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My thoughts on the subject and on life itself.

A Dynamic Unlike Any Other

There is no thought more rewarding than knowing you love someone so deeply that you give her everything your heart can offer her.

And seeing her receive that love and then return it back to you, melts your soul.  Because it makes three things very clear:

– You both understand that when two people give, no one has to take.

– What you have to offer her meets her needs.

– You mean as much to her as she means to you.

In the midst of a dynamic unlike any other, it’s that connection and that very instant when her eyes tell you that you just touched a place so deep within her that she knows you are more than good enough.

You won’t be perfect for her and she won’t be perfect for you, but you’ll both be perfectly flawed for each other.

Feeling Little In a Big World

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This is the story of an evening when a BabyGirl and a Daddy took a trip out into the Big World and during this trip, she encounters some situations which are a bit humiliating, a bit embarrassing and also a bit thrilling.

She truly feels little in this Big World, but luckily her Daddy is with her to protect and help her remain in that little state of mind which she so very much adores.

Here’s a portion of the story as they were headed to a nearby park:

The car ride was a mixture of silliness (as she played peek-a-boo with her blanket and teddy, not to mention the cars that rolled passed them) and laughter as he subjected her to spontaneous tickling of the ribs, the neck, the legs and the feet.  He kept her mind occupied and entertained during their journey to a destination she never questioned.  But when he pulled into the parking area, her eyes lit up with elation.  Just barely giving him time to put the car in park, she unbuckled herself, flung the door open and excitedly darted off with bear and blanket in hand.

She had almost made it to the swing set and the jungle gym when he finally caught up to her, grabbing hold of her wrist just a split second before her bare feet would’ve begun stomping on the wood chips which lined the ground of the play area.

“Stay with Daddy, Princess,” he said in a firm, but still pleasant tone as he gave her diapered bottom a pat.

He never raised his voice, but his tone and that pat she received made certain the point was clear to her.  And she understood.  Instantly, her chin lowered and her shoulders shrunk up.  Her puppy dog eyes got glassy and she hugged her teddy bear for dear life.

“BabyGirl, you can’t run off like that.  You could get hurt,” he said while kneeling down in front of her, being sympathetic to how she now felt.  “Those wood chips would’ve gone right into the bottom of your feet.  And that probably would’ve hurt, right?”

She nodded sheepishly and as he continued to talk to her, she began to regress.  At first, it was just subtle clues as she looked around aimlessly at others who were in the park, but before long her steps became as small as she felt and she had trouble focusing on their simple stroll through the park.  She saw this great big world around her and it made her feel very little.  Continue reading …

Security and the Big “3”

Security and that sense of feeling safe and protected is something that a BabyGirl seeks just as much as that sense of feeling loved like no other.  Perhaps those two senses go hand in hand for her, as well they should for her to be able to open her heart and the wishes there within.

It is within those wishes, those yearnings that you will see what a BabyGirl is made of and truly all about.  It is within her heart you will find what she truly loves, what she wants in life, and the type of BabyGirl she wants to be. 

Feeling safe is one of the greatest feelings in the world.  Being made to feel safe by someone else is a feeling so great it is beyond any other.  For a Daddy, a BabyGirl who smiles because of him is someone he comes to need just as much.

When I say “The Big 3”, I am talking about the pacifier, the blanket, and the teddy bear.  The three most common items that can bring a Babygirl that sense of safety, security, and warmth (aside from the diaper, of course). 

Every BabyGirl loves one of them, if not all three.  It’s these items that serve to help and remind a girl that she is protected, even when her Daddy is not around.  Wanting to live a life where she is cradled, hugged, played with, and made to feel wonderful inside when she not only wants it but needs it most….that is a testament to her heart’s wishes.

When her heart goes from using phrases like “interested in”, “exploring” and “curious about” to feeling the emotions of words and phrases like “want”, “desire”, “long for”, “need”, “cry out”, “ache for”, and “crave”, it is then that she begins to discover what her heart is all about and what is within it.

Any Daddy who lives for the sight of her smiling face, and the warmth of fulfilling her wishes, will remember what her heart seeks by looking at what his heart seeks as well.

When she curls up on your lap and begins to get comfortable, it is then that you complete the trio. 

