between the hosts on a regular basis. While hatching plans for the next TeddyCon, sometime ideas pop up that are just too crazy not to pass up. The Crinkle Cast is a podcast for the AB/DL, Ageplay and Littles Community dedicated to telling our stories, education and all things crinkly.  On FetLife

abdlcastABDLCast – This podcast is catered to adults who just like the diapers.  Has a wordpress blog with polls, questions and more. ABDLCast on Twitter

Dream A Little PodcastDream A Little – Interviews and How To’s, Overcoming Shyness, Real Life Stories.  On Tumblr     Subscribe to their newsletter

Just Another ABDL PodcastJust Another ABDL Podcast – A lot of great content on here, from diaper talk to reviews, how to tell others to experiences. Subscribe to their podcast here.

Family Affairs PodcastABDL Episode on Family Affairs – Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb (talkaboutsextherapy.com), an attendee and presenter at TeddyCon 2016, leads a conversation about ABDL, the difference in sexual fetish and non-sexualized behavioral play. Learn more about what ABDL participation looks like, common misconceptions, underlying emotions and challenges for both adult babies and their partners, and the effects it can have both causing and treating anxiety and shame in participants.

Tina Horn PodcastAge Play Episode on Tina Horn Podcast – An indie podcast created, produced, and hosted by Tina Horn. Each episode focuses on a subject of human sexuality and non-judgmentally asks the question: Why are people into that?!  Website

Padded Paw PodcastPadded Paw Podcast – A podcast for Ageplayers, Furries, and Kinksters. Started in July 2016 and aims for monthly episode releases.  On Twitter

Weimerica Weekly PodcastAge Play Episode on Weimerica Weekly – Hosted by Ryan Landry and touching on the cultural, political and sexual topics that fill the mindspace of our United States of Weimerica. The politicization of all cultural and social degeneracy is examined with a focus on how it fits together.  Website

The Dark Side PodcastAge Play Episode on The Dark Side – An adult educational podcast, focusing in on the BDSM Alternative Lifestyle and related aspects of Human Sexuality. Website

It Girl Rag Doll PodcastAge Play Episode on The (It Girl. Rag Doll) Podcast – Hosted by writer Molly Moore and author Harper EliotWebsite On Twitter

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Love In Brief – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken’s ABDL advice podcast focused on love: love of self, love of others, and romantic love.  A quick listen with each episode, perfect for when you have a few minutes and can only listen to one episode.

Happy Listening!
Zorro Daddy

The Farm

Taken from the dark age play compilation:
Gratification: Volume Three
Available on: Kindle and Kindle Unlimited

here is a little story about what to expect when visiting the country.

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The Farm

Blake stood to the side of the entrance of Roxy’s Restaurant, waiting patiently as his beloved BabyGirl, Olympia, waddled around and said goodbye to everyone who had been at the munch.  She was the social butterfly of the group and their cheermeister extraordinaire.  She was definitely in need of a diaper change and it was quite obvious to the trained eye, given how waddly her steps were.  But she was dressed in a vanilla fashion, just like everyone who had attended the munch.

That night had been their largest munch gathering in the five years it had been up and running.  It was a truly good feeling and Olympia had a sense of pride as she was the one who encouraged Blake to set the munch up to begin with.  He wasn’t skeptical, but rather, had a tendency to be hesitant about things.  He was cautious to a fault.

As everyone departed, Olympia and a few other girls walked up to Blake with a most interesting proposition for him.

“Daddy, we would like to run an idea by you,” Olympia said with a small and sweet voice – hopeful he was going to approve of the idea.

“Okay.  What is it?” Blake asked, looking at all the girls.

“It will take a little while to explain,” Vivian said.

“Maybe we can go back inside and get a table,” Emily suggested.

“Should I be worried at all?” Blake asked with a laugh.

“Noooo,” Olympia said, taking his right arm as he and the girls walked back into the restaurant.

“Would we be able to get another table?” Blake asked the hostess.

“Yes, but we close in a half hour,” the hostess said, surprised they had returned after having been there for three hours already.

“A half hour will be fine,” Ynez said to the hostess.

“Okay,” the hostess said.  “Follow me.”

