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She knew in her heart that she wanted nothing more than to feel the security that often was absent from her life.  Following her heart, she sought the one kind of person who could make her world his world.  And for a BabyGirl, finding that connection with a Daddy seemed more important than so many other things that were truly nothing but background noise and distractions.

Having just finished her first Skype session with a Daddy whom she was fast-falling in love with, she heard him call her his “BabyGirl”.  Those words melted her heart and now in reflection of the fresh memories, she curled up in a ball, filled with tummyflies that gave her a sense of littleness all over.

And she could feel it … from her fingers to her toes.

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

Having her Daddy wrapped around her finger was one of her most cherished successes in life.  She had a particular kind of dynamic with him uncommon.  It was a one beyond that which drew them together as a Daddy-n-BabyGirl.

She would admit it took a little while to train him to be exactly as she wanted, but she was quite proud of how he was now instinctively able to tell the difference between what she wanted and what she needed.  The problem was:  She sometimes got greedy and her Daddy would give in at moments when he really should’ve said no to whatever she was trying to get him to give her.

As his Lil Princess, her two favorite things to say were, “I love you Daddy” and “Gimme”.  Sometimes she said both of them in succession and the result was always that she got her way.  She truly had him wrapped around her finger.  That is, until her Daddy hired a babysitter to watch her during the day as he worked.

In short order, she grew attached to her babysitter, but discovered, early on, she didn’t have the same control in situations as she did with her Daddy.  This might’ve proven to be a bad turn of events had her babysitter not made a statement which enter the BabyGirl’s mind right before a temper tantrum began:

“How you treat others will return to you, full circle.”

Her BabySitter told her that if she acted up during their day of shopping, she would learn a little something in the back seat of the car.  Lying on her back with her legs raised up and nakedness revealing her, she learned that sometimes what she needed was also what she wanted.  Without fighting her babysitter at all, the BabyGirl was diapered before they walked back into the mall.  Waddling alongside her babysitter as they crossed the parking lot, she smiled and realized at that moment that, just like her Daddy, she was whipped.

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25 “Priceless Moments”

She was a sweetheart and all who met her could clearly see how much love she possessed & how much she showed to the world.  Her Daddy often called her sweetheart and he always said it was more than just a term of endearment. 

She embraced everything she loved.  It was the one way she could share the love she had inside without having to find the words she often struggled to come up with.  Nursing on her pacifier and gazing up at her Daddy often spoke more clearly and directly of the “sweet” in her heart.

People who could see in her actions what she felt inside and could hear what she couldn’t say were the people she clung to the tightest.  Even with a sweet heart of affection to share and a littleness that fueled her happiness, she too had moments of insecurity, moments when over-active thoughts needed reassurance and moments when she needed to hear sweetheart.

Being a BabyGirl wasn’t just a natural state of mind, but also a state of thought.  Embracing each thought was just a important as knowing each hug came back to her as she had given it.  And that was a feeling she could wrap her arms around.

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

She had been raised to become a wonderfully compliant and attentive wife to her future husband.  It was hard to part with that mentality – not without parting with her ultra-traditional family, but she always dreamed of a husband who could show her how much he cared for her in ways other than just words and commands.

She met a man who saw things the way she did and it was quite by chance.  But a chance was what she was waiting for.  When they visited their families, they played the roles perfectly.  She showed him absolute obedience with no desire for return of the sentiment.

But in the other 95% of time, they turned that obedience and control dynamic into something they both wanted far more – a bond.  Her instincts had been engrained with the need to take care of him, but his kindheartedness saw her need to receive the same back.

As his BabyGirl, she got all the attention she lacked from far earlier in her life and was still able to fuss over her husband when she needed to.

There was something about the “give” of “receive” that made it seem more natural than breathing and more powerful than that first heartbeat after sex.  Whatever it was, they’d figured it out later, giving it the due attention it would need.  As for right now, it was nap time and the only thing that presently needed attention was her diaper. 

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

The little Princess was so excited the pool was finally being opened she could hardly wait to get in it.  It didn’t matter how cold the water would be, what an opened pool meant was that winter was over and summer was on the way!

Her Daddy was working very hard to clean the pool water and she was losing the ability to wait. So, she did something very brave.

Her Daddy told her to stay on the play blanket in the living room, but what he failed to realize was that she could see the pool from the living room.  She had been a good girl, thus far, and had remained on the blanket just as he had said to do.  But he didn’t tell her she couldn’t pull a chair over, set it in the middle of the blanket and stand on it so she could watch him opening the pool in the back yard.  And that is exactly what she did.

But now, her little heart could wait no longer.  She got down off the chair, crawled her diapered bottom back to the hallway to her nursery where she took off her tshirt, slipped into her pink swim suit and even blew up her arm floaties before she sprinted her crinkle out the back door and to the pool side.

“Princess, I can tell you’re very excited to get in the pool,” her Daddy said, setting up a lounge chair and draping a pool towel over it.

“How can you tell, Daddy?” she said, facing towards the pool to admire how crystal clear he had made the water.

“Well, BabyGirl…,” her Daddy began, opening up a new diaper and placing it flat on the lounge chair before looking back to her.  “Let’s just say that sometimes when you don’t know the truth, it will be because it was right behind you, where you may not have looked, all along.” 

