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“Pillow Talk”

Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part OneFrom the book:

Zeke & Lily: Resolutions Part One

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here is a segment from the prologue:

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Pillow Talk

It was 1 a.m. on a Thursday morning in early June. The weather outside was warm and Zeke had opened the windows to allow the breeze to bring in fresh air.

Lily lay up against the side of his body, wearing nothing more than her diaper and a white cami. Her condition had worsened and she had become extremely weak. As with the balance of everything else in her life, some days were good and some days were bad.

Relapses of pain were as common as could be. “Foggy Brain” days, as she called them, often skewered her emotions, leaving her a hysterical mess or an unreasonable soul. And without much warning, she would drift in and out of reality.

For as grim as her situation may have been, Lily was quite happy. She was just a few months away from her wedding (having been married to Zeke at her insistence by the Justice of the Peace a few months ago). Her questionable health still left pregnancy as an option and she was living the life of her fantasy – that of a BabyGirl. Continue Reading …

Echelon

Echelon, the sequel to Enigma, continues the story of Lucy Williams and her journey to discover herself, the meaning of her dreams and the pathway to having and keeping the wishes of her heart.

When she first explored an innocent fetish online, she had no idea that it would consume her mind and become the center of her universe.

What began as fantasy became that thing she called life when she met Xavier, a guy with the gentle dominance her little heart craved and sought.

As Lucy embraces her dreams, she encounters others who try to ruin the happiness she has found.  And with the Daddy guidance of Xavier, she learns how to speak up when something bothers her while still retaining the sweetness of the BabyGirl she was always meant to be.

Sample:  “The Ecstasy of a Fantasy Unknown

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The Story of Lucy:

           

   Enigma             Echelon            Euphoria

The Ecstasy of a Fantasy Unknown

LucyFrom the book: Lucy
 
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“The Ecstasy of a Fantasy Unknown”

Lucy lay comfortably on her back on the futon in the living room. Xavier had pulled it out and set it up as playpen, of sorts, for her. She was nestled on top of the softest blanket she had ever felt and surrounded with all the stuffed animals he had bought her in the past month. But she was more so nestled with her thoughts of this glorious Thursday morning.

Her work schedule and Xavier’s work schedule lined up perfectly to give them Thursdays and Fridays off. Both worked Saturdays and Sundays. So their “weekends” were always spent the two days prior.

She looked out at him in the kitchen while nibbling softly on her pacifier and remaining blissfully lost in the recent memories. Her hair was drying. Her body was bathed and smooth. She could smell the scent of the shampoo he used, the lotion on her skin and the powder from her diaper. The sunshine cascaded down on her frame and warmed her skin. She shifted slightly, pulling on the bottom hem of her Daddy’s green t-shirt – which served perfectly as a night shirt for her.

In a few short weeks, Lucy had gone from being incapable of dreaming to discovering the secrets of her heart. And as if fate had been directing her along each step of her life to arrive prepared at this moment, a return to innocence had beckoned her present and her future.

She had always been a hard-headed, no nonsense girl – having been groomed by her equally hard-headed father, Zeke, to take life by the reins and blaze her own path.

Yet now, suddenly she found herself softening from the inside and embracing the dreams she now visited each night. Much like her fragile yet often high-strung mother, Lily, Lucy had the ability to dream of places which harbored the desires of her heart. And from her dreams came the necessity to live her life fulfilled.

Lucy had embraced the littleness of being a BabyGirl. And through meeting Xavier, the Daddy/BabyGirl Dynamic was born into her reality with the ecstasy of a fantasy unknown.

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The Green Switch – “Ending One”

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“Ending One” –

As she approached the porch with the perfect green switch in hand, a wet diaper that was starting to sag and tears streaming down her cheeks, her Daddy stood up from the rocking chair and met her at the bottom of the steps.

But she stopped just a few feet away from him.  Standing there, defeated from avoidance of punishment, a single thought passed through her mind that would alter the severity of what was to come.  Nursing on her pacifier, she put a look of innocence on her face, lowering her chin and swaying back-n-forth.  She was making one final visual attempt at getting out of the green switch punishment.

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As You Have Done for Me

50 ThingsFrom the book:

50 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night

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here is a sample from the opening of the book:

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He had fulfilled her 20 greatest fantasies, 10-at-a-time, over the past two Saturday nights. And having kept nothing back, she had opened herself up completely to him. There was a satisfaction to being wholly revealed to someone. And because of this exposure, she now craved the harshness and gentleness of his dominance. She became jealous of anyone who stole a second of his time. She wanted it all and had accepted that obedience and submission were indications that she had learned from him what she needed to be whole. Punishments and Corrections were given to continue to show her the way. And the more her bottom and the back of her thighs burned, the more she had proven that she could exist in the world he created for her.