First her favorite blanket – which could be anything.  After all, it’s her security and only she will know what brings it to her.  Whether she is simply draped in it or swaddled from head to toe, the blanket brings her physical warmth which matches up with the warmth you have placed inside her heart, her mind and her soul.

Then her pacifier, contrasting those beautiful eyes and immediately sending her mind down the path of comfort.  She becomes timid and within her irises, you see directly into the center of who she is.  She opens herself to you as she finds the security to do so.

Finally, you produce her teddy bear from behind your back.  And if you have touched her heart, if you have found a way into her soul, maybe her eyes will say:  “You Remembered!” as an honest smile forms behind her pacifier, warming the color of her face.  (And that is something beautiful, AB related or not. When a girl’s face finds a happiness it didn’t have a moment ago, a guy is taken back by it.)

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How she holds her “Big Three”… the pacifier in her lips, the blanket and teddy bear – snuggled to her face and body, tell you they make her feel good, and feel safe.  Then she cradles up to you, snuggly to your body … you make her feel good, and feel safe as well.  She closes her eyes and drifts to sleep in your arms and the cradle of your lap.   

Security, at last.

The Essence of a BabyGirl: The Straight, The Curly and The Un-Ugly

What is it about a BabyGirl which makes her precious in a Daddy’s eyes?  What is it about her that awards her our everlasting love and a place in her Daddy’s heart which she winds up owning anyway?

It probably can’t be put into simple words or a list or a string of posts, but – by golly – I’m gonna try.

This may take a while. 

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A BabyGirl is possessed of one kind of mind.  There’s so much about her which melts you, mends you, needs you, controls you and only ever asks for you to love her.

From her head to her toes and from the outside to the inside, every blessed inch of her, every movement, every expression and every thought which comes through in her personality makes clear so much of what becomes her essence and effect.

So let’s begin with the top of her head.

Or more descriptively … her hair.

So what is it which makes a BabyGirl decide to shed the pigtails for the day?  Hair has always been a signal sender for a girl.  So what signal does a BabyGirl send when she doesn’t go with pigtails?

Curly Hair – Curly can often indicate insecurity or uncertainty, as if she can’t quite find the comfort she craves.  But it can also be a cry for attention or an indication of how little she feels.  And by making her hair more noticeable, she will often achieve receiving that attention.

Certainly to not forget to mention that some girls have naturally curly hair, the belief that curly hair equals “need” may only be stereotypical, but the question is:  How many times does that stereotype apply?

 

Straight Hair –  Straight can indicate “put together”, “in search of nothing” or “content with happiness”.  It’s also the easiest hairstyle for a Daddy to run his hands through, obviously.  On these days, order rules the way.  Not imposing order or being strict.  Just simply going about your day with the knowledge that order is all ready there.  It is on these days that she will be one step ahead of you every bit of the way.  She knows what she wants and she knows what she needs and she knows what she’s going to get.

Straight hair is an indication that she accepts her role with no hesitation or delay.  And it isn’t because she is making concessions or because she is withholding her feelings or emotions.  It’s simply because she can look herself in the mirror and say “I am his BabyGirl and that makes me very happy.”

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Be it understood and never forgotten:  There is no such thing as a bad hairstyle or a hairstyle which indicates inadequacy of a girl, but if we take the time to match up their moods and behavior with the decision they made that morning while standing in front of the mirror, we just might be able discover what they need before they even know it themselves.

The Essence of a BabyGirl: To “Tail” or Not to “Tail”

What is it about a BabyGirl which makes her precious in a Daddy’s eyes?  What is it about her that awards her our everlasting love and a place in her Daddy’s heart which she winds up owning anyway?

It probably can’t be put into simple words or a list or a string of posts, but – by golly – I’m gonna try.

This may take a while. 

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A BabyGirl is possessed of one kind of mind.  There’s so much about her which melts you, mends you, needs you, controls you and only ever asks for you to love her.

From her head to her toes and from the outside to the inside, every blessed inch of her, every movement, every expression and every thought which comes through in her personality makes clear so much of what becomes her essence and effect.

So let’s begin with the top of her head.

Or more descriptively … her hair.

Pigtails – When you see a BabyGirl in pigtails (or any female for that matter), what words come to mind?

Beautiful?  Adorable?  Cute?  Fun?  Cuddly?

