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20 Years

I just realized two days ago that I began writing my very first story on January 1st, 1999.  So I’ve been at it for 20 years. 3,679,310 words and 10,502 pages later, I believe I’ve only scratched the surface of what our four-letter common interest can provide us.  And I’m merely one fish in the sea, a member of a school I take pride in being a part of.

That first story was entitled: “The Diapered Female”.  Real creative name, huh? LOL  The story was about a college girl and boy who got together to spend a weekend trying out a fetish that the girl accidentally revealed to him when very drunken at a frat party.

I would post it online and would rewrite it for years as I kept exploring this new thing I had found called ABDL.  Years later, that story would be retitled: “When Fantasy Became Her Reality”.  Nowadays, that story appears in the book: Gabriel & Gina.

But I never believed I would keep writing stories.  Yet, they kept coming to mind and I kept typing them out, next posting a story entitled: “Overnight”.  This would later become book two in The Zeke & Lily Saga series.

Through the paperback-only era and right on into the ebook era, I have poured my heart into what I write.  Through relationships and the eventual massive growth of the ABDL community, I kept writing and writing and writing.

Some of the stories were based on real events in my life.  Others were the product of fantasies.  Others were the requests of people.

From romance to pure-n-innocence to dark BDSM themes – stories of sexuality, humiliation, diapers, spanking, diapers, little headspace, diapers, discipline, correction, bondage, forced regression, submission, relationships, love, hatred, marriage, public outings, medical fetish additives, encounters with zombies, futuristic sci-fi, dream elves, celebrities, fairy tales, diapers, bedtime tales, choose-your-own-adventures, demigods, nymphomaniacs, horror, pet play, Daddies-n-BabyGirls, Mommies-n-BabyBoys, Mommies-n-BabyGirls, babysitters, diapers, apartment scenarios, Lily, Mia, Rose, Penny, Lucy, Aria, Chelsea, Trisha, Dakota, Daisy, a girl named Love, Britney, a girl named Boo, Gina, a girl named Peaches, Sharon Lockett, Gabriel and Zeke …  the journey has been amazing.

I recall days when I would sleep for 6 hours and write for the other 18, nights when I would give up sleeping so I could finish a book by dawn and send it off into the publishing process to meet a specific deadline, conventions I would read the stories at, phone calls when I would read something to a dear sweet angel who was sent down to me from God Almighty at the absolute most-needed moment in my lifetime … and I wouldn’t change a single thing about it, looking back on it all now.

Well … perhaps I would have started sooner.

I thank each and every one of you for having been a part of my journey.  And this website will always be available for you to peruse.

Happy New Year 2019!

Make it a good one, Baby!

May the roads rise to meet you on your journey.  May the best of your yesterdays, be the worst of your tomorrows.

May your nightie be softer. May your pacifier be more soothing. May your smile never fade and may your diaper rash never return.

So, Happy New Year 2019, everyone!  I hope this year is everything you dreamed it could be, everything you couldn’t possibly have dreamed it to be and beyond that, everything it is meant to be.

Next year, right now, when you look back on 2019 before looking ahead to 2020, what would you like to see?  Today begins that vision.

Blessings to you all,
Zorro Daddy

The Everlasting

25 “Humiliations”

The Pictures Stories

The 1-on-1 Podcast: Episode Four – ALot and a little

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How do you react to people who don’t see things the way you do?  Do you accept their opinions or do you attack them?

If we all felt the exact same way about everything, we would be nothing but clones of each other … Stormtroopers (for Star Wars fans), the Borg (for Star Trek fans).  The vast majority of advancements we have made in human history have happened because certain people saw things differently than others.

And a lot of friendships and other acquaintances we have don’t actually begin because of things we have in common, but rather, the things we don’t – making each of us unique and that much more interesting.

If you thought episode three was a crazy ride, then get ready for episode four!  The (now) Resident Guest Antagonist PA_Daddy returns to keep the talk lively as DaddyHugsALot and BabyHugsALittle join this episode of the 1-on-1 Podcast to talk about the benefits and challenges of an age gap age play relationship.

But the topics of this tsunami-strong episode also included (but definitely were not limited to) origins that led to double-edged confessions, some rather graphic 3-D printer projects, log castles, the properties of Desitin, the definition of Dewquerey, the creation of a new fetish, kink engineering and of course, the never-ending debate over the one wonder of the world that will likely rip a whole in the space-time continuum … creamy peanut butter or chunky peanut butter?

But when we got into the deep discussion about age gaps, it was a very touching talk – filled with a lot of honesty and a lot of good advice.

And throughout the podcast, they were so kind as to put out a few public service announcements:

  1. Shit can wait.
  2. Please don’t give Saran Wrap to your dog.
  3. Please do not forget your bills, instead running to New York for two weeks.

I hope you enjoy listening to episode four as much as we enjoyed recording it for you.

Here are some links you may find useful after listening to episode four:

DaddyHugsALot
BabyHugsALittle
The LLAMA Group
The LLAMA Munchie FL account

The 1-On-1 Podcast: Episode Four – ALot and a little
On Soundcloud
On Stitcher
On iTunes

 

Check out all the episodes of  The 1-On-1 Podcast:

Episode One – Mako
Episode Two – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken
Episode Three – Star_Platypus
Episode Four – ALot and a little
Episode FiveLittle Philly
Episode SixMike, Misty and LKB
Episode SevenDa … Bearssss

Episode Eight – Mommy Kuri
Episode Nine Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb

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But being as The 1-On-1 Podcast is not the only ABDL podcast, we felt it important to mention some of the others, aisde from the above-listed ones:

The Big Little Podcast – Mako and Spacey present the granddaddy of them all … a podcast by, about and for ageplayers of all kinds.

abdlcastABDLCast – This podcast is catered to adults who just like the diapers.  Has a wordpress blog with polls, questions and more. ABDLCast on Twitter

Dream A Little PodcastDream A Little – Interviews and How To’s, Overcoming Shyness, Real Life Stories.  On Tumblr     Subscribe to their newsletter

Just Another ABDL PodcastJust Another ABDL Podcast – A lot of great content on here, from diaper talk to reviews, how to tell others to experiences. Subscribe to their podcast here.