So on this Saturday Night, when her Daddy told her that he had made his own list of ten fantasies, she knew right away that the decision of a lifetime was now in the forefront of his mind. She became captivated with doing for him, in a single night, what he had done for her. And if she fulfilled his fantasies correctly, she knew she could make him see the “forever” he contemplated. In order for her Daddy to know, she would spend this night crawling into the center of his soul and never leaving it, allowing the pathway chosen to show him there were still …  Continue Reading …

The Saturday Night Series

I walked around the grounds of FetFest 2011, taking in all I could see and this story was being born in my thoughts with every step I took.

When this BabyGirl made her Daddy a list of fantasies she would like to experience, she had no idea he would ever plan out the night ahead of her.

If all goes according to plan, she’ll be reduced, ravaged and spent of everything she knows herself to be. And she can’t wait, but she knows she’ll have to … until he allows her to grace her fantasies with what is to come.

“The sexual tension swirled around both of them. It was evident in the flaming gaze she gave him. It was manifest in the impassioned words he spoke. They would never ignore it, for it was that tension which heightened the relationship and love they shared. They weren’t always able to act on the impulses which constantly redefined the bond between their hearts. But tonight was wide open. It was Saturday and the sexual tension was about to boil over …”

Continue Reading the Opening Segment

Ten Things to Do With Your BabyGirl on a Saturday Night

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Last Saturday Night, this BabyGirl went through a whirlwind of emotions, sensations, gratification and arousal which she still felt with each passing day and passing thought of the night that had been. In one night, her Daddy took her list of ten greatest fantasies and completed them all.

It is now the following Saturday Night and he has decided to do it again, this time making her kneel in a corner and write down another list of ten fantasies. She digs deep into the core of who she is and to the center of her existence to create for her Daddy …

10 More Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night

Read the opening segment:  Born in Her Fantasies, Built With His Hands

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10 Things Left To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night

The 3rd time’s a charm.  Their story continues, and this time her Daddy makes his list of 10 fantasies.

She is determined to fulfill them all for him, just as he has done for her … and this time, she will be perfect.

Read the opening segment: As You Have Done for More

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Rock-A-Bye BabyGirls: Short & Sweet Stories

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Here is a collection of short stories about a Daddy and a BabyGirl.  These stories focus around the full relationship they possess.  Some of them are about trips.  Some are about quiet evenings alone at home.

But these stories are not sexually-based nor driven.

Instead, they derive the little feelings out of the BabyGirl and explain how she is made to feel, how touched she is by the actions of a Daddy who comes to show how “gentle” and “kind” are the foundations of a life of fantasy, spent in reality.

If you like role playing, erotic fantasy, infantilism, or adult fetishes, this book is a must read. Continue Reading …

Spanning Between the Mystery and the Lucidity

LucyFrom the book: Lucy

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here is a moment when Lucy’s heart spans between the mystery and lucidity of realized dreams.

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She heard the front door of his apartment unlocking and innocently followed him in. Perhaps she should’ve been nervous, being in a new place and knowing she was about to experience the result of a culmination of lifetime dreams.

But she wasn’t nervous at all. In fact, she was more relaxed than she could remember at any other time in her life. But suddenly, she had become so relaxed, she couldn’t remember his name. So, instead, she opened her heart and spoke directly from it. And from that point forward, she called by one name only … Daddy.

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The Turbulence & The Saving Grace

Zeke and Lily - Making a MemoryTaken from Zeke and Lily: Making a Memory

Here is a segment from Zeke and Lily’s first vacation together. As they head off on a Bahamas vacation, their love deepens. But trouble is on the horizon.

This is the third book in the series and the story of their love is challenged. Together, they search for the strength needed to make a memory.

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Part One

Lily sat on the swing on her front porch. She lived in the upstairs floor of a building on Lime Street right next to Lancaster General Hospital. She looked down at her feet, taking them out of the sandals. She stuck her legs straight out and flexed her toes, admiring the red nail polish she had just put on them. She envisioned digging her toes into white sand. Trying to be patient, she checked the time on her cell phone. It was only 1:45 p.m. Zeke wasn’t due to pick her up for another fifteen minutes.

It had been a day where having patience led to good things. She left Zeke’s apartment this morning, heading to work. He gave her an envelope that she wasn’t allowed to open until she was sitting in her cubicle at work. When she read the letter inside, she learned that he had set up a two week vacation for the two of them to the Caribbean. He had even cleared it with her boss. She was to leave work at noon, and be packed and ready to go by 2 p.m.

Now she sat on her porch, awaiting Zeke’s arrival, and it was driving her crazy. Even though she had a million thoughts racing through her mind, the seconds still ticked very slowly and 2 p.m. seemed like it would never arrive.