Perhaps all of those apply.  For as much as a BabyGirl (or any female for that matter) loves having options and choices, though she doesn’t always like to make decisions about the choices, pigtails take on a few forms.  Here are the basic ones:

The “High” Pigtail – Drawn to the top of the back of her head, a BabyGirl will often find a bounce to her step.  No, not because of her high pigtails, but it’s on those days when high pigtails are her hairstyle of choice that you will find her in a mood that is playful and not interested in formal plans or trips or anything organized.  The higher the pigtail, the more she wants to enjoy the moment as it happens rather than planning it out.

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The “Low” Pigtail – Drawn down towards the back of her neck and sometimes onto the sides of her head, a BabyGirl will be looking for direction and organized adventures.  She knows that when out-n-about, there will be attention drawn to her anyway and a low pigtail will, for whatever reason, make the watcher automatically wander who she is with.

No, low pigtails are not indications of ownership of her, but they are indications of ownership of her heart.

The Braided Pigtails – Drawn to from the side of her head and braided, a BabyGirl is in a mood of clarity where she has a precise goal in mind and has weaved a plan with her mind as to how to achieve the goal, much like the weaving of her braided pigtails.  It is on these days that she will have focus and direction and just needs to be steered a little along the way.

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Pigtails are nothing uncommon.  Hollywood uses them all the time.  The reasoning for each kind of pigtail was merely my opinion and doesn’t always apply, but do you recognize any of these pigtailed cuties?

 

 

Be it understood and never forgotten:  There is no such thing as a bad hairstyle or a hairstyle which indicates inadequacy of a girl, but if we take the time to match up their moods and behavior with the decision they made that morning while standing in front of the mirror, we just might be able discover what they need before they even know it themselves.

The Mia Series – Book One

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This first installment takes place in a period of 24 hours in the life of Mia, a shy and sweet girl who is shown that the path to innocence and submission is as gentle and as kind as she wants it to be.

She goes from shyness to comfort to acceptance to adoration to want to need to completion.

And it all comes from receiving a kind of attention that can only be labeled as “White-Hot”.

It’s the kind of attention that a girl receives when she is young – when everyone loved her and wanted to hug her and wanted her to feel as sweet as she truly was.

They wanted nothing from her but to see her happy and having fun and smiling and laughing.

In adult life, Mia received a similiar kind of attention, but it was always laden with other intentions. 

On this weekend, she returns to the innocence of her past and is guided through the “little” emotions which re-awaken inside her.

By the end, she is a happy and contented BabyGirl whose entire life has changed, but my oh my, how she got there is what makes this story so endearing and heart-warming.

Sample: “In Every Girl’s Heart, there is a Fantasy …”

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If you like The Mia Series, I’d also recommendThe Zeke & Lily Saga

The Mia Series

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Book One     Book Two     Book Three     Book Four     Book Five           Book Six      Book Seven   Book Eight      Book Nine     Book Ten

The Enigma of the Ivories and the Strings

I play the guitar and the piano – but not at the same time.  (My toes tend to cramp up when I try. 😉 )

I was forced (and I mean “forced”) to take piano lessons in 1st grade by my mother and would take those lessons for ten years until my high school activities became too numerous to schedule piano lessons anymore.  For the next two years I would  glare evilly at the piano as I walked past it. 

Then in 12th grade, I heard a song on the radio.  It was “November Rain” by Guns ‘N Roses.  It has this amazing opening piano solo.  I feel in love with it instantly, raced up to Don Randalls Music Store, bought the sheet music and would spend the next few weeks driving my family crazy as I played that song over and over (even into the wee hours of the morning) until I memorized it.

I became so obsessed with learning that song, that I would practice it with my eyes closed and once tried playing it with the lights out in the room.   Needless-to-say, I learned I can’t play it like that, but I certainly tried.  🙂

From that point forward, I began playing the piano again and haven’t stopped since.

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The guitar I picked up my freshman year of college at Temple University, again being enticed to play an instrument because of a Guns ‘N Roses song.  This time, it was “Don’t Cry“, from the same album as November Rain.

Temple was a bit of a culture shock for me and when too shocked to do anything else, I sat in my dorm room and taught myself to play the guitar.

Throughout college, I wrote 100 songs – about 40 of which were about a girl I fell in love with and for three and a half years was too much of a chicken to say anything to.  So instead, I wrote her 40 songs.  The next to last day of our senior year, I mustered up the courage to tell her how I felt about her.

