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Once Upon A Beginning …

Every saga has a beginning … even the ABDL ones.

Zeke and Lily - 01Lily is a simple girl with a submissive nature. She longs for a guy to fulfill her dreams and help her heart overcome a troubled past. Zeke is a “Daddy” who longs to find a soul mate who craves a gentle soul and a caring touch.

This is the story of the day they first met face-to-face at a mall in Lancaster County, PA. Neither knew what to expect. All they had was a hopefulness that they had finally found what they were looking for.

Read the samples: 
Butterflies and BabyGirls of the World
How Lily First Took His Breath Away
 

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End
Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime 

 Lily Book 1  Book 2  Book 3 Book 4   Book 5  Book 6  Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.


If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

 

 

Butterflies and “BabyGirls” of the World

Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a BeginningEvery story has a beginning.  Before Zeke and Lily got to know one another and before they took a Caribbean cruise to the Bahamas, they were perfect strangers who shared a common interest in a fetish.  This is the story of the day they first met face-to-face at a mall in Lancaster County, PA. 

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This story is taken from  Zeke and Lily: Once Upon A Beginning.

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“Butterflies and BabyGirls” –

“You have this obsession with butterflies,” Zeke said.

“Obsession?” Lily asked.  “What do you mean?”

“Butterflies in your tummy when you get nervous or when you get excited or when you almost get discovered,” he explained.  “And butterfly flower shampoo.”

“No,” she corrected.  “It’s a skin lotion.”

“Whatever it is.  The point is this….” Zeke said.  “…a butterfly represents many things.  One of which is long life.”

“What else does a butterfly represent?” she asked, intrigued.
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The Dream Elf Connection: When Mr. Woody took Lily to the Stars

Mr. Woody is a dream elf and the creation of Lily, an AB Girl with a vivid imagination. As she dreamt more and more, Mr. Woody became her counselor, her friend and her creation.

This is the story of the night he took Lily to talk meet the stars in the Heavens.

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Hours later, Lily awoke quietly and sat up in the bed while rubbing her eyes. She looked around the room.  The television was the only light in the room and it strobed over everything in the cabin.  Softly in the background, she could hear snoring, but it wasn’t Zeke.  She leaned over top of him, and bent her ear down to his mouth.  All she heard was his breathing.  She sat up and touched her finger to her chin, pondering where the snoring was coming from. 

She slipped out of bed, using the flickers of the TV to waddle her way to the bathroom.  No one was there.  No one was anywhere in the room, just she and Zeke.  A frown formed on her face as she got frustrated. 

Then she saw the faint moonlight behind the curtains drawn in front of the windows.   So she waddled over to the windows and peered through the curtain.  Asleep on the ledge on the other side of the window was Mr. Woody.  She smiled and opened the window.  The sound of his lumber-sawing snoring filled her ears.  She giggled uncontrollably.

“Mr. Woody, Mr. Woody. Wake up,” she said while excitedly shaking him like a little girl. Continue Reading …

Audio Daddy

Zorro Daddy’s Audio Library

Including entries from the ebooks, the paperbacks & several blog stories.

Some of the stories are “Nice”. Some of them are “Naughty”. Check the (label) after each title as well as its length.

Enjoy: Continue Reading …

Lily’s Diary – Entry One

Zeke and Lily - Her DiaryEver wonder what a girl writes in her diary? How about what an AB Girl writes in her diary?

Well here’s your chance to find out.

Zeke and Lily: Her Diary

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Listen to this story instead: Entry One (as read by Barbarellastar from FetLife)

Part One:  “Where Do I Begin?”

Dear Diary,

My name is Lily Paddington and I’m a dream catcher. I look for the rainbow after a thunderstorm, seeing the flowers grow from the rain as a reassurance that everything happens for a reason. At this point in my life, it is very important I remember this.

I used to work for a newspaper here in Lancaster, PA, but now I can’t. I’ve been diagnosed with pretty crumby disease. The treatments I have endured and the medicine I take leaves me weak. Every step of the way, there has been a very special someone who has helped me through this difficult time. He is my fiancée and my “Daddy”, and he takes care of me.

He tells me it’s not healthy to keep my emotions inside, and says that venting is good or maybe writing down how I feel, good or bad. So I decided to start keeping a diary. But I’m not going to write about my illness. Instead, I am going to write about the things in my life that are going well.

I am so lucky to be surrounded with such love and support that keeps me smiling when I probably would have cried and makes me happy when I’m feeling depressed.

These are my words and my thoughts.

Love, Lily Paddington Continue Reading …

What to Wear With a White BabyDoll Dress – The Grat Option

What to Wear With A White BabyDoll DressIf you’re reading this before you’ve read “What to Wear With a White BabyDoll Dress”, please click here.

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The Grat Option –

Emmie curled her arms up, crossing them in front of her body as her shoulders shrunk.  Her chin lowered and she became overwhelmed with a sense of how naked she was.  Added into that feeling was the knowledge of all the more clothing she would be wearing – a paper-thin, short dress and that thick disposable diaper in his hand.  She stepped forward into his chest, awaiting his directions – only to be spun around as he pressed her back against his chest.  He turned her to face the mirror as he wrapped his arms around her.  The image of the two of them was one that made clear their roles.  She entered into a state of submission, joining her own wrists in front of her chest and pinning her forearms in her cleavage.  She trembled in his arms, full of uncertainty, of what to do, of how to feel.  And her eyes, so beautifully made up, began to well with tears.  It was at that moment that Mack took control, not just of her body but also of her emotions.

Shutting the bathroom door, he took hold of her wrists and turned her to face the back of the door.  She continued trembling as he held her wrists above her head and pressed her naked body up against the door.  Cracking her reddened bottom a few more times, his smacks echoed off the bathroom walls, adding another tone in her ears aside from the high pitched squeals coming from her.  Her bottom was so red it looked like it was ready to burst into flames.  But as she bit her lower lip to get through the initial pains of the new sting, she stopped trembling – suddenly finding comfort in his aggression.