“What will this trip include? Will I be big or little? How did he get my boss to agree to this? I work at Lancaster Newspapers. There are no such things as days off. Is he going to show up? Maybe he changed his mind. Maybe I was supposed to call him to confirm. Maybe he didn’t receive my email from work. Maybe I should stop worrying so much, but if I stop worrying, what happens if I was right to worry, and could’ve done something to prevent whatever problem is keeping him from being here with me now!” she thought all at once.
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Zeke and Lily (Book Three): Making A Memory

Zeke and Lily - Making a MemoryZeke and Lily have bonded their hearts. Their common interest in infantilism has grown into a love for each other. As they head off on a Bahamas vacation, that love deepens. But trouble is on the horizon.

Lily, still letting go of her troubled past, has a secret she deliberately kept from Zeke. Her fear that he will no longer love her increases and she begins to get sick over the decision to tell him the truth.

Zeke has a question to ask Lily. It is a question that is weighing on his heart.

As they enjoy their time in the Caribbean, they both struggle within to overcome their fears. But something happens while in the Bahamas that delays their chance to get the truth out, and they may not recover.

Do Zeke and Lily come home together or did their fantasy love just die in the Bahamas?

The answer lies within these pages.

Samples:

The Turbulence & the Saving Grace
“When Mr. Woody took Lily to the Stars”
Before Breakfast in the Bahamas
 

We all have a favorite vacation from our memories.
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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End
Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.


If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

   

 

The Dream Elf Connection: When Mr. Woody showed Lily the Answers Inside

Mr. Woody is a dream elf and the creation of Lily, an AB Girl with a vivid imagination. As she dreamt more and more, Mr. Woody became her counselor, her friend and her creation.

This is the story of the night they met in a hospital and dreamed the answers she sought.

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The nighttime atmosphere at the hospital seemed quieter than usual, or at least quieter than when Lily had been a patient there.

Nestled into the makeshift bed, Lily curled up under the blanket, shielding herself from the chilly hospital air.  She opened her eyes and looked up at the nighttime sky through the window.

“Dat’s a mighty big moon out der t’nite,” a familiar Irish voice said.

Lily sat up and looked to the other end of the blanket to see Mr. Woody sitting there, covering himself up with the blanket as well.

“It’s de perfect moon fer dreamin’, LilyGirl,” Mr. Woody said.

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The Mia Series: Book Four (The Weekend She Believed)

The Mia Series - Book FourThe Weekend She Believed”

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Moving Weekend has arrived for Mia and Eric.  Everything would be picture perfect, if Mia would believe it was real. But in her own words:

“I never believe that something good is real.  When I finally believe in the fantasy that’s when I wake up to find out it was a dream, and just another castle in the clouds.  That’s when I lose Hope.”

A vicious cycle of broken dreams has always led to a broken heart for her in the past too many times for her to not be cautious nowadays. 

But Eric, always patient with her insecurities helps her through the current struggle she faces.  In his own words:

“I firmly believe that nothing will happen to one’s self without dreaming first.  The Dream is what tells the Heart what to look for.  Believing is what enables one’s soul to follow.  And Hope is what makes us pursue it all.  Don’t look for the fantasy.  Look for the reality which could include it. I think you have all the pieces necessary to put the puzzle together.  And there will come a day when you wake up and the dream will be there, waiting for you.”

Follow Mia and Eric in this, the 4th book in their story.

Read the sample: Kitty’s Keeper

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If you like The Mia Series, I’d also recommendThe Zeke & Lily Saga

The Mia Series

The Mia Series - Book One The Mia Series - Book Two The Mia Series - Book Three The Mia Series - Book Four The Mia Series - Book Five The Mia Series - Book Six The Mia Series - Book Seven The Mia Series - Book Eight The Mia Series - Book Nine The Mia Series - Book 10

Book One     Book Two     Book Three     Book Four     Book Five           Book Six      Book Seven   Book Eight      Book Nine     Book Ten

Kitty’s Keeper

The Mia Series - Book FourTaken from:

The Mia Series: Book Four
The Weekend She Believed
 

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It was early Saturday morning. Mia looked out through the kitchen window at Eric packing up the last of her belongings in the moving truck.

He had arrived late last night and, inside of about three hours, had managed to get all that she owned into the truck. He seemed possessed as he strategically and systematically used every square inch of the inside of that truck. His obsession may have come from something he realized once he saw the amount of stuff he would have to fit into that one moving truck. And now in hindsight, she realized too that she should’ve asked him to get a bigger truck. Continue Reading …

In Every Girl’s Heart, there is a fantasy …

The Mia Series - Book OneThe Mia Series – Book One

“Oh, What A Weekend”

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In every girl’s heart there is a fantasy she harbors as her dream come true.
In every girl’s life there is a reality she lives by and from which she thrives.
What would happen if she married the two together & followed where it led her?

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Part One –

This was the question going through Mia‘s mind as she watched him unlock the front door of his house, a quaint little cottage in the woods. The midnight was cool and crisp as many nights were in early spring. She held on to his hand and followed him inside.