Family Affairs PodcastABDL Episode on Family Affairs – Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb (talkaboutsextherapy.com), an attendee and presenter at TeddyCon 2016, leads a conversation about ABDL, the difference in sexual fetish and non-sexualized behavioral play. Learn more about what ABDL participation looks like, common misconceptions, underlying emotions and challenges for both adult babies and their partners, and the effects it can have both causing and treating anxiety and shame in participants.

Tina Horn PodcastAge Play Episode on Tina Horn Podcast – An indie podcast created, produced, and hosted by Tina Horn. Each episode focuses on a subject of human sexuality and non-judgmentally asks the question: Why are people into that?!  Website

Padded Paw PodcastPadded Paw Podcast – A podcast for Ageplayers, Furries, and Kinksters. Started in July 2016 and aims for monthly episode releases.  On Twitter

Weimerica Weekly PodcastAge Play Episode on Weimerica Weekly – Hosted by Ryan Landry and touching on the cultural, political and sexual topics that fill the mindspace of our United States of Weimerica. The politicization of all cultural and social degeneracy is examined with a focus on how it fits together.  Website

The Dark Side PodcastAge Play Episode on The Dark Side – An adult educational podcast, focusing in on the BDSM Alternative Lifestyle and related aspects of Human Sexuality. Website

It Girl Rag Doll PodcastAge Play Episode on The (It Girl. Rag Doll) Podcast – Hosted by writer Molly Moore and author Harper Eliot.  Website On Twitter

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Love In BriefResonantYes and RoadNotTaken’s ABDL advice podcast focused on love: love of self, love of others, and romantic love.  A quick listen with each episode, perfect for when you have a few minutes and can only listen to one episode.

Happy Listening!
Zorro Daddy

The Cravings You Love The Most

25 “Humiliations”

The Pictures Stories

Forever Young

Ella is 29 and dreading her next birthday. Unmarried and with no prospects, she wonders what’s wrong with her.

Wandering into a bar, she meets a Gothic guy named Dante who makes a special deal with her that will enable her to stay “Forever Young”.

Jokingly agreeing to this deal, she doesn’t truly understanding what is about to happen to her.

With a simple finger snap, her world changes as she is carried away and retaught everything she thought she knew about herself.

Along the journey, she goes through states of mind that regress, humiliate, unravel and rebuild her.

But, in the end, did she reach that destination she was looking for?

Join Ella and Dante as they venture into a mysterious place … the mind of someone who has decided to break free from the shackles that hindered her.

Samples:
Sealing the Deal
The Waltz of the ButterFlies

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“I love ABDL themed fiction, and when you add a little bit of magic and fantasy to it, I love it even more! This was a really enjoyable read. Well-written with a very relatable protagonist. So much of the ABDL kink is psychological and the writer does a good job of describing the protagonist’s mental processes as she goes on her journey of regression. I did feel like the ending was a little rushed, but over all the writer’s message was clear. Definitely worth a read if you enjoy ABDL and regression stories!” – Ami M (Kindle Reviewer)

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………………………….. The HodgePodge Series

The Dynamic Story From Sun Up to Sun Down Deja Vu Lucy BabyLove Climax Crimson Snake Eyes The Crinklebury Tales Sad girl holding a teddy bear   
The Dynamic Story
From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience
Johnny and the Princess
Deja Vu: Inamorata to Illuminati
Lucy
BabyLove
Climax
Crimson
Snake Eyes
The Crinklebury Tales
60 Degrees and Down the Crack
The ABDL Any Time Reader
Forever Young
Acceptance (Forever Young 2)
A Girl Named Love
Storytellers
Layers
Flashback
Last Snow

 

 

 

The Waltz of the Butterflies

Take from the ABDL romance:

Forever Young

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here is a little story about the first time and about the unforeseen dancing that accompanied it.

The Waltz of the Butterflies

Going along for the ride, Ella was without any ability to shake from her little mind the fact that she had been denied entrance into that room.  And in a matter of a few seconds, it truly had become an obsession for her.  Dante took immediate notice to this struggle, her eyes once again being the windows to her soul.  But in a matter of a few second, she would be distracted in a way like never before.  And in a matter of a few minutes, her mind would be focusing on what she actually had – as opposed to what she thought she wanted … if not thought she needed.

Getting to the bottom step of the staircase, Dante turned and carried her into the front room – walking over to the front bay window and drawing the heavy rod-pocket curtain open fully.  But there was a second curtain behind it that he left closed.  It was made of a silk-like material, very-light and only semi-transparent – still allowing the brightness of day into the room but keeping the view into the room somewhat private to passers-by outside.

Initially, she thought nothing of this, but was about to understand the importance of that second curtain – finding instant gratitude for it.

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The 1-on-1 Podcast: Episode Three – Star_Platypus (with PA_Daddy)

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On Stitcher
On iTunes

How do you react to people who don’t see things the way you do?  Do you accept their opinions or do you attack them?

Or maybe you learn that the things you don’t have in common make clear the things you do.

Strap yourselves in for this one!  The third episode is a rollercoaster ride and that is no exaggeration.  Star_Platypus and Special Guest Antagonist PA_Daddy sat down with me and we put together a recording that makes fairly clear what a LLAMA munch in Lancaster, PA feels like.

With each episode, I try to add a little something different and this go-around, my job was easy.  Plat and PA are well-spoken individuals … even when they speak over top of each other.  But they are perfect examples of how two people can have differences of opinions on certain issues without losing the human trait of respect for each other.