Then I played her the first and last songs I wrote about her:

Can’t Get Close Enough   and   The Way That I Do

It was a wonderful feeling to take her breath away, even if just once … but maybe I did it twice.

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I had practiced the piano for years and knew it like the back of my hand, but didn’t want to play anymore until something caught my eye and re-ignited my interest.

I knew nothing about the guitar.  It was a total mystery to me, but I wanted to learn it badly and I taught myself how to play it.

The difference was:

For the piano, I was given lessons.  For the guitar, I made my own lessons up.

What lessons did I really learn from the Ivories and the Strings?

“Sometimes the things you want come from the things you know.”?

It would be easy to add that: “The successes you will find will be learned along the way as you journey to reach them.”  Sort of  ‘been there, done that, much wiser now’.

But ultimately, you realize that what you pushed away in order to go after the enigma will be waiting for you when you return. 

And they just might want to hear you play “November Rain” and Don’t Cry”.

That, in itself, might be the real enigma: Which One To Play  …  And Why.

The Mia Series – Book Two (The Next Weekend. The Next Memory.)

The Mia Series - Book TwoPicking up the story where the first book ended, Mia continues to learn how rewarding submission is and how much more deeply she feels the love in a relationship which includes a dynamic most would not understand.

It’s the next weekend and the next memory is being built with each passing moment of the day.  She is spoken to in a manner much more sweetly with an intention to lead her towards an affection far more little still.

On this day, she doesn’t just feel little, she is regressed to near-infancy as the events of the day force her to reveal a secret of her heart.

From ponytail races to Toastix to whiskers to waddles, Mia learns that “flutterflies” isn’t just a silly sounding word.  It’s also what happens to her tummy when her Daddy uses that “voice” to speak to her.  It’s the feeling she always dreamed about.

But on this day she realizes a few other dreams, from fairy tale wishes to macaroni-n-cheese to surprises that turn her little heart Big – right at that moment in time when she needed to know she was more than just a BabyGirl to him.  She was his Princess.

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Preview

Mia yawned and rubbed her eyes, not really wanting to move yet for the comfort of the pillow and stuffed animal bedding she was lying upon. So he didn’t move her. He simply lied down next to her, removed the pacifier in the middle of her yawn and placed the rubber nipple of her wake-up bottle to her lower lip.

She took the tip in her mouth and began to nurse from it, looking up at him with the most innocent of eyes. How little she felt. How relaxed and regressed and accepting she had become. How submissive and helpless and vulnerable her soul now felt in his presence.

And, my oh my, how deeply she loved him. He just lied there next to her, resting his head on his hand and smiling at her while holding the bottle so she could drink from it. And he was contented to wait until she was done.

The quieter moments, like that one, made memories for her as fond as the trips and the presents and the bedroom. Perhaps it was how he had brought the same feel into every encounter they had, whether it was a little moment or not, that made instant affection out of time. Perhaps it was that it was altogether new to her, yet still a realization of something she always kind of knew about herself.

Whatever the reason was for their connection, it felt natural to call him “Daddy” and just as natural to see him that way.

She finished the bottle and he sat her up. On the way up, the burp came right out. She giggled at herself, accepting the pacifier back to her mouth after. She lifted her hands to the sky and off came the nightie. The cool breeze in the air caused her to shiver and she willing accepted the baby-t he put down over her head and arms. It was not a thick t-shirt, just one of the white ones she wore under certain outfits, but it was enough to keep her warm.

As her head emerged out of the collar of the shirt, her eyes were drawn to the television screen, paused once again at the point in the Sleeping Beauty movie when she fell asleep. He unpaused the movie again and he knelt behind her and took the pigtails on the sides of her head out of the holders, running his fingers through her locks and shaking her hair free.

She watched the movie as her took a brush through her hair, smoothing the hair back out before he put the pigtails back in, but this time putting them on the top of the back of her head, making them “high-pigtails”.

She could smell dinner in the air and climbed up into his arms, wrapping her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck as usual, but she had no idea that the new experiences of this weekend were about be increased by another and her greatest feeling of “little” was about to be felt.

He carried her into the kitchen, walking over to the stove and stirring the beef stew.

“So this is Mia?” Mia heard a female voice say.