She would pay him a thank you for that adjustment of her emotion but not before he unfolded the diaper and flattened it to her bottom before pressing his groin into her backside.  She felt her sweetness being pushed against the door, renewing the swell between her legs.  But this time, her arousal would be denied as he reached below her diapered bottom and forced the diaper up onto her front.  Releasing her wrists, he pressed his groin against her diapered bottom – pushing all his weight against her as he fastened the tapes snuggly at her hips.  She held her arms above her head, keeping them out of his way to avoid a correction for having lowered them without permission.

Picking the white dress up off the sink counter, he gathered up the light material and slipped it down over her hands-n-arms, but stopped it from draping down her frame by cupping her breasts with his hands.  Pinching her nipples, he rubbed his fingers together.  She clenched her teeth as long as she cloud, but quickly whimpered into a fuss.  And the moment she fussed, he turned her nipples in his fingers as he also turned her to face the mirror again.

“You need to finish up, baby,” he whispered in her ear as he released her nipples and took his hands away from her breasts to allow the white dress to drape down the rest of her frame.

And as the dress stretched out its length, she saw how it did, in fact, reach her thighs.  But it only barely reached her thighs, leaving just a bit of the diaper between her legs sticking out in view under the bottom hem.  She went to work on her hair, opting to leave in down on her shoulders, but realizing that if she ever got the impulse to shrink up her shoulders while they were out, she would also be lifting the white dress up and showing her diaper to whomever might be watching.  And since she was going to be wearing a skimpy outfit, the usual quiet watchers would be multiplied in number.  Her secret would get out and there was no better way to make her compliant than to deprive her of the ability to move freely without discovery.  And that was a mind fuck that lived up to its name.

On the way out of the house and to the car, Emmie became accustomed to her waddle and her crinkle, two things she would have limited time to get under control before she was in the public’s eye.  But the more she thought about how he had made her preparations additional restrictions, the more that arousal kept swelling up between her legs.  And at the first red light, she reached over to begin rubbing the inner thigh of his right leg.  Her repeated spanking of the morning were low enough that she felt the red marks while sitting.  And even though she had the relief of a padded diaper to sit on, the ache remained – all of this making her want a few things just a bit more. 

At the present moment, her want was to say thank you to him.  And her favorite way to do this awaited his permission only.  Patiently rubbing his thigh, she decided to be bold as she reached to the zipper of his pants and lowered it, figuring her punishment would be another spanking only if permission wasn’t granted.  But he said nothing, not giving her permission and not denying her.  Instead, he sat there and shifted his waist forward, allowing a smile to form on his face as her hand reached inside his opened zipper.  Pushing through the fly of his boxers, her fingertips found and wrapped themselves around his erection, ever-stiffening at her touch until it was rock hard.  Pulling it out, Emmie clenched her tiny hand around his girth, stroking him up and down with a tightness that made clear how it was always good to have a snack handy for his little girl.  And before he could say no, she spit on his tip to moisten the thank you that would be more than a mouthful to say ahead of plunging her mouth around his cock.

Emmie was right in not putting any lip stick on and as the red light turned green, Mack slammed on the gas at the same moment that she gave suction around him.  Her saliva swirled around his girth as did her tongue, circling him and pressing in on his underside vein.  She plunged his tip into the back of her throat and then withdrew his length, stroking him quickly as his stiffness emerged from lips.  Then she slowly slid him back into her mouth all the way to her throat, keeping that suction and tightness along the way.

She wanted it all – every single seed he was ready to offer her.  Being submissive she had learned to swallow her pride at times.  She had learned to swallow a lot of things:  wearing her heart on her sleeve – even when she didn’t have sleeves to hold her emotions, being overcome by him and his effect on her and helplessly allowing vulnerability to become her way of life as opposed to a fleeting thought in mind never realized.  Most every dream could not only be realized but made even better.  All she had to do was not wear the pants.

But as he pulled up to the final red light on mall road, she would learn the answer to that question she thought of back in the bathroom at home.  And without a pulse of warning, he erupted inside her mouth, grabbing the back of her hair to redirect her pace to slow down as she took all of his seeds and swallowed them with a hum to her voice that planted vibrations up and down his length. 

A split second before the red light turned green, he clenched the hair at the back of her head into his fist and yanked her head back.  Her mouth slid off his cock and she opened her eyes to see two guys in the car next to them who had been watching her head bobbing up and down.  His seeds shot up, covering her chin as she smiled and winked at the guys before Mack turned right into the mall parking lot.

Mack found a parking space as she sucked him dry the rest of the way, cleaned him with her tongue and then stored him away for later.  Sitting up, she cleaned her face and reapplied the make-up that would make his side look good when he wore her on his arm.

And as they crossed that mall parking lot, she perfected her waddle and found how to shift her hips to lessen her crinkle, but smiled brightly at the answer she sought all along.  There were many things she could’ve worn with that little white babydoll dress, but the only thing missing from her outfit was a set of footprints to walk in – right alongside his.  Waddling in through the entrance, she realized that it was Mack who made her look good.  A lot of girls could doll themselves up, but she had discovered something that applied just as easily as touch-up make-up … her place by his side.

And if the shoe fit, she was going to wear it.

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………………………….. The HodgePodge Series

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The Dynamic Story
From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience
Johnny and the Princess
Deja Vu: Inamorata to Illuminati
Lucy
BabyLove
Climax
Crimson
Snake Eyes
The Crinklebury Tales
60 Degrees and Down the Crack
The ABDL Any Time Reader
Forever Young
Acceptance (Forever Young 2)
A Girl Named Love
Storytellers
Layers
Flashback
Last Snow
 

 

Zeke and Lily (Book Four): Her Diary

Zeke and Lily - Her Diary
Ever wonder what a girl writes in her diary?            
How about what an AB Girl writes in her diary?

Well here’s your chance to find out.