The topics of this hurricane-proof episode included (but definitely were not limited to) origins that fostered self-discoveries, the known, the unknown, confessions, convictions, confections (when cookies were brought into it), what you just might find at a Papa John’s, calorie counts, vanilla frosting, alternate meanings for the acronym LLAMA, how to eat Chinese take-out like a boss,  Star Wars and who from Star Wars movies we would diaper or be diapered by, the post-apocalyptic, stamina at the half-way point, conventions, fetish festivals, gatherings, munches, what we favor and what we don’t.

The debate raged on about the truth behind the greatest conundrum in human history …  creamy peanut butter or chunky peanut butter?

And at the very end, Star_Platypus told a story about a mind-melting and personally gratifying experience he had at Camp Crucible … a story that had me speechless.

But I will say that it has convinced me to go to Crucible in 2019.

I am still in recovery from this one and will be for a little while.  LOL  But I am extremely grateful to Star_Platypus and PA_Daddy for bringing their points of view, their opinions, their unique differences and all the similarities that make us friends.

And as an added bonus, I made a quote list from the episode.  You can find it here.

I hope you enjoy listening to it as much as we enjoyed recording it for you.

Here are some links you may find useful after listening to episode three:

Star_Platypus
PA_Daddy
The LLAMA Group
The LLAMA Munchie FL account
Camp Crucible
The Camp Crucible Website
The LLAMA Munch Quotes: The First Four Years

 

The 1-On-1 Podcast: Episode Three – Star_Platypus and PA_Daddy
On Soundcloud
On Stitcher
On iTunes

 

Check out all the episodes of  The 1-On-1 Podcast:

Episode One – Mako
Episode TwoResonantYes and RoadNotTaken
Episode Three – Star_Platypus
Episode Four – ALot and a little
Episode FiveLittle Philly
Episode SixMike, Misty and LKB
Episode SevenDa … Bearssss
Episode Eight – Mommy Kuri
Episode Nine Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb

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But being as The 1-On-1 Podcast is not the only ABDL podcast, we felt it important to mention some of the others, aisde from the above-listed ones:

The Big Little Podcast – Mako and Spacey present the granddaddy of them all … a podcast by, about and for ageplayers of all kinds.

abdlcastABDLCast – This podcast is catered to adults who just like the diapers.  Has a wordpress blog with polls, questions and more. ABDLCast on Twitter

Dream A Little PodcastDream A Little – Interviews and How To’s, Overcoming Shyness, Real Life Stories.  On Tumblr     Subscribe to their newsletter

Just Another ABDL PodcastJust Another ABDL Podcast – A lot of great content on here, from diaper talk to reviews, how to tell others to experiences. Subscribe to their podcast here.

Family Affairs PodcastABDL Episode on Family Affairs – Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb (talkaboutsextherapy.com), an attendee and presenter at TeddyCon 2016, leads a conversation about ABDL, the difference in sexual fetish and non-sexualized behavioral play. Learn more about what ABDL participation looks like, common misconceptions, underlying emotions and challenges for both adult babies and their partners, and the effects it can have both causing and treating anxiety and shame in participants.

Tina Horn PodcastAge Play Episode on Tina Horn Podcast – An indie podcast created, produced, and hosted by Tina Horn. Each episode focuses on a subject of human sexuality and non-judgmentally asks the question: Why are people into that?!  Website

Padded Paw PodcastPadded Paw Podcast – A podcast for Ageplayers, Furries, and Kinksters. Started in July 2016 and aims for monthly episode releases.  On Twitter

Weimerica Weekly PodcastAge Play Episode on Weimerica Weekly – Hosted by Ryan Landry and touching on the cultural, political and sexual topics that fill the mindspace of our United States of Weimerica. The politicization of all cultural and social degeneracy is examined with a focus on how it fits together.  Website

The Dark Side PodcastAge Play Episode on The Dark Side – An adult educational podcast, focusing in on the BDSM Alternative Lifestyle and related aspects of Human Sexuality. Website

It Girl Rag Doll PodcastAge Play Episode on The (It Girl. Rag Doll) Podcast – Hosted by writer Molly Moore and author Harper EliotWebsite On Twitter

Love In Brief – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken’s ABDL advice podcast focused on love: love of self, love of others, and romantic love.  A quick listen with each episode, perfect for when you have a few minutes and can only listen to one episode.

Happy Listening!
Zorro Daddy

Sealing the Deal

Take from the ABDL romance:

Forever Young

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here is a little story about overcoming your doubts and believing in what could be.

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Sealing the Deal – 

Wednesday, 6pm

Ella walked briskly down the sidewalk, ignoring the noise and the bright lights coming from the ball park two blocks away.  This was not about fun and games, not for her and not tonight.  She wasn’t as angry as she was last night, but she was certainly on edge – for good reason.

At the end of the next block she walked into the Forever Young bar, that same watering hole establishment where all this trouble had begun for her. Opening the door and pushing past the bouncer, she marched right in – beginning to scan the faces in the room until she saw Dante sitting at the far end of the main bar.  Waving the bouncer off, Dante stood up and weaved his way through the crowd of people who were there for drinking and for the bar’s dinner hour specials.

Motioning Ella over to a booth at the side of the main room, he took a seat on the other side of the table.  Placing his elbows on the table and folding his hands, he waited for her to start talking.

But what could she say to him?  What could he possibly expect to hear from her?

“I have some explaining to do.  I understand,” Dante said calmly, hoping to spur the beginning of the conversation out of her.

Continue Reading …

What Good Things Do …

In what I write, I often use the phrases Dream Come True, Forever and a Day, Fairy Tale Ending, and of course, Happily Ever After.  What I write is fantasy and therefore can always be the perfect story that welcomes one of those phrases at its end.