Mia looked over to the kitchen to see a woman sitting there. Mia’s eyes grew big and wide. She buried her head in her Daddy’s neck as he carried her over to the table and sat next to the lady.

Oh, how “little” Mia felt at that moment.

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Want Another Sample? “The Next Memory She Would Never Forget”

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If you like The Mia Series, I’d also recommendThe Zeke & Lily Saga

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Book One     Book Two     Book Three     Book Four     Book Five           Book Six      Book Seven   Book Eight      Book Nine     Book Ten

The 5 Points of Connection

The 1st Point of Connection

“Hold my Hand”

Fingers interlocking, palms touching, arms stretched out as you walk along the wooded path, arms held tightly together for a closer, more intimate walk. In the mall, at the grocery store, at home on the couch, at the movies, in the park, at the party, at the toy store and wherever else you hold hands, you are sharing a point of contact where a connection is felt.

The holding of hands is a way of communicating to everyone around (as well as to the two of you) about a sentiment that is shared, a commitment that is made and an emotion which is mutual. For a Daddy and BabyGirl, hand holding can share so many feelings between them and convey so many messages to her.

Merely having her hand held inside his can show possession of her and that he is keeping track of where she is. This can produce those little feelings inside which she adores and craves, almost as if she would state (if she were feeling brave):

“This is my Daddy and I am his BabyGirl and we want everyone to know we are together because he loves me and I love him. And what we have is more important than anything else – each other, our hearts and our lives.”

But hand holding needn’t always be so serious.

For example, the squeezing game when he squeezes her hand and she squeezes back and they keep sending the pulse back and forth.

Or the times when a little impromptu dancing is called for, whether walking on the beach, or walking through the woods, or just simply when the mood strikes – wherever they are.

And of course, the only proper way for a BabyGirl to dance with her Daddy is to be standing on his toes and to be holding his hands.

And all of these connections, all of these experiences and instant memories await their beginning at your fingertips when he says:

“BabyGirl, hold my hand.”

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The 2nd Point of Connection

The Sentiment of a Kiss

Whether softly or aggressively and no matter where it’s placed, a kiss will share an emotion in an instant. It speaks without saying a word and can send heart beats to a galloping pace. Between a Daddy and a BabyGirl, a kiss will encompass the senses and the mind.

She closes her eyes as his lips touch her forehead – a sentiment of love that greets her many times throughout the day. And it speaks to her differently each time, saying: “Good Morning”, “Good Night”, “Have a good nap”, “Sleep Well”, “I love you”, “I need you”, “I want you”.

It tells her that she truly is cherished, loved and adored for how precious she is and who she is and what she means to him.

But there are other kinds of kisses: on the top of the head during a hug, on the tip of her nose as she sits in the tub – (that wasn’t meant to rhyme. :) ) But no matter where she feels it on her body, she always feels it in her heart – for every kiss tells her she has been a good girl.

And then there’s the kiss where one set of lips meets another. And for a Daddy and BabyGirl, this kiss pulls something from every corner of the every emotion, bringing it to the surface.

Breathing deepens as they wrap their arms around each other, heart beats begin to race faster still, passion increases, and the want – need – desire – longing and ache of every outcome is felt.

A pair of lips, placed at the right moment will connect two people together in ways so numerous that their entire selves are affected. And it all begins when she closes her eyes and feels his lips with The Sentiment of a Kiss.

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The 3rd Point of Connection

In These Arms

When arms are opened to you, a heart is opened to you. And the power of a hug can take any situation and make it better. It can take any difficulty and simplify it. It can take the good and make it great. It’s a connection that, just like the holding of hands and the sentiment of a kiss, can bond two people together, speaking of affection without saying a word.

Whether it’s the first action of greeting after having been apart or the last thing you do before saying goodbye, it’s a moment when you share a piece of your soul. Whether it’s done at random moments for random reasons or whether it’s done to help you through your emotions, your tears. Whether it’s done to say “Thank You” or “I Love You” or “I’m Here for You”, a hug is the perfect mixture of connection from contact and emotion.

For a Daddy and a BabyGirl, an embrace that wraps their bodies together envelopes what they mean to each other as much as his arms do around her frame.

And within his space, she feels a protection, both physical and psychological that will enable her to place her head on his chest and close her eyes, feeling the warmth from his body, listening to the rhythmic beating of his heart and taking in his scent.