Looking around his house, she took notice to the bachelor’s lifestyle he led. The kitchen had a wooden counter and dark-wooden cabinets. Everything had a specific order to it, but not so complicated as to make it impossible to keep up. It struck her as funny that her immediate thought about his house was how much work it would take to keep it up. But she knew the nature of people and accepted the likely truth.  Continue Reading …

What to Wear With a White BabyDoll Dress – The Saga Option

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The Saga Option –

Emmie smiled warmly at him, feeling the same spark as he did.  Her wiles had once again done their job.  And so long as he always got that look in his eyes when he saw her naked, she knew there would never be anything that would come between them.  When it was broken down to its bare elements, she was a girl and he was guy.  And they went together perfectly.  The rest was just a bunch of details that made life interesting and personal. 

She walked into his arms and his embrace, feeling his hands on her back and then on her bottom, patting her gently.  And as he rocked her back and forth in his arms, she closed her eyes – feeling his affection through touch.  It wasn’t the only touch she would remember from this day, but since he woke her up that morning, everything had continued building from the previous.  Soon, it would kick into high gear, but before that could happen, there was a little pampering she needed. 

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The Dream Elf Connection: When Mr. Woody helped Lily turn a Windmill

Mr. Woody is a dream elf and the creation of Lily, an AB Girl with a vivid imagination. As she dreamt more and more, Mr. Woody became her counselor, her friend and her creation.

This is the story of the night he helped Lily to make sense of tilting like a windmill.

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The week was almost over and Lily couldn’t wait for it be done.  She had spent the past few days in a hospital receiving treatment for her condition.  The week was made easier by her roommate Annie, a girl who had the same condition as she.   

Lily awoke in the middle of the night.  A slight pain in her back had become a little bigger.  She sat up, letting her legs dangle over the side of the bed.  She turned and leaned her head to the left and then to the right, working out a kink.  Twisting her shoulders left and then right, she turned her torso, cracking her spine.

“Are ye done with all dat now,” a voice said in the darkness of the room.

Lily spun around, putting one leg back up on the bed and looking over at Annie who was fast asleep, illuminated by the light coming from the opened door to their room.  Then her eyes focused on the dark areas in the room.

“Zeke? Is that you?” she asked.

“No, no, no,” the voice replied as a tiny little elf walked from the shadows into the light.  “Unless, I’ve grown a wee bit recently an’ lost all me good looks.”
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Once Upon A Beginning …

Every saga has a beginning … even the ABDL ones.

Zeke and Lily - 01Lily is a simple girl with a submissive nature. She longs for a guy to fulfill her dreams and help her heart overcome a troubled past. Zeke is a “Daddy” who longs to find a soul mate who craves a gentle soul and a caring touch.

This is the story of the day they first met face-to-face at a mall in Lancaster County, PA. Neither knew what to expect. All they had was a hopefulness that they had finally found what they were looking for.

Read the samples: 
Butterflies and BabyGirls of the World
How Lily First Took His Breath Away
 

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End
Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime 

 Lily Book 1  Book 2  Book 3 Book 4   Book 5  Book 6  Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.


If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

 

 

Butterflies and “BabyGirls” of the World

Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a BeginningEvery story has a beginning.  Before Zeke and Lily got to know one another and before they took a Caribbean cruise to the Bahamas, they were perfect strangers who shared a common interest in a fetish.  This is the story of the day they first met face-to-face at a mall in Lancaster County, PA. 

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This story is taken from  Zeke and Lily: Once Upon A Beginning.

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“Butterflies and BabyGirls” –

“You have this obsession with butterflies,” Zeke said.

“Obsession?” Lily asked.  “What do you mean?”

“Butterflies in your tummy when you get nervous or when you get excited or when you almost get discovered,” he explained.  “And butterfly flower shampoo.”

“No,” she corrected.  “It’s a skin lotion.”

“Whatever it is.  The point is this….” Zeke said.  “…a butterfly represents many things.  One of which is long life.”

“What else does a butterfly represent?” she asked, intrigued.
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The Dream Elf Connection: When Mr. Woody took Lily to the Stars

Mr. Woody is a dream elf and the creation of Lily, an AB Girl with a vivid imagination. As she dreamt more and more, Mr. Woody became her counselor, her friend and her creation.

This is the story of the night he took Lily to talk meet the stars in the Heavens.

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Hours later, Lily awoke quietly and sat up in the bed while rubbing her eyes. She looked around the room.  The television was the only light in the room and it strobed over everything in the cabin.  Softly in the background, she could hear snoring, but it wasn’t Zeke.  She leaned over top of him, and bent her ear down to his mouth.  All she heard was his breathing.  She sat up and touched her finger to her chin, pondering where the snoring was coming from. 

She slipped out of bed, using the flickers of the TV to waddle her way to the bathroom.  No one was there.  No one was anywhere in the room, just she and Zeke.  A frown formed on her face as she got frustrated. 

Then she saw the faint moonlight behind the curtains drawn in front of the windows.   So she waddled over to the windows and peered through the curtain.  Asleep on the ledge on the other side of the window was Mr. Woody.  She smiled and opened the window.  The sound of his lumber-sawing snoring filled her ears.  She giggled uncontrollably.