Real life teaches us that it isn’t as simple as: “Meet, Fall in Love, Kiss, Roll End Credits”.  And the people we gain and lose in our lives sometimes make us numb to continuing our search for the soul mate we believed to have been found.

I once received a friend request on FetLife from someone who had a quote in her profile I had never read before.  It said:

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together.” – Marilyn Monroe

In an instant, unexpectedly and perhaps even unintentionally, what you believed to be the truth can change.  And if you’ve felt the sting of vindication, you know what I mean by truly feeling numb.

But the numbness goes away after a while and your head resurfaces above the water.  You’ll still be the wonderful person you were before, but you’ll have been made wiser for the future.

So, I present to you a story ( a short one ) that I wish I could claim ownership of.  It tells a sweet tale about what someone’s heart can feel and how words can sometimes be perceived to mean two different things.

I posted this story before, but I don’t think I could post it in enough places.  And though it doesn’t drive at any ageplay or “Daddy’s Girl Fetish”, I believe it captures the root of the Daddy/BabyGirl dynamic very well.

Beautiful Needs

 A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty.
He said no.

She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave him, would he cry?
He said no.

She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face, he grabbed her arm and said:

You’re not pretty. You’re Beautiful.
I don’t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.
And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away, I’d die.

Continue reading …

The 1-on-1 Podcast: Episode Two – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken

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On Stitcher
On iTunes

How do you react to people who don’t see things the way you do?  Do you accept their opinions or do you attack them?

Or maybe you discover that your differences don’t outweigh your similarities.  ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken are incredibly nice people.  And they prove it once again on this recording.

Ranging in topics from personal starting points to personal flaws to what we’ve learned along the way to the challenges that multiple generations face within our community, RY and RNT sat down with me and we did a 1-on-1 podcast – this second episode being a 1-on-1 couple podcast.

It was really great having three points of view and I thoroughly enjoyed the wisdom they shared, hearing about the experiences they have had and how they’ve grown in their lives and in their marriage.

Plus, they even answered the greatest conundrum in human history …

creamy peanut butter or chunky peanut butter?

I hope you enjoy listening to it.

You can find RY and RNT all over the place.  Here are several ways:

Tumblr: ResonantYes.tumblr.com
FetLife: ResonantYes   –   RoadNotTaken
Love In Brief Podcast FetLife Group
Love In Brief Podcast Website
Love in Brief on iTunes
Love in Brief on Google Play

The 1-On-1 Podcast: Episode Two – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken
On Soundcloud
On Stitcher
On iTunes

 

Check out all the episodes of  The 1-On-1 Podcast:

Episode One – Mako 
Episode Two – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken
Episode Three – Star_Platypus
Episode FourALot and a little
Episode FiveLittle Philly
Episode SixMike, Misty and LKB
Episode SevenDa … Bearssss
Episode Eight – Mommy Kuri
Episode Nine Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb

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But being as The 1-On-1 Podcast is not the only ABDL podcast, we felt it important to mention some of the others, aisde from the above-listed ones:

The Big Little Podcast – Mako and Spacey present the granddaddy of them all … a podcast by, about and for ageplayers of all kinds.

abdlcastABDLCast – This podcast is catered to adults who just like the diapers.  Has a wordpress blog with polls, questions and more. ABDLCast on Twitter

Dream A Little PodcastDream A Little – Interviews and How To’s, Overcoming Shyness, Real Life Stories.  On Tumblr     Subscribe to their newsletter

Just Another ABDL PodcastJust Another ABDL Podcast – A lot of great content on here, from diaper talk to reviews, how to tell others to experiences. Subscribe to their podcast here.

Family Affairs PodcastABDL Episode on Family Affairs – Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb (talkaboutsextherapy.com), an attendee and presenter at TeddyCon 2016, leads a conversation about ABDL, the difference in sexual fetish and non-sexualized behavioral play. Learn more about what ABDL participation looks like, common misconceptions, underlying emotions and challenges for both adult babies and their partners, and the effects it can have both causing and treating anxiety and shame in participants.

Tina Horn PodcastAge Play Episode on Tina Horn Podcast – An indie podcast created, produced, and hosted by Tina Horn. Each episode focuses on a subject of human sexuality and non-judgmentally asks the question: Why are people into that?!  Website

Padded Paw PodcastPadded Paw Podcast – A podcast for Ageplayers, Furries, and Kinksters. Started in July 2016 and aims for monthly episode releases.  On Twitter

Weimerica Weekly PodcastAge Play Episode on Weimerica Weekly – Hosted by Ryan Landry and touching on the cultural, political and sexual topics that fill the mindspace of our United States of Weimerica. The politicization of all cultural and social degeneracy is examined with a focus on how it fits together.  Website

The Dark Side PodcastAge Play Episode on The Dark Side – An adult educational podcast, focusing in on the BDSM Alternative Lifestyle and related aspects of Human Sexuality. Website

It Girl Rag Doll PodcastAge Play Episode on The (It Girl. Rag Doll) Podcast – Hosted by writer Molly Moore and author Harper EliotWebsite On Twitter

Love In Brief – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken’s ABDL advice podcast focused on love: love of self, love of others, and romantic love.  A quick listen with each episode, perfect for when you have a few minutes and can only listen to one episode.

Happy Listening!
Zorro Daddy

 

 

The LLAMA Munch Quotes – The First 4 Years

Located in the heart of Amish country, the LLAMA munch is a gathering of littles, age players, middles and adults who enjoy a meal at a restaurant as well as the fellowship of each other.

Beginning in May 2014, we’ve met every other week since – growing as friends and more. Early on, a funny statement was made at one of the munches and the reply was: “That is quote board material!”. And from this was born the idea of the quote list.

So, a list of quotes began to be taken down at random munches. Then those lists were posted on the LLAMA group on FetLife.