Zeke and Lily: Her Diary

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This is the fourth book in The Zeke and Lily Saga and is told from her perspective and with her words, in the form of ten diary entries she makes.

Zeke and Lily have moved in together and she has begun medical treatment for her illness.  These entries she makes detail the concerns she has about her health as well as the joy she feels for having him in her life.

Along the journey towards their Happily Ever After, they learn what day-to-day life feels like with each other in it.  By the end of the book, a problem arises, threatening to separate them and she struggles with her emotions to find a solution.

(In it’s printed or downloadable formats, this book contains the hand-drawn pictures Lily made while writing the journal. In all other formats, it’s not possible to show them.)

If you’e ever wondered what a BabyGirl thinks and writes about at night, this book is an offering and an exploration into that very idea.

Read the Sample:  Entry One 

Listen to the Sample:  Entry One (as read by Barbarellastar from FetLife)

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End
Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.


If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

   

 

“Forgotten Dreams” – Her Recollection

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A His and Her Perspective romance about a love which their yesterdays could only imagine.

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Exiting the ice cream shoppe, the Princess grabbed Johnny’s hand and ran towards the events taking place a few streets down.

It was called “street nights”, a time in the summer when the local businesses stayed open until 9 or 10 o’clock at night. 

Her little side had exploded out of her and she found herself skipping and jumping up and down.  She had never imagined anyone would ever see her this way again, nor that she would be made so happy.  But she was wrong. Continue Reading…

Christmas Morning

Penny 2 - Pajama - Part 2Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 
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“Christmas Morning”

It seemed, here on Christmas Morning, it all began again.

Penny opened her eyes, looking at the ceiling of her bedroom, illuminated with the light of early morning. Turning her head to the side, she saw Elliot lying next to her, fast asleep still. She closed her eyes and smiled brightly behind her pacifier. It was Christmas Morning and it had begun exactly as she dreamed it would.

She sat up in bed, turning to face him as she flipped the white ball of the Santa hat he was wearing away from his eyes. She didn’t wake him up, not yet. Instead, she sat Indian-leg style, put her elbows on her knees and rested her chin on her hands. She just wanted to look at him for a while.

She thought back to last night and how he appeared at her front door, like a last minute Christmas miracle. And having him lying next to her on this morning, was the greatest gift she could’ve possibly received. In so many wonderful ways, Elliot had changed her, literally and figuratively. Continue Reading...

She had the littleness in her heart. She had the innocence in her dreams, but it was he, this lightly snoring Daddy fella, who put it all together for her. He made all the difference she would ever need.

She traced the features of his face – his jaw line, his cheek bones, his eyebrows, the bridge of his nose. She loved to touch his face. It not only reassured her that he was, indeed, real and not just a figment of her little imagination, but it also reminded her how little she was next to him. Continue Reading…

“Forgotten Dreams” – His Recollection

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A His and Her Perspective romance about a love which their yesterdays could only imagine.

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In the Princess’s hometown, they had something they called “street nights” in the summer where all the businesses stayed open until later in the evening.

The street was filled with strung lights, busied stores and bustling people. It was similar to the feel of a mall at Christmas time. The quaint little street of shops was rustic and small town in feel, for as big as the town actually was.

“So do you have a favorite store out of all of these?” Johnny asked.

She stopped dead in her tracks and looked up at him with an excitement in her eyes and an energy she was holding back, as if she were waiting for him to ask. Continue Reading…

Penny’s Christmas Passion: “The Lights and The Gimme, Gimme Hands”

Penny 2 - Pajama - Part 2Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 
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It was Friday night and there was a little over a week to go until Christmas.  This was actually a good thing for Penny in many way.  She didn’t want this Holiday Season to come to an end.  It had been one she would remember as fondly as the Christmas when she was two years.  That was her first Yuletide memory.

She smiled, glowingly behind her pacifier, recalling how during that Christmas, at the age of two, she had a pacifier in her mouth, her hair was in pigtails, she wore a diaper and the people she loved the most called her BabyGirl.  It was a sweet thought which filled her with sense of little when she realized that’s exactly how she looked right now and Elliot called her BabyGirl.

Perhaps it should’ve seemed strange that in the two decades plus between those Christmas, she hadn’t once forgotten the joys of being a BabyGirl and she hardly moved forward in life at all.

In some of her sillier thoughts, she often reminded herself of what she called The Facts of Her Life.  And it was Penny’s Belief that:

“I am a BabyGirl for Life.  I was born that way and I’ve always felt that way.  I need a pacifier, a diaper and a Daddy now, just as much today as the day I was born.”

Being Elliot’s BabyGirl was never about age play.  It was always about the truth of who she was.  It wasn’t an act.  It wasn’t play.  It was real for her.  And when she met him a few months ago, she realized she had met someone whom it was real for, as well.

And that’s why they connected as a Daddy and BabyGirl.  It felt very natural to call him Daddy because that is exact who he was to her.

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She sat Indian-Leg style in the front passenger’s seat of his car.  Oh yes, they were headed to yet another adventure.  She was beginning to lose track of all the adventures they had gone on in a short amount of time.  But she didn’t need to keep tally of them anymore.  She had a Book of Dreams which not only helped her keep count, but also held the drawings from those adventures.  And no matter where she went, that Book of Dreams accompanied her. Continue Reading …

Born in Her Fantasies, Built with His Hands

50 ThingsFrom the book:

50 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night

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“Born in Her Fantasies, Built with His Hands” –

She sat on his knee, as naked as the day she was born.  In many ways, it felt like every day with him renewed the heart that beat within her chest and she was affected with a love and a life which felt newborn.  In her mind, it was the perfect blend of fantasy and reality. 

Being a BabyGirl was her greatest fantasy.  But being his BabyGirl was what was so great about her reality.  Whether she was naked or dressed to the “9”s, Big or little in thought, word and deed – she knew she would always be his BabyGirl.