“Mr. Woody, Mr. Woody. Wake up,” she said while excitedly shaking him like a little girl. Continue Reading …

The Dream Elf Connection: When Mr. Woody met Lily

Mr. Woody is a dream elf and the creation of Lily, an AB Girl with a vivid imagination.  As she dreamt more and more, Mr. Woody became her counselor, her friend and her creation.

This is the story of the night they first met in her dreams.

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Lily leaned out the window, and called into the backyard.

“Hello?”

“Hello,” a very sheepish voice said from behind a tree.

Out walked an elf, six inches high.  He stopped in the grass about three feet in front of her nursery window.

“Who are you?” Lily asked.

“I’m a woods elf.  Who are ye?” replied the elf, with the funniest little accent she had ever heard.

“I’m Lily.”

“Ye can’t be Lily,” said the elf as he walked a little closer to the window.

“Why not?” she asked while resting her chin on the window sill.

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Lily’s Diary – Entry One

Zeke and Lily - Her DiaryEver wonder what a girl writes in her diary? How about what an AB Girl writes in her diary?

Well here’s your chance to find out.

Zeke and Lily: Her Diary

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Listen to this story instead: Entry One (as read by Barbarellastar from FetLife)

Part One:  “Where Do I Begin?”

Dear Diary,

My name is Lily Paddington and I’m a dream catcher. I look for the rainbow after a thunderstorm, seeing the flowers grow from the rain as a reassurance that everything happens for a reason. At this point in my life, it is very important I remember this.

I used to work for a newspaper here in Lancaster, PA, but now I can’t. I’ve been diagnosed with pretty crumby disease. The treatments I have endured and the medicine I take leaves me weak. Every step of the way, there has been a very special someone who has helped me through this difficult time. He is my fiancée and my “Daddy”, and he takes care of me.

He tells me it’s not healthy to keep my emotions inside, and says that venting is good or maybe writing down how I feel, good or bad. So I decided to start keeping a diary. But I’m not going to write about my illness. Instead, I am going to write about the things in my life that are going well.

I am so lucky to be surrounded with such love and support that keeps me smiling when I probably would have cried and makes me happy when I’m feeling depressed.

These are my words and my thoughts.

Love, Lily Paddington Continue Reading …

What to Wear With a White BabyDoll Dress – The Grat Option

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The Grat Option –

Emmie curled her arms up, crossing them in front of her body as her shoulders shrunk.  Her chin lowered and she became overwhelmed with a sense of how naked she was.  Added into that feeling was the knowledge of all the more clothing she would be wearing – a paper-thin, short dress and that thick disposable diaper in his hand.  She stepped forward into his chest, awaiting his directions – only to be spun around as he pressed her back against his chest.  He turned her to face the mirror as he wrapped his arms around her.  The image of the two of them was one that made clear their roles.  She entered into a state of submission, joining her own wrists in front of her chest and pinning her forearms in her cleavage.  She trembled in his arms, full of uncertainty, of what to do, of how to feel.  And her eyes, so beautifully made up, began to well with tears.  It was at that moment that Mack took control, not just of her body but also of her emotions.

Shutting the bathroom door, he took hold of her wrists and turned her to face the back of the door.  She continued trembling as he held her wrists above her head and pressed her naked body up against the door.  Cracking her reddened bottom a few more times, his smacks echoed off the bathroom walls, adding another tone in her ears aside from the high pitched squeals coming from her.  Her bottom was so red it looked like it was ready to burst into flames.  But as she bit her lower lip to get through the initial pains of the new sting, she stopped trembling – suddenly finding comfort in his aggression.

She would pay him a thank you for that adjustment of her emotion but not before he unfolded the diaper and flattened it to her bottom before pressing his groin into her backside.  She felt her sweetness being pushed against the door, renewing the swell between her legs.  But this time, her arousal would be denied as he reached below her diapered bottom and forced the diaper up onto her front.  Releasing her wrists, he pressed his groin against her diapered bottom – pushing all his weight against her as he fastened the tapes snuggly at her hips.  She held her arms above her head, keeping them out of his way to avoid a correction for having lowered them without permission.

Picking the white dress up off the sink counter, he gathered up the light material and slipped it down over her hands-n-arms, but stopped it from draping down her frame by cupping her breasts with his hands.  Pinching her nipples, he rubbed his fingers together.  She clenched her teeth as long as she cloud, but quickly whimpered into a fuss.  And the moment she fussed, he turned her nipples in his fingers as he also turned her to face the mirror again.

“You need to finish up, baby,” he whispered in her ear as he released her nipples and took his hands away from her breasts to allow the white dress to drape down the rest of her frame.