We are now into our 5th year of munches and recently, it was suggested that the quote lists be put into an ebook and made available.

So here they are, the first 4 years of quotes from the LLAMA munches, filled with no regard for anyone or anything – just in the name of fun.

This ebook is available to you now.

Free on Smashwords (all formats, including epub)
On Kindle (strictly Kindle ebook format only)

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For more information about the LLAMA Munch, check out their FetLife profile:  LLAMA_Munchie or their FetLife group: LLAMA.

For a directory of other munch groups and ABDL groups on FetLife, check out The Ultimate Directory of Fetlife ABDL Groups.

For a world wide directory, visit The Munch+Adult Local Links (MALL) Directory.

 

What I Saw and What I Loved

I wasn’t going to put up a posting about TeddyCon 2018, instead opting to thoroughly enjoy reading what other people wrote about it.  But when I got home on Monday night after having been at the convention hotel for the eight days prior, I felt a familiar urge to do something I hadn’t done in more than a week … to write.

The more people write and post about the events they go to, the more those events grow.  Posting about specific activities enjoyed or other recollections of specific moments at a convention give the organizers a bit of information about what was seen as most memorable at the event they put together.

Anyone who plans and implements a convention or similar gathering wants their creation to be memorable and to leave fond thoughts in their attendees’ minds, even days after the convention ends.  And when people write about their fresh memories, it becomes a window that clearly displays what people enjoyed the most.

So, instead of typing a minute by minute recalling of the entire experience, I’ve decided to write about specific moments from TeddyCon 2018 that I found to be personally touching.  It is an impossibility to be a part of every single class, activity, craft, special event and specific happening at TeddyCon as there are always at least six different options of things to do at all points in time.

It goes without saying that I didn’t see everything that went on at TC, every moment in every location.  So, I will write about what I saw and what I loved.

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TeddyCon 2018 was the second year of a complete hotel takeover offering.  At TC, a complete hotel takeover is inclusive of every square inch of the entire hotel building, up to and including the glass doors of the main entrance as well as the indoor pool.  But it is also inclusive of the courtyard.  And the whole thing truly felt like a village, a magical destination – complete with a restaurant, a watering hole, a swimming hole, sleeping accommodations, shopping, entertainment, night life and the ability to roam about in nothing but a t-shirt and diaper – if so desired … protected and maintained to keep it safe.

And my oh my. The TeddyCon village atmosphere was filled with an energy I had never felt the strength of before while it offered up more than any prior TeddyCon had tendered.

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That Season Is Upon Us

It’s that time of year again – when the leaves start to fall from the trees and the nights get cooler.  Soon, snow will be here.  And with colder temperatures comes … the footed pajama season.

BabyGirls everywhere will be slipping into their favorite PJs for the warmth.  But each and every one of them will scarcely realize how her new attire adds a bit more cuteness to an already-adorable package.

Her diaper will become completely covered and out of sight for the first time in months.  Out of sight, but not out of sound.  Waddling and crinkling with every little baby step she takes and every bit of crawling she makes, her little diaper butt will puff out the back of her pajamas – letting everyone know that she’s a BabyGirl.

Even when clothed, she still can’t hide the truth. And the real truth is: she honestly doesn’t mind letting it show, even if she can’t control it.  There is something to be said for being helplessly adored.

But sometimes, her diapered bottom will come out – making a guest appearance.  The pajamas with the drop seat in the back not only accidentally pop open on their own, but they make it so much quicker and easier to check her diaper.

And when she needs it, changing her while she is in a pair of pajamas makes her the most adorable little sight on the changing table, or the floor or wherever you lay her down.

It’s so hard for her to resist the feeling just then.

No more trying to find the most secure place on her baby-t to clip that pacifier string. 

Now it goes on her pajama collar with no trouble and she can’t help but feel a bit naked without that clip.

No more cold piddies.  Her feet will always stay toasty all autumn and winter long in the attached footies or perhaps in separate booties.

She’s such a little cutie pie with her creativity, even more so when her creativity yields a practical result.

And then there’s the sleeping pants option for those nights when the house is heated just right, making full and footed PJs too warm for comfort.  Another is the matching top and bottom pajama sets.

Choices!  Oh my, yes!

With either of these options, her diaper is still visible underneath.  But the cutest thing in the world happens.  As she waddles and moves about, the waist of her diaper proudly appears and grows as her sleeping pants slide down a little bit at a time.  She can yank them up as often as she wants, but her diapered bootie will always push them back down.

When thickly diapering her to put her down for a nap or for the night, whether she is in footed pajamas or otherwise, always make sure to take a few pictures to capture the moment for a lifetime.

And make absolute certain that her zipper is up.  Because it may be a long cold set of seasons ahead for us, but with her pajamas, you’ll keep her warm while she returns the favor – melting your heart … like only she can do.

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Happy Autumn!

Evermore

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Zeke and Lily (Book Six): Dream Catching

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here is a little story about what you can make when you believe.


Evermore –

The first rays of the morning sun crested over the horizon and began shining through Lily’s nursery window.  The chill of the nighttime gave way to the warmth of those first early morning sunbeams.  The room brightened with sunlight and cascaded down over everything with gracefulness.  The furniture and other items in the room gave way from their silhouette forms and returned to color and life.

Zeke cracked the door open very slowly as to not make any noise.  The smell of the room entered his senses.  He closed his eyes and breathed deeply as if the sweet smell of ambrosia were no competition.  Gazing over at the sleeping girl across the room, he quietly crept around the room, situating and re-situating everything, drawing more attention to detail than ever had before.  This was one particular, specific event that had to be as absolutely perfect as possible.

Next, he turned to her.  Asleep in her crib, his beloved Lily lie nestled in a sea of baby blankets and stuffed animals.  He took one step towards her and suddenly realized there was one more thing he needed to have ready before he woke her up.  He quietly left the room, returning just a minute later with one more item in his hand.  Now it was time to awaken her.