Even thought the evils of the world may be right behind her, she is unafraid because those things behind her are in her past. That’s why she faces away from them. All that matters is what is in front of her and what loves her and what protects her.

Whether it’s a slow hug, rocking back and forth or whether it’s an excited hug as she wraps her arms around his neck like a little girl, there is a safety and security expressed, felt and realized in a hug. It is that hug and being as close to him as possible that makes it a point of connection … “In these arms”.

 
 
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The 4th Point of Connection

The Power of Being Cradle

She lies there, resting her frame peacefully inside the human cradle of his arms and his lap. She looks up at him. He gazes down at her. Their eye contact is unbroken, and the connection between them grows. He traces her eyebrows with his fingertips, taps the tip of her nose and her chin. Her body continues to relax as her mind is occupied by the attention she is receiving. He brushes the hair off her forehead and pats her bottom, but we’ll get into the “patting” a bit later. This connection is about the power of being cradled.

Silent Communication, once again, speaks to both of them. But for the BabyGirl, her position is also affecting her thoughts. From head to toe, she is encompassed by a sense of being controlled which is nurturing. The very position of her body is telling her to submit and she allows this transformation of power to take place with no dispute.

Surrounded by her Daddy and placed where he wants her to be, her attention is directed where he wants it to go … up to him. She remains there, in that submissive position for as long as he wants her to be there and she couldn’t be happier. It is that helpless feeling which makes her feel little.

Her feet are off the ground. Her legs aren’t being used. And when this happens, her mind undergoes a pleasant change. And with the establishment of trust, she willingly gives up control of herself. The thought of being that helpless, yet that safe is intoxicating.

Her mind is being engaged in the emotions she sees in his eyes. Without volition, she accepts any number of tasks – from a bottle feeding to a spoon feeding to a pacifier to funny face games to tickling to sleeping to napping to simply lying there in his company – all of which existing in his control and care. And this is the reason she accepts them. She too is under his control and care.

The attention – filling her mind with thoughts of acceptance, the submissive and nurturing position – softening her free will, the emotions – heightening her happiness to accept her place … all are experienced in The Power of Being Cradled.

 
 
 
 
 
 
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The 5th Point of Connection

“The Pat”

“The Pat” comes in many forms, for a plethora of different reasons. But each shares one thing in common: Its ability to alter her mindset, mood and disposition in an instant. This is another connection which has the ability to bond two souls together. It isn’t verbal, but, like the others, communicates so much where words fail.

Patting her bottom may well be most commonly used to tell her she has been a “Good Girl”. A Daddy doesn’t have to say those words for her to hear them in her head. And for a BabyGirl, when her bottom is patted, her diaper is patted as well. This is the stuff which not only makes her feel little, but reminds her how little she is.

But a pat can come in a swifter, more direct form. It corrects her behavior and though her bottom is diapered to prevent the sting, what it does to her mind has a lasting effect. She feels little, but in a way which makes her think twice about her actions. It is sudden and exacting. And her mind processes the information in the same fashion.

The pat can also tell her to hurry up and stop lollygagging. It can bring her comfort, knowing he is right behind her. It can bring her reassurance, knowing that though she isn’t in his arms or holding his hand or in the midst of a passionate kiss or enveloped in his cradling lap – he still loves her and it serves as yet another way to tell her what she means to him and the importance she has in his life.

The pat can have a more practical purpose than just the expression of sentiments and emotions. It can be done to check her diaper – yet another way to make her feel little and to re-enforce just how little she will always be in his heart and his soul, perhaps even more intense in its arrival when in public.

There are many ways to communicate a connection other than the five points discussed in these postings.

Someone can:

– Say how they feel, whether over the phone or in person

– Write how they feel, whether on paper or in an email or in a text message

– Show how they feel, whether through physical actions or the things they do.

And the most affected of individuals will:

– Hear what you say

– Read into what you write

– Appreciate what you do for them

A connection only exists when both sides of the bond react to each other. There is always an action and a reaction to moments in time when the affected notes this, eagerly awaiting “The Pat”.

“The Next Memory She Would Never Forget”

From The Mia Series – Book Two, here’s a memory Mia won’t forget:

(Listen to the sound file of this story, read by ResonantYes of FetLife)

The Mia Series - Book TwoIn every girl’s imagination, there is a perfect scenario where she is taken care of. 