And as the dress stretched out its length, she saw how it did, in fact, reach her thighs.  But it only barely reached her thighs, leaving just a bit of the diaper between her legs sticking out in view under the bottom hem.  She went to work on her hair, opting to leave in down on her shoulders, but realizing that if she ever got the impulse to shrink up her shoulders while they were out, she would also be lifting the white dress up and showing her diaper to whomever might be watching.  And since she was going to be wearing a skimpy outfit, the usual quiet watchers would be multiplied in number.  Her secret would get out and there was no better way to make her compliant than to deprive her of the ability to move freely without discovery.  And that was a mind fuck that lived up to its name.

On the way out of the house and to the car, Emmie became accustomed to her waddle and her crinkle, two things she would have limited time to get under control before she was in the public’s eye.  But the more she thought about how he had made her preparations additional restrictions, the more that arousal kept swelling up between her legs.  And at the first red light, she reached over to begin rubbing the inner thigh of his right leg.  Her repeated spanking of the morning were low enough that she felt the red marks while sitting.  And even though she had the relief of a padded diaper to sit on, the ache remained – all of this making her want a few things just a bit more. 

At the present moment, her want was to say thank you to him.  And her favorite way to do this awaited his permission only.  Patiently rubbing his thigh, she decided to be bold as she reached to the zipper of his pants and lowered it, figuring her punishment would be another spanking only if permission wasn’t granted.  But he said nothing, not giving her permission and not denying her.  Instead, he sat there and shifted his waist forward, allowing a smile to form on his face as her hand reached inside his opened zipper.  Pushing through the fly of his boxers, her fingertips found and wrapped themselves around his erection, ever-stiffening at her touch until it was rock hard.  Pulling it out, Emmie clenched her tiny hand around his girth, stroking him up and down with a tightness that made clear how it was always good to have a snack handy for his little girl.  And before he could say no, she spit on his tip to moisten the thank you that would be more than a mouthful to say ahead of plunging her mouth around his cock.

Emmie was right in not putting any lip stick on and as the red light turned green, Mack slammed on the gas at the same moment that she gave suction around him.  Her saliva swirled around his girth as did her tongue, circling him and pressing in on his underside vein.  She plunged his tip into the back of her throat and then withdrew his length, stroking him quickly as his stiffness emerged from lips.  Then she slowly slid him back into her mouth all the way to her throat, keeping that suction and tightness along the way.

She wanted it all – every single seed he was ready to offer her.  Being submissive she had learned to swallow her pride at times.  She had learned to swallow a lot of things:  wearing her heart on her sleeve – even when she didn’t have sleeves to hold her emotions, being overcome by him and his effect on her and helplessly allowing vulnerability to become her way of life as opposed to a fleeting thought in mind never realized.  Most every dream could not only be realized but made even better.  All she had to do was not wear the pants.

But as he pulled up to the final red light on mall road, she would learn the answer to that question she thought of back in the bathroom at home.  And without a pulse of warning, he erupted inside her mouth, grabbing the back of her hair to redirect her pace to slow down as she took all of his seeds and swallowed them with a hum to her voice that planted vibrations up and down his length. 

A split second before the red light turned green, he clenched the hair at the back of her head into his fist and yanked her head back.  Her mouth slid off his cock and she opened her eyes to see two guys in the car next to them who had been watching her head bobbing up and down.  His seeds shot up, covering her chin as she smiled and winked at the guys before Mack turned right into the mall parking lot.

Mack found a parking space as she sucked him dry the rest of the way, cleaned him with her tongue and then stored him away for later.  Sitting up, she cleaned her face and reapplied the make-up that would make his side look good when he wore her on his arm.

And as they crossed that mall parking lot, she perfected her waddle and found how to shift her hips to lessen her crinkle, but smiled brightly at the answer she sought all along.  There were many things she could’ve worn with that little white babydoll dress, but the only thing missing from her outfit was a set of footprints to walk in – right alongside his.  Waddling in through the entrance, she realized that it was Mack who made her look good.  A lot of girls could doll themselves up, but she had discovered something that applied just as easily as touch-up make-up … her place by his side.

And if the shoe fit, she was going to wear it.

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………………………….. The HodgePodge Series

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The Dynamic Story
From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience
Johnny and the Princess
Deja Vu: Inamorata to Illuminati
Lucy
BabyLove
Climax
Crimson
Snake Eyes
The Crinklebury Tales
60 Degrees and Down the Crack
The ABDL Any Time Reader
Forever Young
Acceptance (Forever Young 2)
A Girl Named Love
Storytellers
Layers
Flashback
Last Snow
 

 

Zeke and Lily (Book Four): Her Diary

Zeke and Lily - Her Diary
Ever wonder what a girl writes in her diary?            
How about what an AB Girl writes in her diary?

Well here’s your chance to find out.

Zeke and Lily: Her Diary

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This is the fourth book in The Zeke and Lily Saga and is told from her perspective and with her words, in the form of ten diary entries she makes.

Zeke and Lily have moved in together and she has begun medical treatment for her illness.  These entries she makes detail the concerns she has about her health as well as the joy she feels for having him in her life.