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The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Episodes 29-30

Episodes 29-30

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Chapter Twenty-Nine: The Doctor’s Visit

Continuing

“We gotta go!  There is a military force on the way, a half-dozen choppers with orders to fire on the roof!” the pilot shouted.

“Well, I suggest you call them off!” Rikki shouted back at the pilot.  “Or there will be no blood sample!”

“We can’t save her!” the officer onboard shouted.  “If we could, we would!”

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The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Episodes 26-28

Episodes 26-28

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Chapter Twenty-Six: Lambs to the Slaughter

Monday, 7:15pm

Doctor Glen had been busy since he ran into Rikki and the girls in that stairwell.  And after seeing they weren’t any real threat, he went back to focusing on his primary plan.

Though infected, the zombie doctor knew, as well as Rikki did, the CDC wasn’t going to save him.  Though he understood the CDC was trying to save many more lives than just the few in the hospital by preventing an outbreak, he – along with Rikki and those girls – weren’t going to give up on their own lives.  For him, it was different, however.  With the virus already inside him, he would be killed without hope of help.  Rikki and the girls still had a chance.  But what they saw as evilness within him was really just his own attempt to survive.

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The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Episodes 23-25

Episodes 23-25

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Chapter Twenty-Three:
Whispers in the Pharmacy

Monday, 6:45pm

It had been a little more than an hour that Georgia, Lorna and Iris had held up in the pharmacy.  Nothing had happened in the nearby area in a while and after the zombies wandered away from the gift shoppe, that end of the first floor got really quiet … quiet enough, in fact, for the girls to take naps in shifts.  And though their naps were short, they were beneficial bits of rest – the girls feeling much better afterwards.

“I don’t suppose we could just stay here and hope that the good guys outside will change their minds and come in and rescue us,” Iris whispered jokingly as she leaned back against the counter they were hiding behind.  “That would be too much to ask for.”

“Yeah.  That’s like an unrealistic dream,” Georgia whispered, putting her arm around Iris and leaning the girl’s head on her shoulder – knowing that Iris was moments away from breaking down again.  “The good guys rescuing us is as likely as finding a guy who doesn’t find the necessity to man-splain everything like we’re stupid and can’t figure things out for ourselves, only then to get butt-hurt when we tell him we already understand whatever it is he is fumbling to try to say.”

Iris snorted with laughter, then covering her mouth and nose to prevent from making further noise. 

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The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Episodes 20-22

Episodes 20-22

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Chapter Twenty: The Gravest Expense

Monday, 6:15pm

Britney crashed into the front of Chloe, gripping her up by the hair and pushing her back against the walls.

“Run!” Britney screamed down to Rikki, Angelina and Brook.

But running was the one thing they couldn’t do.  Angelina had landed on her right wrist and wasn’t able to scoop Brook up onto her back.  So Brook got up onto her one good foot and held the center railing as she started hopping down the steps, one at a time.  Rikki helped Angelina to her feet, guiding her down the staircase as Angelina held her wrist – feeling quite a bit of excruciating pain.

Chloe put a knee up between Britney’s legs.  Though padded and wearing a diaper, Britney still felt pain from the contact to her groin.  Chloe grabbed the hair on the top of Britney’s head and leaned in to bite her scalp.  But Britney twisted herself around, facing away from Chloe before bending forward and sending Chloe over top of her.  Chloe tumbled down the first half-flight of stairs, then slammed into the wall – taking a few moments to get to her feet and regain her bearings.

Britney looked down at her, still seeing the sorority sister who had taught her so much in such a short amount of time.  Then she had a flashback to Saturday morning at the campground when Chloe laid her down to change her diaper.

… you are a natural leader.  And I can see that, at some point in your life, you will prove this to yourself,” Britney recalled Chloe saying to her – one of many self-esteem boosting remarks received from Chloe.

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The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Episodes 17-19

Episodes 17-19

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Chapter Seventeen: In a Word …

Monday, 5:30pm

Lights fired up on the camera of a local television station, shining on a new reporter who stood with the hospital in the background.  The descent of the sun into dimmer evening light had begun.

“Good evening,” the news reporter said, holding a microphone up to her mouth.  “This is Kate Gotwals, reporting to you live from outside Harris Regional Hospital, a medical facility that, until earlier today, had been a place where lives were saved and where the preservation of all who came here for treatment was the primary mission.  But that mission changed this morning when several dozen college-aged females were admitted here, being transported to this hospital from a retreat location – a joint effort from several medical and emergency response teams to get them here in a caravan that numbered at least 20 ambulances, eyewitnesses say.  Details are still sketchy, but it is believed that some of the girls may have been infected with a virus feared to be highly contagious.  And a lot has happened here since they arrived.”

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Jaw Dropped and Heart Pounding while Mesmerized by the Vision

There are few times when I am stopped dead in my tracks, these days.  And that’s not to say that what I see no longer has the meaning or effect on me that it once did.

It’s more to say that I’ve seen a lot in the years I’ve been a part of this community of ours – from my own personal and private experiences to more public ones like at munches and conventions.

But every now and then, something comes along that brings me to a screeching halt in whatever I’m doing.  I stop typing on my laptop or stop scrolling through endless amounts of postings and bloggings on sites like Twitter and Tumblr.

When I stumbled across this picture, my jaw dropped … my heart began pounding with the galloping pace of a race horse and I sat back – mesmerized by the vision in front of me.

I’ve written about that scenario depicted in more stories than I can remember, at this point.  In a dramatically less open manner, I have engaged in doing this with … someone … when out-n-about.

It is at the very heart of so many thoughts, so many fantasy that are dreamed of becoming reality.  But there has always been something about this scenario that always kept it realistic only as a fantasy.