In every BabyGirl’s wish is the simple desire to feel little.

What would happen if her mind were slowly led down a path where the point of regression was the point of no return?

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Mia gently stirred awake.  She was lying in his bed.  Her wet hair was feathered out above her head and drying.  Her naked body was wrapped in a towel and drying.  She could hear the shower running in the bathroom across the hall and she smiled at the fresh memory of the bath she received.

She looked around the room for an alarm clock, wondering how long she had dozed off after he placed her there, but she lowered her head back to the pillow, realizing that time didn’t matter – not when she was with her Daddy.

Last weekend, she had met him and inside of 24 hours, he had transformed her heart into a sponge for the treatment she received.  In his care, she had learned that innocence, submission, regression and trust could all be encompassed in her soul, the soul of a girl who didn’t realize how little she truly was inside and how much she had needed to have that littleness nurtured.

And it was he, the man she would forever call Daddy, who tended to the little girl she had been harboring in her heart all her life as well as the Big Girl which life had turned her into.

She rubbed her eyes, taking in a deep breath and stirring further awake, but she didn’t sit up.  She had learned to enjoy the simplest of moments such as this where she was completely relaxed.

In a short, short amount of time, she had learned a lot about herself and a lot about those things in life she might not have given enough consideration to.  Being a cutie pie kind of girl, she was accustomed to getting noticed, but it wasn’t the kind of attention that made her feel good about who she was and it didn’t come from any guy who seemed compelling.

The kind of attention she got from him, which she affectionately termed as” Daddy Attention”, was exactly what she had needed her whole life. It touched every little corner of her mind, every little twinge of her senses and every little piece of the fantasies in her imagination – wrapping it all up and presenting it to her in a reality too enticing to resist.

He wasn’t just her Daddy and her lover.  He was her teacher.  And she learned.  She learned to appreciate what he did for her, when it was something she could see but also when it was something she didn’t see him do.  She learned to say thank you without ever forgetting to do so. 

Regardless of what it was, his actions were always done with her in mind.  Maybe that was what meant the most to her. He was always thinking of her.  Plus, being diapered and babied by him helped, too.

She smiled brightly.  Thinking of him made her feel almost as wonderful as he did.  She was still a little sore from their more grown-up encounter last night, even after the relaxation of this morning’s bath.  But he had given her a wonderful new mindset of enjoying the little and enjoying the Big while remaining a BabyGirl in her heart, mind and soul.  And as she would soon find out on this day, her head and her heart were about to be nurtured back to a gentler state and this time the feeling of little would be fully regressive.

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He walked into the bedroom drying his hair with a towel and her heart leapt out of her chest at the sight of him. It was as if she hadn’t seen him for a month, though it was only a few minutes. Her face lit up and her shoulders shrunk up as he winked at her.

“Did someone wake up?” he asked in such a super syrupy Daddy voice she felt the flutterflies enter her tummy and dance their magic instantly.

He took out a white t-shirt from the top dresser drawer and slid it down over his shoulders.

“You fell asleep the moment I put you on that bed, didn’t you, Princess?” he asked with a tone so playful and fun she could do nothing but nod her answer as her senses were focusing on the butterfly waltz inside her.

He stepped into a pair of boxers briefs and then into blue jeans before he opened the third drawer of the dresser. Seeing he had opened that drawer, she drew her knees up to her chest and curled up into a tiny little ball.

The third drawer in his dresser had been designated as the BabyGirl drawer and it was filled with every possible thing he would need to make Mia’s appearance very little. He only opened that drawer when a trip was in store for her.

He took a handful of items out of the drawer and she closed her eyes, concentrating on controlling her excitement and her breathing … and the newly-fast paced beating of her tender heart.

Where was he going to take her today? What was ahead for her on this day?

“OH MY GOD, I LOVE MY DADDY!!!!” she screamed in her head, but remained silent.

“Is someone feeling little?” he asked in that Daddy tone which fit him so very well and always did a number on her mind.

She nodded again as he sat alongside her and set the handful of items on the night stand. He leaned in towards her, took her head in his hands and gently kissed her forehead.

She melted.

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“Open,” he instructed softly as he placed the rubber nipple of her favorite pacifier to her bottom lip.