Along the journey towards their Happily Ever After, they learn what day-to-day life feels like with each other in it.  By the end of the book, a problem arises, threatening to separate them and she struggles with her emotions to find a solution.

(In it’s printed or downloadable formats, this book contains the hand-drawn pictures Lily made while writing the journal. In all other formats, it’s not possible to show them.)

If you’e ever wondered what a BabyGirl thinks and writes about at night, this book is an offering and an exploration into that very idea.

Read the Sample:  Entry One 

Listen to the Sample:  Entry One (as read by Barbarellastar from FetLife)

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End
Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.


If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

   

 

Getting the “Hang” of it

Gabriel and GinaThe reality of taking that first step forward and finding something you couldn’t have dreamed of.

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Gina lay swaddled like a baby, taking a moment to revisit everything that had happened in the last half hour since he awoke her. She delighted in every feeling that came over her and every emotion that tendered her heart. Gabriel was being so sweet and gentle with her, which was making the little girl within happy. He was also remembering to appeal to the submissive big girl that she was. Her body and mind were both touched, and now her soul was beginning to feel an affection it had never felt before. Continue Reading …

Penny’s Christmas Passion: “The Lights and The Gimme, Gimme Hands”

Penny 2 - Pajama - Part 2Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 
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It was Friday night and there was a little over a week to go until Christmas.  This was actually a good thing for Penny in many way.  She didn’t want this Holiday Season to come to an end.  It had been one she would remember as fondly as the Christmas when she was two years.  That was her first Yuletide memory.

She smiled, glowingly behind her pacifier, recalling how during that Christmas, at the age of two, she had a pacifier in her mouth, her hair was in pigtails, she wore a diaper and the people she loved the most called her BabyGirl.  It was a sweet thought which filled her with sense of little when she realized that’s exactly how she looked right now and Elliot called her BabyGirl.

Perhaps it should’ve seemed strange that in the two decades plus between those Christmas, she hadn’t once forgotten the joys of being a BabyGirl and she hardly moved forward in life at all.

In some of her sillier thoughts, she often reminded herself of what she called The Facts of Her Life.  And it was Penny’s Belief that:

“I am a BabyGirl for Life.  I was born that way and I’ve always felt that way.  I need a pacifier, a diaper and a Daddy now, just as much today as the day I was born.”

Being Elliot’s BabyGirl was never about age play.  It was always about the truth of who she was.  It wasn’t an act.  It wasn’t play.  It was real for her.  And when she met him a few months ago, she realized she had met someone whom it was real for, as well.

And that’s why they connected as a Daddy and BabyGirl.  It felt very natural to call him Daddy because that is exact who he was to her.

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She sat Indian-Leg style in the front passenger’s seat of his car.  Oh yes, they were headed to yet another adventure.  She was beginning to lose track of all the adventures they had gone on in a short amount of time.  But she didn’t need to keep tally of them anymore.  She had a Book of Dreams which not only helped her keep count, but also held the drawings from those adventures.  And no matter where she went, that Book of Dreams accompanied her. Continue Reading …

Born in Her Fantasies, Built with His Hands

50 ThingsFrom the book:

50 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night

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“Born in Her Fantasies, Built with His Hands” –

She sat on his knee, as naked as the day she was born.  In many ways, it felt like every day with him renewed the heart that beat within her chest and she was affected with a love and a life which felt newborn.  In her mind, it was the perfect blend of fantasy and reality. 

Being a BabyGirl was her greatest fantasy.  But being his BabyGirl was what was so great about her reality.  Whether she was naked or dressed to the “9”s, Big or little in thought, word and deed – she knew she would always be his BabyGirl.

He gently rubbed his hand up and down her back as he read over what she had written on the piece of construction paper in his hand.  Easing back into the reclining chair, the smile on his face made her feel good that what he was reading he was also envisioning.

She looked back at the corner of living room where she had been made to kneel, but it wasn’t for the sake of punishment that he put her there.  It was for the sake of focus.  She recalled her time in that corner, from just a few minutes prior. Continue Reading …

Penny’s Snowman: “Angels and the Signs of Love”

Penny 2 - Pajama - Part 2Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 
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here is the preview: “Angels and the Signs of Love”

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Part One:

It was Saturday morning and only one word was needed to describe the current state of this weekend …

SNOW!!!!

From the Heavens, floating down and coating the Earth with a blanket of whiteness which brought about the joyfulness of so many hearts, Big and little.

And Penny happened to be one of those little hearts with delight for the snowfall overnight. There was so much fun to be had outside. The roads were covered and there would be no traveling today, at least not until much later.

And what this meant was – she and Elliot, her beloved Daddy, had a day free from all possible interruptions.

Christmas Eve was two weeks from today. And it seemed this Holiday Season was fast-becoming the one which would make the fondest memories for her. Elliot had brought a happiness into her life she never knew before. She was in love and for the first time, could see a possible pathway to her future. And each day left a bit of mystery of the joys to come.