Whether it was the struggle between being open-n-happy with one’s self as opposed to being so open that we were thrusting our wishes on others … or if it was a debate about the damage that could be done to the community when someone was so bold as to go so absolutely public with it … or if it was a debate about whether or not the picture was photo-shopped, there has always been something that harbored its greatest pleasure in the fantasy realm only.

And while I understand and agree with the above concerns, I’m happy in knowing that, despite everything, that picture still holds the essence of the Daddy-n-BabyGirl dynamic in my heart.

But wait!  There’s one more thing about this!

When showing this picture to an attendee at a recent L.L.A.M.A. munch, I was informed that there are establishments in the Pacific Northwest that are extremely lifestyle-friendly and that such a sight wouldn’t be shocking in a great many places up there.

I was quite surprised by that, but suddenly had the urge to see the Pacific Ocean for the first time in my life, via Oregon – as it turns out.

Blessings,
Zorro Daddy

 

The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Episodes 14-16

Episodes 14-16

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Chapter Fourteen: Got Milk?

Monday, 4:45pm

Rikki and the girls sat in the hospital kitchen, lounging on counters and laying on tables as they chowed down on the food and chugged fluid as if their bodies were absent of all liquid.  Yes, they were still on high-alert and paying attention, but it felt good to fully relax for a little while.  And besides, they really had nowhere else to go.

“I didn’t realize how thirsty I was,” Lorna said, sipping from a bottle of water.  “I’m gonna get water-logged like this.”

“Okay … just so I’m right about this … we are still in a hospital, in the food court with deadly zombies all over the place, right?” Brook asked, munching on a chicken salad wrap – Rikki and all the other girls turning and looking at her as she sounded like she was going crazy.  “Hey, I’m just making sure that’s the case.  I was actually hoping that after I ate something that all of this would wind up being hunger hallucinations.  But it doesn’t look like that’s how it’s gonna work out.”

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The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Episodes 11-13

Episodes 11-13

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Chapter Eleven: Upping the Ante

Monday, 3:30pm

“Alright, we won’t be long in here,” Rikki said, walking up to another set of double doors.  “Those creatures are headed this way.”

“How do you know that?” Brook asked from Angelina’s back.

“The doors haven’t been knocked down yet, Sweetie,” Angelina answered.  “So, the zombies haven’t been here yet, but they will be.  They’re knocking down every door they come to.  It makes sense.”

Rikki stuck her key into the door and then slid her ID through the scanner, a double layer of security – implemented whenever a hospital lock down happened.  And it was especially important in this instance as they were entering the maternity ward.

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The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Episodes 8-10

Episodes 8-10

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Chapter Eight: Infiltration and the Need

Monday, 2pm

Not having heard anything back from the agents sent to the morgue, the CDC presence outside the hospital convened with the local police force to discuss the next course of action.  More CDC agents were on the way but wouldn’t get there until 5 or 6pm.  And, based on the police band communications from the officers inside the hospital as well as the unquestioning evidence of failure displayed on the hospital camera feeds, their initial efforts to contain a most-deadly virus while maintaining control had been unsuccessful – to say the least about it.

It was determined that, by 5 or 6pm, the virus would have taken over the entire hospital – making the risk of further outbreak a real possibility.  And if that happened, then the anarchy currently infesting Harris Regional Hospital would outbreak with the virus.

In short: a new course of action needed to be taken now, while there was still a chance to salvage their previous efforts.

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“Renewed & Reborn”

The BabyGirl got home, took her shoes off and curled up in the fetal position on the couch. She was so tired she didn’t even look for a blanket. And though she was tired, she had never been happier.

Six months ago, she was a broken soul, having come from a relationship which made her feel unappreciated, a family situation which made her feel unimportant and a job which made her feel expendable.

Then three months ago, she met him … Daddy as he would quickly become known to her heart. He took her away from her past and showed her the future she was meant to have.

She spent those first three months regaining her self worth, re-learning what it meant to be loved and experiencing life as the little girl she never got be.

Then a month ago, her Daddy decided she was going to go to college and get the education she knew she had always wanted.

So, this morning, her Daddy woke her up and made her Green Eggs and Bacon … bacon because they didn’t have any ham in the fridge. In the tub she went and then into the schoolgirl outfit her Daddy had picked out for her. She gave him a hug and he kissed her on her forehead before she got in her car and drove to the college for her first day of school.

It was now 4 pm and she was fast asleep on the couch when her Daddy got home from work and found her there.

Her Life was Renewed.
Her Love was Reborn.
And her diaper had never once leaked.

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The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Episodes 5-7

Episodes 5-7

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Chapter Five: Standoff

Monday, 1pm

In the morgue, Doctor Glen was still looking at the virus on that glass slide under the microscope.  By now, Jimmy was a complete basket case and nervous wreck, distracting himself by reading a medical journal for infectious diseases they kept in the morgue for reference.  They both knew that CDC agents had arrived on the scene and would be in the morgue any minute.  But the doctor knew that both he and Jimmy could not, under any circumstances, leave that small lab room at the end of the morgue.  They easily could both be infected at that very moment, especially if this strange virus was airborne.  In fact, if it was airborne, everyone in the hospital as well as those new mothers and newborns evacuated, could suddenly be carriers of the disease.

Airborne seemed an unlikely possibility as there were police in the building who weren’t suited for protection against that.  But the fact that the CDC agents had arrived in hazmat suits was definitive indication that there was an extremely serious situation on their hands.

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The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Episodes 1-4

Episodes 1-4

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Chapter One:  Living Up to Its Name

Monday, 10am

The ambulance brigade chose the bumpiest road imaginable to take all the sorority baby sisters to the hospital and away from that wretched campground.  Though the situation was looking up for everyone, the fate of each girl still weighed in the balance of far too many uncertainties for anyone to be comfortable with.