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Combo AB

Some things go together very well.  I always thought peanut butter and jelly should have been declared a food group for how well they went together. 

Some things don’t go together so well.  Oil and vinegar, for instance.

But bad mixtures aren’t necessarily completely bad.  Whereas peanut butter and jelly blend together in a sandwich to the point where you can’t really taste them separately, when you put oil and vinegar in a sub, you’re actually able to enjoy each flavor separately and would prefer it no other way.

But some things were meant to be together.  Like girls and diapers … or at least that’s my biased opinion about the matter.

As ABDL photo websites emerged, they began to explore this combination to an extreme – getting models who weren’t ABDLers themselves and having them go through the usual routines before putting them in front of a camera.

At first, it seemed like cheating to even look at such pictures.  But it didn’t take these websites very long to discover the winning combination, Combo AB.

We all know what the AB stands and these pictures gave a little bit of each, not allowing either letter to take over.

These models, ABDLers or not, kept the “adult” about their appearances – doing just a bit of the Big girl stuff … the make-up, eye shadow, chiseled eyebrows.

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But they certainly didn’t neglect the “baby” additive to their appearances – the whole reason the photo shoot was even taking place … the diaper, posture, expressions, body language.

By design, they found the ideal looking females with all the right proportions and all of that.  They were tanned and had dirty blonde hair, if not straight blonde.

And unlike what would happen as ABDL media progressed, these photo shoots didn’t paint a complete picture – putting them in a nursery with crib and rocking chair and stuffies galore.  Instead, they kept the focus on the girl in the diaper with the eye shadow.

And it was this decision that caught my attention about this particular set of pictures.

It shows the combination together, balanced and seeming like the A and the B were what made the person visually whole … at least from a fantasy standpoint.  Take the diaper off her and you have a collection of porno nudes.  Take the make-up away and you have all eyes going directly to the crinkly white … essentially no different that the promotional shots you would see when ordering a case of diapers from a website.

Combo AB is a game of balance.  And whether represented in visual or with written word, it’s more rooted in reality than it ever will be in fantasy.

Her face doesn’t matter because you will replace it with the face you want to see.  Her body doesn’t matter because you will put your individual preferences in her place.

But the AB is the combination that turns a glance into a double-take.  And it is the reason we took a second look that keeps our attention.

… Combo AB.

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

The Crinkle Cast: Episode 14 – SeattleDiaperBoi from ABUniverse

Episode 14 is a hysterically good time.  There have only been a handful of experiences in my life when I laughed so hard that I couldn’t function for a few minutes.  This episode was one of them!

It was also a really great talk with SeattleDiaperBoi about how ABUniverse has been crazy, crazy busy during this lock-down year of 2020.

You will love this episode!

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Precious

Bytemine!  I can say it right away with this one.  It irritates me that I often can’t remember what sites these photo sets came from.  But this time, the pictures were labeled with the site name.

It probably shouldn’t be so difficult to figure out the origins of the pictures – given that there were only a handful of picture sites back then … adultbabysource, bytemine, gordo, skirtzy ……

But they always did a great job of capturing something specific with each set that would make it unique from all the others, even when it was the same model as in other sets.

And most of them were models, not necessarily ABDL in their own personal natures.  I always understood that and was fine with it.  I never once thought: these models aren’t really ABDLers and therefore that ruins it for me.  And the pictures always told a story.

I like a good story.  (There’s a big surprise, huh?)

The girl in this set possesses a lot of attributes that are signals, “attractors” if you will:

  • The tousled hair
  • The eyes glancing upward in “supposed fuss”
  • The flirtatious postures
  • The gaze of receiving attention
  • Easing back into the diaper changing position
  • The embraces
  • The soft shaded clothing
  • The ruffled diaper cover
  • And how it seems she is but half a second away from either laughing or engaging you otherwise

She has that BabyGirl innocence, happily resigned to being kept as such, seen as such, treated as such and craving every bit of attention from it she can get.  She knows she has the presence.  She knows she’s precious.  And this is what makes her so attractive.  Photographed in a theme where confidence might not likely be the mindset to match, she shows poise with such ease that it can only be natural.