He gently rubbed his hand up and down her back as he read over what she had written on the piece of construction paper in his hand.  Easing back into the reclining chair, the smile on his face made her feel good that what he was reading he was also envisioning.

She looked back at the corner of living room where she had been made to kneel, but it wasn’t for the sake of punishment that he put her there.  It was for the sake of focus.  She recalled her time in that corner, from just a few minutes prior. Continue Reading …

Penny’s Snowman: “Angels and the Signs of Love”

Penny 2 - Pajama - Part 2Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 
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here is the preview: “Angels and the Signs of Love”

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Part One:

It was Saturday morning and only one word was needed to describe the current state of this weekend …

SNOW!!!!

From the Heavens, floating down and coating the Earth with a blanket of whiteness which brought about the joyfulness of so many hearts, Big and little.

And Penny happened to be one of those little hearts with delight for the snowfall overnight. There was so much fun to be had outside. The roads were covered and there would be no traveling today, at least not until much later.

And what this meant was – she and Elliot, her beloved Daddy, had a day free from all possible interruptions.

Christmas Eve was two weeks from today. And it seemed this Holiday Season was fast-becoming the one which would make the fondest memories for her. Elliot had brought a happiness into her life she never knew before. She was in love and for the first time, could see a possible pathway to her future. And each day left a bit of mystery of the joys to come.

On this day, however, those joys were very clear and they all came from …

SNOW!!!

Penny sat Indian-leg style on the living room rug, leaning up against the front of the couch. Across her lap was the pink Princess TV tray she found at a yard sale in the spring. When she bought it, she said it was for her niece, but the lady who sold it to her had a smile that told she knew otherwise and along with the statement: “Everything I’ve sold today has been for someone’s niece”, Penny knew she had been caught. It was a fun moment and she enjoyed having to admit that the tray was for her.

On this day, Penny the Pajama BabyGirl wasn’t wearing footed pajamas. She woke up in footed pajamas, but presently she wore a pink baby-t, a bib and a diaper. Continue Reading …

Dreaming … or Writing a Story.

Absolute innocence, that purest vulnerability seeking gentleness and tenderness.

She is more BabyGirl inside than she is anything else.  And when her heart’s fondest desires are met, when her soul’s most passionate wishes are granted, when her mind’s simplest obsessions are completed, she is free to open herself up and let out the little girl she has always been. 

It makes me wanna dream … or write a story.

The Webcam “Nightie”- Night

ABDL Bedtime Stories - The Dirty OnesFrom the book:

ABDL BedTime StoriesThe Dirty Ones

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The WebCam “Nightie” – Night

Victoria took one last minute to check her hair in the bathroom mirror before racing to bed.  The glow on her skin told the tale that she was in love.  But she wouldn’t be racing off to bed with anyone, simply by herself … well, sort of.

She stepped back from the mirror to take in her full image, smiling innocently at the cuteness of the white nightie that covered her frame while grinning at her own naughty of the advantage of purchasing a nightie which was just a little bit too short.

She felt the back of her legs, making certain she didn’t miss any hair in the shower while foregoing her own modesty to check every other place that needed to be smooth.  She seemed impatient to make the last minute preparations and this impatience was for good reason.  In fact, it was for one reason alone … him.

The love of her life and the man she called Daddy would soon be calling her to tuck her into bed and the manner in which he did this over the phone was unbelievably addicting.  And it was that reaction which made their time apart bearable. Continue reading …

Penny’s Christmas Tree: The “Ever” of Green

Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 

 

here is a three-part segment from the opening adventure:

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Part One

December was here at last! And the season was in full swing.

Oh what a wonderful time of year it was. The spirit of Christmas was in the air. Decorations started lining people’s front porches and windows. Christmas wreathes were hung from the street lights and the sound of Christmas music could be heard no matter where you went.

Shopping malls became crowded and it was a busy time of year for all. Perhaps, it was the one time of year that the busier you were, the happier you were. And everybody seemed to be sharing in the cheer. People were nicer this time of year and the sight of total strangers walking down the street smiling could spread the joy of the season.

Penny loved Christmas and ever since she was a little girl, she would make certain to participate in every single Christmas event she could while not forgetting the reason for Christmas.

But this year, she had another reason to be joyful. She had a Daddy and one who loved her more deeply than she could’ve ever imagined. And he held the love of Christmas in a special place in his heart just like she did. What more could a little girl want than a Daddy to share in the love of so many things which she felt too?

Well … truth being told, Penny could probably think of a lot of things she wanted, but the only thing she needed was Elliot, the Daddy she had dreamed of and the Daddy who appeared on every page of her Book of Dreams.

It was Friday night of the first weekend of December. And they were all ready in his car, on the way to what she was sure would be yet another adventure she would never forget. This time, their destination would be no surprise. They were headed to get her a Christmas tree, a real one and words couldn’t describe how happy this made her. Continue Reading …

What She Found in the Front Seat

Zeke and Lily - Ever AfterZeke and Lily: Ever After

Spend your winter with Zeke and Lily, in this, the 5th story in their saga.

Knowing for certain has never felt so good.

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What She Found in the Front Seat

Part One: The Penultimate Level

Lily clung to Zeke’s side as they made their way back to the car. The feel of Christmas was in the air and she was a Yuletide cheerleader. Happiness abounded and this was no time to be poopy about things.

This was never more the truth than right at this moment. Luckily, her diaper didn’t need changed for that reason, but in an effort not to dampen the spirits of the Christmas shopping day they had planned, there was an unexpected change in their plans. Unexpected until Zeke asked her.

Lily recalled his words before they left the house that morning:

“As we are out and about today, I don’t want you to hesitate to tell me that you need your diaper changed. Okay?” he stated and asked as she nodded timidly, feeling herself being readjusted back into the BabyGirl state-of-mind. “That’s a good girl. If you tell Daddy that you need changed, then Daddy won’t have to check your diaper as often.”

The thought of being stopped and having the leggings lowered and her diaper exposed as he checked her for wetness or messiness was a heart-pounding one. Realizing his words just coursed through her senses, he continued.