In the final ambulance of that endless chain of them, heading to the hospital, was Britney and the blinded Chloe – her beloved pledge mistress and dear friend.  Though needing medical treatment herself, Britney rode in that ambulance with Chloe to keep her company – more than for any medical reason.  Britney was responsible for the loss of one of Chloe’s eyes and felt terrible guilt for this, a guilt that bared down on her shoulders like a boulder.

Kneeling alongside the stretcher bed Chloe was strapped onto, Britney whispered to her – filling her in on every single thing that had happened that weekend.  She was keeping her voice down so the paramedic in the back of that ambulance wouldn’t hear the conversation.  At different moments during Britney’s story, Chloe softly laughed.  And even though her head was bandaged around her eye sockets, Chloe’s face lit up.

“In the end, all it took to bring Ursula down was to push a bottle of pee water down her throat,” Britney said, she and Chloe chuckling.  “So don’t drink the water around here.”

“I sure won’t,” Chloe whispered back with a weakened tone.

“Sweetie,” the paramedic said to Britney.  “You need to come lay down over here.  I need to get an IV in you.”

Britney laid down in the stretcher bed next to Chloe, getting an IV needle put in her arm at the first red light the ambulance came to.  Chloe grew silent, quite sleepy from all the medication that had been pumped into her.  Britney closed her eyes, finally being able to relax.

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The Waddling Dead, Season Two – Prologue

Prologue

On a mid-Autumn Friday night, Britney (a freshman student with a full scholarship for gymnastics) and the other seven members of the current pledging class of the Beta-Alpha-Beta sorority at St. Mark College in upstate New York journeyed to a private campground for their final weekend of pledging.

Joined at this campground by the current pledging classes of the Beta Alpha-Beta sorority from seven other New York colleges, the sizable group began a weekend retreat at a rustic location that sat in a valley.  There was no chance of cell phones finding reception or signals.  The road that led in was merely an unrecognizable pathway between trees.  In every sense of the word, they were remote – cut off from the world by design.

To cultivate and encourage scholastics and ethics while promoting self-worth in every sister – the Beta-Alpha-Beta mission statement. 

But their methods of achieving this mission, especially the self-worth part, were a bit unorthodox.  They would break a girl down, robbing her of all self-esteem.  Then they would rebuild her back up … the Beta-Alpha-Beta way.  No, this didn’t turn the girls into drones.  Instead, it taught them to rethink what their own self-worth was about. 

Insecurity often hampered a girl’s self-esteem.  Competitions could prove damaging.  Ridicule during upbringing often kept a girl’s shoulders slumped and her chin lowered.

So, instead of helping their pledges with morale-boosting counseling, to overcome their issues, the sorority chose to remove those issues altogether – implanting the seed that every girl was unique and powerful … a most emboldening thought and sentiment.

Step one was to start the pledges back at the beginning.  Before they could be sorority sisters, they were known as baby sisters – being dressed and treated accordingly.  For their final weekend of pledging, they wore nothing but diapers and t-shirts, ate with their fingers and kept bonding as they had done the entire pledge period.

But when an old well revealed a deadly virus that had been dormant for a long time, their weekend of pledging quickly became a weekend of survival.  One by one, the baby sisters were turned into zombies.  And as more and more baby sisters were bitten and killed, they would all rise again from the dead to become … the waddling dead.

Power struggles among the living commenced as Britney and her baby sisters tried to stay alive until they were rescued Monday morning.

What would ensue would be exactly what was expected of the weekend, just in a manner completely unexpected.  Self-worth, ethics, uniqueness, value and purpose – those were the cornerstone thoughts that kept the living alive.

In the end, it was Britney who sacrificed herself to battle, outwit and defeat the patient zero zombie, a baby sister named Ursula.  Once Ursula was killed, the virus was killed as well.  And every baby sister who had been bitten and infected was cured.  Britney herself escaped the doom of her own sacrifice, in the nick of time.  The bite she sustained never fully affected her before the virus lifted.

That Monday morning, when their rides arrived to collect them, the carnage that blanketed the campground was a bit difficult to swallow.  The police, paramedics and other emergency personnel were called to the gruesome scene.  Injuries sustained while being infected with the virus began to heal themselves, such as twisted ankles and broken bones.  But some baby sister had permanent injuries, like missing fingers, eyes that had been blinded and the like.  The most gruesome of all was the decapitation of one baby sister’s head.  Those injuries, obviously, would never heal or grow back.

Chloe, the pledge mistress of Britney and the seven other baby sisters from St. Mark College, sustained the loss of both eyes as well as some head trauma that made her condition extremely life-threatening.

A caravan of ambulances covered the length of a quarter mile as the baby sisters were taken to a nearby hospital.

Everyone believed the nightmare was over, that the waddling dead virus would never again surface into this world from that old well.  But they would quickly learn that their time at Harris Regional Hospital would be anything but a time of respite and recovery.

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Pardon My Silence

It’s been a quiet July 2018 … at least on this website.  But there’s a reason for it.  And if you will pardon my silence a bit longer, I promise you August 2018 will be extremely noisy as I am currently writing The Waddling Dead, Season 2.

Written as 30 episodes (or parts), I will post one episode a day in The Waddling Dead group on FetLife and I will also be posting the episodes in groupings on this website throughout next month.

For now, you can read The Waddling Dead, Season One on FetLife or here on this website.

I hope everyone’s summer is going well.

Blessings,
Zorro Daddy

The ABDL MedFet Book 6

From an undercover sting operation that will bring down a crooked doctor as well as his abusive practice to a car accident that forces a woman to change while also forcing a man to not only stay the same but live onward, this sixth installment of the ABDL MedFet twist will make you think twice while stimulating your nerve-endings as well as a few other parts of your anatomy.

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