While thickly enveloped in cloth diapers and a ruffled cover, she is surrounded by stuffed animals.  Yet everything nearby as well as what she wears doesn’t detract from the feminine wiles she possesses, making her appealing on a more sexual, adult level.

     

But the rules of the Game of Love clearly state that a pursuit is necessary.  And the easy way to begin a pursuit is to give them something they want to chase after.  And her wiles, her make-up, her sculpted eyebrows, her locks her gestures … all are perfected for the hunt.

   

She knows she has the graces.  She knows she’s precious.

And with the same messages of innocence and lust, she also gives off that playful notion that she is bored – an expression that only encourages a guy to hurry up and take action.

Oh, my.  Lest she be any longer in waiting than is necessary.  LOL

The game is more than afoot.  It’s all over her.

   

There’s a visual representation of balance that appeals to many tastes.  And this, among other obvious things, is what makes her seem even more real … like she’s not a model and does indeed subscribe to the BabyGirl lifestyle.

In a lesser poetic statement … she shows the cutesy and she shows the sexy … precious.

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

Affected

Kindness … what a simple thought. Perhaps too simple. It’s easy to receive and easy to give out. Yet it often takes a backseat in many situations. And maybe that’s because it’s not required, nor is really a virtue. It’s simply a conscious decision you make to live by. And just because it is your decision, that doesn’t necessarily mean it is always easy to do. I recall quite a few times when I’ve smiled at someone I was telling off in my mind. But the Kindness was that it was just in my mind.

There’s no law that says you have to get along with everyone. And what an easy excuse to not be kind, huh? No. Kindness isn’t a virtue. It’s the lesson of learning Kindness that is virtuous. But so often I see a lack of Kindness that I pause to wonder why people are so cavalier with it. It is immediately after having read one of the most disturbing posts I have ever seen on FetLife that I write this. And as I read through it, I became sickened at what people choose to lack in themselves.

In life in general, the people I respond to the quickest and the fullest are those who aren’t jerks. In the sense of work, the people who show their leadership naturally are the ones who I believe deserve their positions of power. And for them, I will do everything I am supposed to do. For those who show clearly that they are anything but leaders, I will still do what I’m supposed to do for them … but it may require that person to repeat themselves.

Some may say that Kindness fixes nothing, perhaps preventing things from needing to be fixed. But certainly not the cure for a wound. To this, I would tend to disagree.

I recall a little girl who I met a few years ago who appeared in my life at the absolute perfect moment. She was, and still is, an angel. Inside of a short amount of time, she was able to ‘put humpty dumpty back together again’ as I have always stated it. LOL And it wasn’t tremendous insight that enabled her to do this for me, nor did she ever ask anything of me in return. Instead, she simply listened to what I said and repeated it back to me in a different set of words. And hearing it set my mind at ease.

Kindness. Plain and simple.

Wouldn’t it be nice if everyone felt that way, if everyone acted that way? Selflessly and with Kindness. But that isn’t the case, is it? There will always be people who are unnecessarily unkind. Perhaps they themselves are essential.

A dear friend of mine within this ABDL community believes so. He has often told me that the people we can’t stand aren’t really a nuisance at all. But rather, they are a necessity … a reminder of the kind of person we do not want to be like.

How unfortunate that is, yet how helpful it is, at the same time. Ultimately, that’s what we learn.

What we also learn is that people don’t like being preached to. They don’t like being told what rough edges they are believed to have and how self-improvement comes from within. And, yeah. Maybe that makes the most sense. You’ll only ever believe what you have learned on your own.

I guess this is why I don’t preach. I simply think and I write what I think. And for as much as people have a right to live life without any continuous sense of kindness, I do have the right to live that way. Not just being kind only when people are looking but being that way a lot more often than that. It’s so easy to smile pretty for crowd, in a face-to-face manner. But online has no face-to-face to it. Well, perhaps webcams do, but even then you are protected by distance. And Kindness is still optional.

That might be because we are often encouraged to not be kind. But even when someone visits cruelty on us, that doesn’t mean we were wrong to have shown them kindness. Nor does it mean that we were weak because we were kind.

And in a situation like that, you have many choices. Two of which come to mind at the moment:
#1 – You can ignore the effect that person’s cruelty had on you.
#2 – You simply smile at that person in the future while telling them off in your mind.