“And I don’t want you to be embarrassed when I change you,” he said, slowly dusting the powder over her bottom with his hand. “Your sister will be right there to keep you comfortable and distract you when the BabyGirl butterflies get so intense in your tummy that you can’t control them.”

Oh my, if he only knew that those butterflies were all ready too much to handle for her!

And now she was headed to the car in the shopping outlet parking lot for a backseat change. Continue Reading …

“The Little Girl Inside”

 Her Daddy always told her to look inside herself when she felt insecure about who she was. And by looking inside herself, the BabyGirl would see the value which she possessed and what she meant to others.

So before her Daddy tucked her in for the night, she stood in front of the mirror on the dresser next to her bed. Staring into a reflection of her irises, she saw a little girl in pigtails, holding a teddy bear and wearing the same pajamas she was.

This little girl saw the future ahead of her and how that future was limitless and filled with a kind of love uncommon. She had dreams and aspirations of never leaving a world of safety and security, innocence and purity, passion and unconditional love. – All made possible by her open heart and the Daddy who protected her.

The BabyGirl wanted so much to be the little girl she saw in that mirror … and then she realized that the mirror was showing the little girl inside which she had always been … made to feel that unconditional love uncommon by her Daddy who now summoned her to her bed.

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25 “Charm Sakers”

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It takes a little more time for an e-book to go through the Ibook process, but as the books become available in Ibook, they will be updated here.

Regardless of the site which lists them, these books and the stories within will always be a piece of my heart, mind and soul.

And thank you for visiting my website.

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The Pajama BabyGirl - Part 1 The Pajama BabyGirl - Part 2 Penny 3 - BeachTown The Stories of Time Gabriel and Gina: Crossroads Penny 4 - SnowBunny gratification Seven: Pleasures & Guilt The Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 2   The Mommy Grats - Girl Power 2   The ABDL MedFet Book Zeke & Lily: By Summer's End Gratification Eight: Power Trips & Sexual Extreme The Mia Series - Book 7 The Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 3The Mommy Grats - Girl Power 3The Traveling BabyGirl The ABDL MedFet Book 2 From Sun Up to Sun Down The Dynamic Story Gratification Nine: Unfinished Fantasies & Unspoken Realities Zeke and Lily 10 - For A LifeTime Deja Vu ABDL Bedtime Stories - The Clean Ones  ABDL Bedtime Stories - The Dirty Ones Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: Yittlin Extreme The ABDL Horror Book The Mia Series - Book 8 The ABDL Pet Play Book The ABDL MedFet Book 3 Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 4  Lucy BabyLove The Mommy Grats - Girl Power 4 Country Rose  Feeling Little In a Big World 2 ABDL Bedtime Stories - The Tangled Fairy Tales Gratification Ten: Five Days of Want and Need The ABDL MedFet Book 4 The ABDL Nympho Book The ABDL Apartment Book Climax The ABDL Apartment Book 2 The Mia Series - Book 9 One Hot Night Sticky Situations 1 - 5 Front The Voice

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The Grats(BDSM, Sexual, Spankings, Discipline, Humiliation)

 
The Gratification Series:
Gratification: Fantasies and Punishment
Gratification Two: Discipline and Punishment
Gratification Three: Surrender and Submission
Gratification Four: Helpless and Vulnerable
Gratification Five: Spankings & Correction
Gratification Six: Mind Games & Melt Downs
Gratification Seven: Pleasure & Guilt
Gratification Eight:  Power Trips & Sexual Extreme
Gratification Nine: Unfinished Fantasies & Unspoken Realities
Gratification Ten: Five Days of Want & Need
Tender Belong
The Mind Fuck
 
The Saturday Night Series

10 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night
10 More Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night
10 Things Left To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night
10 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Sunday Morning
10 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Monday Night
 
Sticky Situations: The Complete Box Set
 
The Mommy Grats
Boy Toy
Girl Power
Boy Toy 2
Girl Power 2
Boy Toy 3
Girl Power 3
Boy Toy 4
Girl Power 4
 
The BedTime Stories Collections
ABDL BedTime StoriesThe Clean Ones
ABDL BedTime StoriesThe Dirty Ones
ABDL BedTime StoriesThe Tangled Fairy Tales
 
Others:
The ABDL MedFet Book
The ABDL MedFet Book 2
The ABDL MedFet Book 3
The ABDL MedFet Book 4
The ABDL MedFet Book 5
The ABDL Horror Book
The ABDL Pet Play Book
The ABDL Nympho Book
The ABDL Nympho Book 2
The Voice
Late Friday Evening … Early Saturday Morning 
From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience
Deja Vu
The ABDL Apartment Book
The ABDL Apartment Book 2
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The Sagas  – (ABDL Romances, with mild or minor sexuality.)

The Zeke and Lily Series:
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon A Beginning
Zeke and Lily: Overnight
Zeke and Lily: Making a Memory
Zeke and Lily: Her Diary
Zeke and Lily: Ever After
Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching
Zeke and Lily: Resolutions – Part One
Zeke and Lily: Resolutions – Part Two
Zeke and Lily: By Summer’s End
Zeke and Lily: For A LifeTime
 
The Mia Series:
Book One
Book Two  (Click here for epub link)
Book Three
Book Four
Book Five
Book Six
Book Seven
Book Eight
Book Nine
 
The Gabriel and Gina Series:
When Fantasy Became Her Reality
Two Days, Three Nights
Crossroads
 
 
Others:
That’s When I Knew
The Online Anthology   
Johnny and the Princess
The Dynamic Story
BabyLove
Lucy
Country Rose
Country Rose 2
Climax
One Hot Night

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The Yittlins – (Or “Little Ones”.  High Fantasies, Non-sexual.)