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25 “Priceless Moments”

“Daddy, I know that you think I came in here to use the potty.  And you probably think that I took my diaper off too, I bet.  But I assure you that nothing could be the further from the truth.  Let me explain to you what happened so that there aren’t any misconceptions,” the BabyGirl said, fidgeting as she continued her story.  “I was sitting on the bed, minding my own business and watching the last couple of episodes of Pretty Little Liars, which I thank you for DVR-ing by the way, when I heard a horrible noise coming from the bathroom.  So I got up and ran in here to see what the noise was, but on the way in, I brushed up against the latch on the door and it ripped the tapes off of one side of my diaper and then my diaper fell down to the ground and remained around my ankle exactly as you see it now.  But that’s not all that happened.  There was a cat in the bathroom, Daddy.  And the cat was chasing a bird that had flown in through the window.  I know, you’re probably thinking ‘No way’, but Yes way, Daddy.  The noise I was hearing was the cat and the bird chasing each other around.  And no sooner did I come into the room then the bird flew out the window and the cat followed it.  So I quickly shut the window and locked it for you.  So what I’m saying is:  Daddy, this isn’t what it looks like …”

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25 “Priceless Moments”

When at life’s crossroads, you have three options:  The first is straight ahead, continuing on your journey.  The second is to part & go your separate ways – one turning left & the other turning right. 

But few people remember the third option – The one when you turn around & look back at the road that brought you this far.  Going back where you come from is as optional as forward is.

She was a simple girl with a simple love for being simple.  She and her Daddy had a choice to make, not too long ago.  Life had brought them to one of those crossroads.  And they looked at the left-n-right options.  The road ahead was clear, but no matter which choice they made, they would remember the road  that had brought them this far together.  And the lessons they had learned along the way made the decision very clear.

“Bed time, BabyGirl,” her Daddy said, walking into the bedroom.

She sat up and looked at her Daddy, smiling behind her pacifier and knowing that she had made the right decision.  Forward seemed more than optional when she thought about it.  It was the only choice that made sense.

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

There were many moments in life when her clumsiness knocked her to the ground.  There were other times when those shin-high boots wobbled a bit too much for her to remain standing.  And not to forget to mention the heels she was often expected to wear to formal functions – more like ankle-breaking devices than anything else.

But maybe the one fall she would remember more than all the others was the one when her heart fell head over heels for her Daddy.  He knocked her off her feet and she didn’t have any chance to defend against how much she needed him in her life.

Kneeling down alongside her, he asked her a simple question and one that would give her the opportunity to remain permanently off her feet:

“Show me where it hurts, Baby,” he asked with a syrupy-rich Daddy tone to his voice.

She parted her knees, took his hand, placed it between her legs on her diaper and before planting the biggest kiss on him she had ever given anyone, she whispered her answer with the sweetest innocence he had ever heard:

“Right there, Daddy,” she whispered with a lust in her eyes that made clear how good it felt to have fallen for him.

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25 “Priceless Moments”

For as silly as it may have seemed at times, the truth was she loved to be naked.  And whenever possible, the clothes came off.  Her boyfriend had no problem with this obsession of hers at all.  Of course he wouldn’t mind her being naked – not just because he was a guy, but also because he knew her obsession was really with being vulnerable. 

Whether she laid in his bed, having his seeds planted inside her or whether she laid across his lap, cradled by his arms as she felt the afterglow, she always cherished how vulnerable she was when naked.

But when receiving her bath, she always nursed on her pacifier throughout so she would remain quiet and visit in her thoughts the places where a vulnerable, naked girl’s mind could be led.

A place to feel little in big moments, all the time she needed to get where she wanted, and the right conditions to be as vulnerable as she could – That was what she found between the bubbles.

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

Every step she had taken was always a gamble, from college to career to love to life.  But what she learned along the way was that her doubts were showing what she needed to pay more attention to, her fears were showing the next obstacle she needed to overcome, her pursuits were showing the journeys she needed to take & her passions were showing the destination she wanted to reach.

When she finally put it all together she realized that all she needed to keep in mind were two pieces of advice that came from her own thoughts:

• Doubt your fears.
• Pursue your passions.

Now, she held his hand as he led her forward every time she needed to take another step.  By opening up to him, they now pursued their passions together.

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25 “Priceless Moments”

Blinking and stretching, she awoke from her nap to the smell of something wonderful cooking in the kitchen.  Still a little tired but no longer exhausted as when she lied down to sleep, she thought back to the moment she got home.

Fridays were usually the easy days at work.  Everybody gave a half-effort that at least passed as “trying”, but she and her co-workers were done for the week.  Their heads and hearts were already in the weekend.  And all would’ve wound up perfect if her boss hadn’t come out of his office and screamed at she and her co-workers for not reaching their quota for the day.

Driving home, she did feel a bit guilty for not trying harder to get all the work done, but as was typical, her boss lumped all the work that hadn’t been done throughout the week as well as the work he didn’t get done himself onto their shoulders.  And he did this on Friday afternoons.  And as she drove home, she began to cry.  By the time she got to her house, she was not only bawling but felt extremely guilty.  Fortunately, her Daddy knew the antidote for upset.

Through a series a embraces, forehead kisses, soft humming and words of love, he moved her heart from feeling unappreciated to feeling cherished.  And as each article of her work clothing came off, so did the guilt she felt.  By the time, he fastened her diaper, slipping the pacifier between her lips, she was already absorbed in the gentleness of the world he created for her.  And as he softly sang Aerosmith lyrics, her eyelids went to half-mast and then she fell asleep.

Returning to the conscious world now, she thought about how upset she was when she got home and how her Daddy had the antidote for upset.  It wasn’t a talk or suggestions or anything like that.  It was his way of helping her hang her work life up on the coat rack when she came home, where it belonged.

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”