I guess there will always be people out there who will make me smile when I have no desire to. But in reality, those are the people who need to receive Kindness the most. And the greatest lesson I’ve learned came from a little girl who gave with Kindness and asked nothing in return. She taught me the kind of wisdom that doesn’t require age, but rather, heart. I can only hope to be as magnanimous as her.

We do what we choose to do. We say what we choose to say. We think what we choose to think. And Kindness will always be an option, but not a requirement. But whether we know it or not, we protect ourselves as well as those we love. And it will be Kindness that will always make us do so.

What a lovely thought, huh? Everyone holding hands and singing “We Are the World”. Right?

And yes, it all begins within one’s self. Grrr to the preaching!

You make your choice of who you are going to be and you will live with it. And that will be the only prolific move you will ever make that will ever matter.

Conventions, gatherings, parties, cliques, clubs, groups … simple human interaction … all of it. It will all come and go. There have been many before all of us and there will be many more to come after us. But that which will remain will be the choices we made.

And those choices can be affected with kindness.

Lil Goldie’s Sparkles

Lil GoldieTaken from:

ABDL BedTime StoriesThe Tangled Fairy Tales

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here is a little story about how to sparkle in the sunshine and how to “bear” the unexpected.

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“These quizzes are dumb,” Kaitlin said, tossing the magazine aside and yawning.

Taz kissed her forehead and got up from the bed.

“Let me go get you a nightshirt,” he said, walking back to the bedroom.

Kaitlin lied there and reflected on the past few minutes, how tingly she was to be a naked BabyGirl as he diapered her and how good it felt to be naked in front of him. Then her sweet sentiments of thought led into the fresh memory of how funny he sounded reading from that magazine. Thought it hurt to laugh, laughing felt good. And he always knew how to make her laugh, even when he had no idea how he was doing it. But either way, she felt better. The fever was gone and though she was still sick, she had made it through the worst of it and was heading out of the woods.

The woods! The thought of the woods brought to her mind the tangled fairy tales he had told. Grabbing the ibuprofen, she willfully swallowed two more – figuring that he was getting her a nightshirt so she wouldn’t be cold when she slept. Yawning again, she nestled down – waiting for his return and hoping he would tell her another tangled fairy tale before she drifted off to sleep again.

“Here’s a quiz question for you,” Taz said, returning from the bedroom with the tiniest, pinkest baby-t he could find. “What is it about an Irish Girl that is so enchanting? Perhaps the long hair?”

“But you’d like another color than red, huh?” Kaitlin asked, sitting up and raising her arms as he gathered the baby-t in his hands and brought it down over her frame.

In the process of being dressed, her head began to spin and as soon as he saw her swooning, Taz put his hand behind her neck and eased her back down onto the pull-out mattress.

“I don’t care what the color is … so long as it’s long,” he whispered sweetly, brushing her bangs off her forehead. “So long as I can run my fingers through it and smell the shampoo you used.”

“You wouldn’t want these locks to be blonde?” she said, holding up the ends of her hair.

“You would look just as beautiful as you do now,” Taz said, the lightbulb coming on inside his mind suddenly. “Do you want your hair to be blonde?”

“I wouldn’t mind trying out the Goldilocks thing,” Kaitlin said, giving him a wink.

The gears began to crank in Taz’s mind, his eyes showing how he was already cooking up another story. Kaitlin grabbed her pacifier, plunked it in her mouth, flipped over on her tummy and covered herself with a blanket. Resting the side of her face on her pillow, she awaited the next tangled fairy tale to begin. Taz sat next to her on the bed and she shifted her head over on to his thigh, using it as her pillow instead. He tucked her curly red hair behind her ear and ran the fingers of his right hand through it.

“Once Upon A Time,” he began, Kaitlin wiggling uncontrollably with excitement.

Oh, what would the fairy tale be this time? How would he tangle it and twist it? How would it begin? How would it end? The questions in her heart were endless.

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A neat little quiz

Zorro Daddy's ResultsI stumbled across someone’s results of this BDSM quiz on Tumblr and was so intrigued that I took the quiz myself.  It didn’t take me any longer than about 10 minutes to answer the 80 or so questions.