 
The Rock-A-Bye Series:
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: Short and Sweet Stories
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: Thoughts and Other Journeys of the Mind
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: The Home Sweet Home Stories
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: The Stories of Time
Rocy-a-Bye BabyGirls: Yittlin Extreme
 
The Adventures of Penny
The Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 1-5
The Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 6-10
The BeachTown BabyGirl
The SnowBunny BabyGirl
The Traveling BabyGirl
 
Others:
Feeling Little in a Big World
Feeling Little in a Big World 2
 

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The Mia Series: Book Three (The Weekend of Decision)

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The past two weeks made clear how much Mia missed the way she felt when with Eric and she was finding it hard to function without him. It would have to suffice for a while to enjoy her weekends with him and then go about her life as usual throughout the week. But she saw how much his absence of one weekend had affected her.  A decision would definitely have to be made.

A month ago, Mia was a different soul.  She was still the shy and sweet girl she had always been.  But she hadn’t unlocked the desires and wishes of her heart, nor did she even know what they were, just that there was a feeling of “incomplete” that lived within her.

“Love at first sight” is a power moment in life.  “Love at first touch” is even more powerful, especially when the touch was to a place inside her that no one had ever reached before … until she met Eric.

In the few visits they’ve had together, she opened up to the submission, innocence, passion and love that the Daddy/BabyGirl dynamic provided between two hearts made to bond with each other.

Follow Mia and Eric in this, their 3rd book, as they search for the future and the reality which includes the fantasy they have come to know as their love.

Read the Sample:  “Thank You For Loving Me”.

 

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If you like The Mia Series, I’d also recommendThe Zeke & Lily Saga

The Mia Series

The Mia Series - Book One The Mia Series - Book Two The Mia Series - Book Three The Mia Series - Book Four The Mia Series - Book Five The Mia Series - Book Six The Mia Series - Book Seven The Mia Series - Book Eight The Mia Series - Book Nine The Mia Series - Book 10

Book One     Book Two     Book Three     Book Four     Book Five           Book Six      Book Seven   Book Eight      Book Nine     Book Ten

“Thank You For Loving Me”

beautiful girl sitting by the windowFrom The Mia Series: Book Three,

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here is the opening of the first chapter:

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In every girl’s thoughts are the obsessions which captivate her.

In every BabyGirl’s thoughts are the obsessions which become her reasoning for decisions.

What would happen if she realized that her thoughts weren’t actually obsessions, but rather the necessities of her heart? And how would this affect the decisions she knew she had to make?

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Mia embraced Eric, resting the side of her head on his shoulder. She was naked and clinging to him with no desire to let him go. Her arms were wrapped around his neck and her legs were wrapped around his waist, with ankles interlocked behind because she never wanted to be any further away from him again.

It was early Friday evening and the past two weeks had been the longest of her life since they weren’t able to get together last weekend. She felt so lonely, even though they spoke every day since his last visit.

For the first few days of their time apart, she thought she was just being a typical overly-emotional girl who just wasn’t going to be happy until she saw him again. But then she realized that she wasn’t being overly-emotional at all. Something had happened between them all ready and for as quick as their courtship had been and as extremely new as it still was, whatever had happened between them – whatever that connection was which existed between them had changed her … forever.

Eric rocked her back and forth in his arms, sensing how affectionate she was and waiting until she was ready to talk of the emotions she was feeling.

He carried her into his bedroom and sat down on the side of the bed, placing her on his knee and retrieving a pacifier from the nightstand. Continue Reading …

Zeke and Lily: Ever After

Zeke and Lily - 05They met face-to-face in Once Upon a Beginning.
Then, there was the first night in Overnight.
Then the Caribbean vacation in Making a Memory.
Then, they moved in together in Her Diary.                       Now Zeke and Lily approach an Ever After.

Will it be Happily?

The Holiday Season has arrived and Lily is filled with the joys of Christmas. She and Zeke spend the holidays with an assortment of eclectic friends. They find out that having friends, through the good times and the bad is a blessing in disguise.

With Yuletide in full bloom, Lily and Zeke deal with a serious and dangerous adjustment to her medical treatment, pregnancy, emergency trips to the hospital, a rather heated return from her abusive father and a secret Christmas Wish that Lily desperately prays to come true.

Spend your Christmas with Zeke and Lily, in this, the 5th story in their saga.

Sample: 
What She Found on the Front Seat
When Mr. Woody helped Lily turn a Windmill
 

Knowing for certain has never felt so good.

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End
Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.


If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

   

 

 

The Most Beautiful Thing

Being a Princess wasn’t just a state of mind for her, it was the dream of a way of life.

She had been disappointed before and had been hurt before with other relationships which simply weren’t right for her or the guy she was seeing.

But it was when she embraced the sweetness within herself and allowed her heart to soften that she finally got the relationship thing right. And it would be in the comfort of the husband she only called “Daddy” that she would spend the rest of her life.

She often thought back to those relationships in her past that didn’t work out and realized that because she never stopped believing in the fairy tale and never stopped searching for the love her heart was meant to feel that she now rejoiced in spending her days and nights in a t-shirt and a diaper … and oh yes, a wedding ring.

She knew that what she felt for him must’ve been true “Daddy” love. Otherwise, it wouldn’t have been possible to lie before him in the messiest diaper of her life and still feel like she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.

25 “Charm Sakers”

To Sleep, Perchance To Dream …

 

ABDL Bedtime Stories - The Clean OnesFrom the book:

ABDL BedTime StoriesThe Clean Ones
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Here is a “Slice of the Nice”:

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To Sleep, Perchance to Dream

Years down the road …

Lucy startled awake, hearing a noise. She sat up in bed, looking around. The night light plugged into the wall made for enough of a glow in her bedroom to make out shapes, silhouettes of shapes. But nothing seemed to be there. It was just another strange noise in the night.

The night light was a necessity in her bedroom, a trick passed along to her by her mother. Oh, how she missed her mother right now. She had heard so many noises recently in the night and they made her jumpy. Since she had moved out of her parents’ place into her first apartment, it seemed she was becoming plagued with that little girl what’s under my bed syndrome all over again.