On this day, however, those joys were very clear and they all came from …

SNOW!!!

Penny sat Indian-leg style on the living room rug, leaning up against the front of the couch. Across her lap was the pink Princess TV tray she found at a yard sale in the spring. When she bought it, she said it was for her niece, but the lady who sold it to her had a smile that told she knew otherwise and along with the statement: “Everything I’ve sold today has been for someone’s niece”, Penny knew she had been caught. It was a fun moment and she enjoyed having to admit that the tray was for her.

On this day, Penny the Pajama BabyGirl wasn’t wearing footed pajamas. She woke up in footed pajamas, but presently she wore a pink baby-t, a bib and a diaper. Continue Reading …

The Webcam “Nightie”- Night

ABDL Bedtime Stories - The Dirty OnesFrom the book:

ABDL BedTime StoriesThe Dirty Ones

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The WebCam “Nightie” – Night

Victoria took one last minute to check her hair in the bathroom mirror before racing to bed.  The glow on her skin told the tale that she was in love.  But she wouldn’t be racing off to bed with anyone, simply by herself … well, sort of.

She stepped back from the mirror to take in her full image, smiling innocently at the cuteness of the white nightie that covered her frame while grinning at her own naughty of the advantage of purchasing a nightie which was just a little bit too short.

She felt the back of her legs, making certain she didn’t miss any hair in the shower while foregoing her own modesty to check every other place that needed to be smooth.  She seemed impatient to make the last minute preparations and this impatience was for good reason.  In fact, it was for one reason alone … him.

The love of her life and the man she called Daddy would soon be calling her to tuck her into bed and the manner in which he did this over the phone was unbelievably addicting.  And it was that reaction which made their time apart bearable. Continue reading …

Penny’s Christmas Tree: The “Ever” of Green

Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 

 

here is a three-part segment from the opening adventure:

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Part One

December was here at last! And the season was in full swing.

Oh what a wonderful time of year it was. The spirit of Christmas was in the air. Decorations started lining people’s front porches and windows. Christmas wreathes were hung from the street lights and the sound of Christmas music could be heard no matter where you went.

Shopping malls became crowded and it was a busy time of year for all. Perhaps, it was the one time of year that the busier you were, the happier you were. And everybody seemed to be sharing in the cheer. People were nicer this time of year and the sight of total strangers walking down the street smiling could spread the joy of the season.

Penny loved Christmas and ever since she was a little girl, she would make certain to participate in every single Christmas event she could while not forgetting the reason for Christmas.

But this year, she had another reason to be joyful. She had a Daddy and one who loved her more deeply than she could’ve ever imagined. And he held the love of Christmas in a special place in his heart just like she did. What more could a little girl want than a Daddy to share in the love of so many things which she felt too?

Well … truth being told, Penny could probably think of a lot of things she wanted, but the only thing she needed was Elliot, the Daddy she had dreamed of and the Daddy who appeared on every page of her Book of Dreams.

It was Friday night of the first weekend of December. And they were all ready in his car, on the way to what she was sure would be yet another adventure she would never forget. This time, their destination would be no surprise. They were headed to get her a Christmas tree, a real one and words couldn’t describe how happy this made her. Continue Reading …

What She Found in the Front Seat

Zeke and Lily - Ever AfterZeke and Lily: Ever After

Spend your winter with Zeke and Lily, in this, the 5th story in their saga.

Knowing for certain has never felt so good.

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What She Found in the Front Seat

Part One: The Penultimate Level

Lily clung to Zeke’s side as they made their way back to the car. The feel of Christmas was in the air and she was a Yuletide cheerleader. Happiness abounded and this was no time to be poopy about things.

This was never more the truth than right at this moment. Luckily, her diaper didn’t need changed for that reason, but in an effort not to dampen the spirits of the Christmas shopping day they had planned, there was an unexpected change in their plans. Unexpected until Zeke asked her.

Lily recalled his words before they left the house that morning:

“As we are out and about today, I don’t want you to hesitate to tell me that you need your diaper changed. Okay?” he stated and asked as she nodded timidly, feeling herself being readjusted back into the BabyGirl state-of-mind. “That’s a good girl. If you tell Daddy that you need changed, then Daddy won’t have to check your diaper as often.”

The thought of being stopped and having the leggings lowered and her diaper exposed as he checked her for wetness or messiness was a heart-pounding one. Realizing his words just coursed through her senses, he continued.

“And I don’t want you to be embarrassed when I change you,” he said, slowly dusting the powder over her bottom with his hand. “Your sister will be right there to keep you comfortable and distract you when the BabyGirl butterflies get so intense in your tummy that you can’t control them.”

Oh my, if he only knew that those butterflies were all ready too much to handle for her!

And now she was headed to the car in the shopping outlet parking lot for a backseat change. Continue Reading …