The results are broken down into 25 categories with provided links to more details about each category.

My results appear above.  I really didn’t expect to see anything that shocked me, but was actually surprised about one or two things.

You can find this test at:

bdsmtest.org

BDSMTest

Into Nap Time and Beyond

This portion of a set comes from adultbabysource.com.  I don’t always remember the websites these sets came from, but this one I do – the diaper change scenario always melting a soul.

ABS is known for putting all kinds of fun stuff into their pictures and videos, making the shoots much more eye-catching and enabling a story to be present in every image.

They do a lot shoots with multiple people.  And I couldn’t tell you which set I saw first that had the multi-BabyGirl charm to it.  But I was always fond of this particular one.

Much like you would see at an ABDL convention or house party or some other gathering occasion, these pictures depict the presence of littleness … a shared littleness.  One of fun and of love and of fuss and of cuteness.  Even the diaper changes are shared and one BabyGirl comforts another until everything is clean and dry and powdered and returned to the enveloped confinement that makes the world right again.

And somewhere in amongst the pink and the ponytails and the ribbons and the pacifiers and the diapers resides something I see in the eyes of a great many ABDLers out there … the desire to find that little haven that will capture their minds and nurture their souls … into nap time and beyond.

25 “Unforgettable Sets”
The Pictures Stories

Country Rose 7

Rose, the city girl from Bean town who moved to Southern Pines, NC and became a country rose, and Emmitt her Cowboy Daddy, a horse wrangler who still has a habit of taking off his shirt, return for their 7th installment in this ABDL Romance Series.

May has just ended and summer will soon be upon them.  Rose and Emmitt are at their usual flirtatious best.  But there is a bit of trouble on the horizon that affects them both separately.

Rose’s business, Country Rose Pottery, encounters a problem and she is forced to make a decision that would likely affect her employees as well as her standing in the local community.

Befriending two of her employees, Rose leans on them for support.  But she leans heavily on Emmitt, as always.

At the same time, Emmitt runs into a snag with the contract he had to tend to the horses on his farm and suddenly, they may be forced to move away from their dream home.

All of this wreaks havoc on Rose’s heart and soul.  And she will not only need Emmitt to be that strong Cowboy Daddy she married, but she will also need to find strength within herself to weather the storm ahead.

Country Rose 7 shows how determination is what the best strength is made of, real friendship is what remains when everything else has left and love is all that is needed.

Country Rose 7 is also a very sexually-charged tale.  Even when the world is burning all around, it is never as hot as what’s going on in their bedroom.

Join Rose and Emmitt as their Daddy/BabyGirl romance now blooms into the trials of sustaining the life they worked so hard to build.

Sample:
A Sunday in Southern Pines

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Country Rose Country Rose 2 Country Rose 3 Country Rose 4 Country Rose 5

Country Rose
Country Rose 2
Country Rose 3
Country Rose 4
Country Rose 5
Country Rose 6
Country Rose 7

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If you like The Country Rose Series,  I’d also recommend checking out two other ABDL Romance series:

Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a BeginningThe Mia Series - Book One.

The Zeke & Lily Saga

The Mia Series

 

The Mommy Grats: The Creole Crawl 3

The Dynamic Story of Dominique & Winnie continues. (The Creole Crawl, The Creole Crawl 2)

And as the good weather approaches New Orleans, Winnie gears up for summer classes, exploring the French Quarter a lot more as well as exploring her life-changing love for Dominique with a desire to do more than just assume the role of a BabyGirl.

Winnie wants to be born again and in her quest for renewal, she develops an even greater satisfying connection with Dominique – one that speaks of instinct and one that challenges her to be all that she has ever wanted to be.

This is not a Daddy & BabyGirl story.  It’s the polar opposite, but the dynamic remains the same.

Sample: Instinct

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 The Mommy Grats

Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 1 Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 2 Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 3 Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 4 Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 5
     Boy Toy          Boy Toy 2          Boy Toy 3         Boy Toy 4        Boy Toy 5
 
 

      Crush 1               Crush 2

 
Mommy Grats - Girl Power 1
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      Creole 1              Creole 2             Creole 3

 
    Pathway 1         Pathway 2