She loved her parents and knew that her mother cried all the time that her daughter moved out, but Lucy had graduated from college and it was time to be on her own so she could find her place in this world. It meant she was growing up and it felt good to be on her own, but it wasn’t always comforting.

She lied back down and closed her eyes, trying to go back to sleep. Sometimes her nerves got the best of her.

LIKE RIGHT NOW!

She sat back up in bed, having heard a noise for certain this time. Continue reading …

Walking the Walk

Appearing in:

Gratification: Volume One
 

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Walking the Walk

What is your issue today?” he asked in a whispered, yet stern voice as he pulled his BabyGirl over into Woman’s Intimates section of the JC Penney’s store at the mall.

The woman browsing through the section each quickly glanced at them and then looked away. They were certainly curious as to what was going on, but her outfit may well have been attracting their attention as well.

She was dressed as a schoolgirl in a white button down shirt that wasn’t buttoned up but was tied in a knot at the bottom of her cleavage. Her white bra bled through the thin material and was noticeable if someone were to study her chest with their eyes. Around her waist was a red and black, pleated skirt that barely covered much of her thighs at all. Her feet, normally bare, were covered with short ankle socks that scarcely stuck out from her white sneakers which had been triple tied as to prevent the laces from coming loose. Her hair was brushed smoothed and put into pigtails on the sides of her head with white ribbon, cutely done up into bows.

The most provocative part of her outfit was the one thing that couldn’t be seen. She was wearing a diaper, not because she truly needed it for a physical reason but rather because she belonged in a diaper. You see, she was an adult baby and her lover was her Daddy. Their relationship had gone from curiosity to exploration to lifestyle. Rarely did she ever feel like a grown-up, except when he made love to her, but even then she was spoken to as if she were little.

She wasn’t at all upset by playing the role of a BabyGirl. In fact, it was her fantasy turned passion turned reality. She loved it, but on this day she wasn’t happy and she wasn’t telling him why. From head to toe, she looked absolutely adorable, except for the frown on her face, the pouty pink lips and the scowl across her forehead. Continue Reading …

For the Love of a Teddy Bear – Part Two of Two

The connection between a Daddy and BabyGirl is unique in that it bonds their hearts and their emotions in a dynamic where they don’t just love each other, but they love because of each other.

The connection can produce strong emotions that can be seen through the sentiments displayed by the actions of a BabyGirl. In other words: she shows the love she is feeling inside. And one of the clearest examples of this is the joy of expressing that love to one of The Big 3 … her teddy bear.

Her Teddy Bear will follow her to the playpen or just to play time.  It’s the honor and duty of any constant companion to not only be there for her, but for her to want that Teddy Bear to be there.

Maybe that’s because a teddy bear doesn’t argue with a BabyGirl.  It simply does what she wants it to.  And for as much as submission is very much at the core innocence of a BabyGirl’s Heart, there are points in time when she needs to call the shots.  And her Teddy Bear is always willing to listen. 

The Teddy Bear will sit through the same episodes of a BabyGirl’s favorite cartoon, again and again and again.  And it is because the Teddy is willing to do this that she needs him to watch those cartoons with her again – because her Teddy understands why those cartoons are so important to her.

A Teddy Bear truly understands why a BabyGirl is how she is.

Maybe it’s not for a Daddy to know the depths of for certain, just to see it’s there.

But when a BabyGirl is so filled with affection that the love she has received and is feeling inside comes bubbling back out of her, the littleness in her heart makes her want to share that love just as much as she needs to.

And having a Teddy Bear with her, at all times little, makes it easy to express just how she has been made to feel.

For the Love of a Teddy Bear – Part One of Two

The connection between a Daddy and BabyGirl is unique in that it bonds their hearts and their emotions in a dynamic where they don’t just love each other, but they love because of each other.

The connection can produce strong emotions that can be seen through the sentiments displayed by the actions of a BabyGirl.  In other words: she shows the love she is feeling inside.  And one of the clearest examples of this is the joy of expressing that love to one of The Big 3 … her teddy bear.  

A BabyGirl’s teddy bear is very lucky in that it is always a part of her days and her nights.  As a constant companion or as the first thing she goes for when she gets home, her teddy is shown an affection which bubbles out of her.  And it is this ever-consuming emotion which displays how little a girl feels and how deeply the BabyGirl inside has been touched.

  

Now, when I say “teddy bear”, what I’m making reference to is any stuffed animal she carries with her, cherishes and calls her own.  “For Love of a Stuffed Animal”  had a charming ring to it, but I thought “For Love of a Teddy Bear” drove the point home a little more directly.

But regardless of what the animal is, her face lights up when she picks it up, hugs it, feels its softness on her skin and is reminded that she is a BabyGirl because only someone with the Love of Little in her heart could want to share that love as much as she needed to.  And having a Teddy Bear with her, at all times little, makes it easy to share what’s in her heart.

 And simply stated:

Where BabyGirl goes, there Teddy goes, too.

And Teddy becomes an outward extension of her personality similar to her pacifier, her blanket, her diaper, her nightie, her onesie, her bottle, her sippy cup, her toys, her coloring books, her crib and her high chair.  But the difference is:  A Teddy Bear is more than just an object.  It’s a state of mind.

Teddy goes along to her diaper changes.  In fact, she may even insist that Teddy is there.

A diaper change is a very bonding moment between a Daddy and a BabyGirl, and it is a bond which renews its strength every time her bottom goes wet.

And it’s within these diaper changes when she needs to be made to feel comfortable with being little that a Teddy Bear by her side is able to return the love to her that she has shown to it, much in the same way that her Daddy does. 

Like her Daddy, Teddy is the perfect compliment to the littleness of her heart, of her mind, of her life and of her world, no matter what time of day or night.

    

Teddy is also taken along for naps and tucked in right along side a BabyGirl because when you’re little and you have been made to feel a love which you immediately show to another, you will eventually need to recharge your heart.  After all, a BabyGirl is many things strong, but she’s still a Baby.  And that’s a lot of deep emotion passing through her.  The same goes for her teddy bear.

But, oh there so much more that she has to share … For Love of a Teddy Bear.

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Part Two …

Castles and Fortunes

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 1 – 5
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It was Friday night and another happy weekend was underway because Elliot was down to visit. Penny looked forward to the weekends anyway, but now she counted the fractions of each second of each minute until Friday night arrived and his car pulled into the driveway. She had gone from falling in love with him to falling in love with the mere thought of him.

And it was the greatest motivation she had ever known to get through the week until she next saw him. It was fast becoming the constant thought of her waking mind to reach out for the goal of being with him all the time. It felt so right and seemed so tangible, but she always cautioned her thoughts to not skip over the steps they were making now and to not forget that the path to a happy future went directly through enjoying the memories of the present and the moment.

And at this present moment, they were headed down the road for an evening she would certainly be adding to her fondest Daddy memories.

First came a stop at the gas station and as they filled up, she waved to him through the front window which he was squeegee-ing clean, a rather important detail that a lot would probably forget to do for where they were headed.

This autumn had been filled with so many happy memories all ready that she was delighting in the fact that she was having trouble remembering them all. The Holidays would begin next week with Thanksgiving. Many more memories were in store and she thought perhaps it would make sense to start writing them all down – so as to keep the details from slipping away.

She flipped the visor down on the passenger’s side and opened the vanity mirror, checking to make certain her pigtails were even and straight. She trusted him to put them up right, but it never hurt to check for herself. From the mirror’s showings, she could see the mound of things in the backseat they had brought with them for this trip. She got up on her knees and leaned over the front seat to look back at it all. How much fun this would be!! Continue reading …

Good Night, Princess.

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She looks up at him with all the affection a BabyGirl’s eyes can emit for a Daddy who has changed her life.  She nestles in his arms and cradles across his lap, a place where she truly belongs and wants to remain.

He has bathed her, diapered her, dressed her for bed, swaddled her in her baby blanket and now holds the baby bottle from which she drinks.  And every second of the journey from the bathtub to this very instant, she hasn’t taken her eyes off him once.

She is his BabyGirl and he is her Daddy and the power of the dynamic between them makes the years of searching seem like a quick trip for the lifetime ahead they will share with each other.  

The warm milk fills her belly quickly, beginning its usual effect of making her sleepy.  But she doesn’t want to go to sleep.  She never wants to sleep when he is with her.  She sees it as time spent apart from memories they could be making together.

She has long since learned to accept that she is his BabyGirl and will abide comfortably in the time she has with him.  And from his kindness, she has learned to enjoy the moment because there are infinite memories that can be made in a single instant of time.

She finishes the bottle and sits up with his help. Her senses and emotions have been softened and she slowly embraces his neck, wrapping her arms around him with an affection driven straight from the center of her heart.

He pats her back and rocks her gently in his arms as she attaches her feminine touch to the burp which escapes her.

She yawns.  He returns her back to the cradle of his arms and to her lips places the pacifier which will usher her into her dreams just moments from now.

She nestles the side of her face against his chest, clutching his t-shirt with her tiny fists.  She doesn’t want to be put to bed.  She doesn’t want to leave his side.  It matters too much to her to be separated from him, even if just for the fast of this night.

He rocks her gently and soon she realizes he isn’t putting her to bed.  He’s going to hold her all night long.  She’ll soon fall asleep, but she’ll do so in the comfort and love of his arms.

She nestles herself closer yet, pressing up against his chest fully, shifting her body until she finds a new position.

He leans back on the couch, allowing her to come to rest on top of him.  She can hear his heart beating through his chest.  It is slow and melodic, the perfect metronome to guide her into that far away place, awaiting her arrival.

Her eyelids grow heavy and she fights them for a moment or two before she succumbs to the inevitable.

He kisses the top of her head, enveloping her frame with his arms.

“Good Night, Princess,” he whispers as her eyes close.

Feeling Little In a Big World

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This is the story of an evening when a BabyGirl and a Daddy took a trip out into the Big World and during this trip, she encounters some situations which are a bit humiliating, a bit embarrassing and also a bit thrilling.

She truly feels little in this Big World, but luckily her Daddy is with her to protect and help her remain in that little state of mind which she so very much adores.

Here’s a portion of the story as they were headed to a nearby park:

The car ride was a mixture of silliness (as she played peek-a-boo with her blanket and teddy, not to mention the cars that rolled passed them) and laughter as he subjected her to spontaneous tickling of the ribs, the neck, the legs and the feet.  He kept her mind occupied and entertained during their journey to a destination she never questioned.  But when he pulled into the parking area, her eyes lit up with elation.  Just barely giving him time to put the car in park, she unbuckled herself, flung the door open and excitedly darted off with bear and blanket in hand.

She had almost made it to the swing set and the jungle gym when he finally caught up to her, grabbing hold of her wrist just a split second before her bare feet would’ve begun stomping on the wood chips which lined the ground of the play area.

“Stay with Daddy, Princess,” he said in a firm, but still pleasant tone as he gave her diapered bottom a pat.

He never raised his voice, but his tone and that pat she received made certain the point was clear to her.  And she understood.  Instantly, her chin lowered and her shoulders shrunk up.  Her puppy dog eyes got glassy and she hugged her teddy bear for dear life.

“BabyGirl, you can’t run off like that.  You could get hurt,” he said while kneeling down in front of her, being sympathetic to how she now felt.  “Those wood chips would’ve gone right into the bottom of your feet.  And that probably would’ve hurt, right?”

She nodded sheepishly and as he continued to talk to her, she began to regress.  At first, it was just subtle clues as she looked around aimlessly at others who were in the park, but before long her steps became as small as she felt and she had trouble focusing on their simple stroll through the park.  She saw this great big world around her and it made her feel very little.  Continue reading …