She parted her lips and took the nipple in her mouth. Her eyes gazed up at him with the innocence of a little girl, the little girl he enabled her to become once again.

He placed his right hand on the side of her faced and ran his thumb across her cheek bone. Leaning in further, he touched the tip of his nose to hers and crossed his eyes in a silly face. She crossed her eyes back at him before breaking out into a giggle fit behind her pacifier.

He sat back up and looked at the towel around her body before putting a look of surprise on his face.

“Did some silly Daddy forget to dress you?” he asked.

She nodded, no longer playing along with him, but now beginning to absorb the littleness.

“I think he did. How silly,” he remarked while flipping the towel off her body revealing her naked frame.

She didn’t feel vulnerable, nor sexual. She felt little, very little and the more he spoke to her with the tone he was using, the more her mind began to slow down, simplifying its own process, even.

“You’re a little girl. So little…,” he said pausing to reach over to the pile on the night stand and pick up her diaper. “… that she still wears diapers.”

The words, the tone, the sentiment – all washed over her senses, leaving a steady blanket of goose bumps across her skin. She was his putty, his play toy, his possession and his BabyGirl. She would be whatever he wanted.

But she knew that she would only be a BabyGirl just then and it was all she wanted.

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Listening to the crinkle of her diaper being unfolded, she slowly rocked her hips back and forth. Oh what a feeling. He put her in this nurtured state of mind last weekend and had all ready driven her further into it this morning with a few well placed words.

He placed the diaper flat on the bed in front of her and reached over for the two diaper inserts he had also taken out of the BabyGirl drawer. Her heart pounded even more. It was probably visible on her chest at this point. She breathed slowly and evenly through her nose. The thoughts of the trip to come were overwhelming her.

Diaper inserts meant their trip would either be a long one or a revealing one.

If it was a long trip, it might be a road trip and the inserts would enable her to not have to be changed for a while.

If it was a revealing trip, it might be to some place where lots of people would be and two inserts inside her diaper made for a diaper butt which was hard to miss.

“Up,” he instructed as she rolled back a little, lifting her bottom off the bed while still holding on to her balled up legs against her chest.

What a position to be in, but one that was natural to her when with him.

“That’s a good girl,” he said softly while patting her bottom. “You are such a good girl. Daddy is so proud of you.”

Her eyes became locked onto his face. The relaxed brow, the softness of his words, the kindness in his eyes – mellowed her senses. She was all BabyGirl inside at this point and how wonderful it felt to be nothing but that.

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She kept her eyes on him, her mind in an almost dream-like state. She felt the powder being spread across her bottom. The scent filled the air. It smelled so sweet and was one that was becoming as familiar to her as perfume.

He shifted the diaper up to the bottom of her lumbar region and eased her bottom down onto the bed, laying her legs flat and parting them at the knees.

The feel of the inside of the diaper against her skin felt like silk sliding across smoothness. A diaper felt so good and was becoming as familiar to her as clothing.

She felt the powder being gently dusted across her front, from hip bone to hip bone and down between her legs. His hands were so gentle with her she often welled up her eyes with tears from the sensations.

She was so madly in love with him it no longer seemed anything but natural to be his BabyGirl, to be diapered by him and to be treated like a baby. And just then, she realized that it felt so natural because it was fast becoming the truth.

He drew the front of the diaper up between her legs making it tight to her and fastening the tapes at her hips. The inserts added to the bulk of a Teddy Bear Bambino and the tightness for which he placed it on her.

The sound of the diaper tapes being fastened echoed in her ears like the music intended for the soundtrack of the moment.

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He patted her diapered bottom. The thud made notable how thick the diaper was. She almost wanted to pee herself right then so he would have to change her again. She had a Daddy who could make a diaper change an event she longed for and looked forward to.

“You were a very good girl, Mia,” he said softly as he leaned in and hugged her.

She wrapped her arms around his neck and clung to him. He had been so wonderful to her. She hoped he knew how much she appreciated what he did for her and how much she loved him. Life without him seemed impossible at this point and his absence would be unbearable.

“I love you, BabyGirl,” he said, sensing her trembling energy. “I will always love you.”

He sat up and gazed down at her, amorously. She couldn’t even mumble behind her pacifier for the inundation to her heart. And the only way she could communicate her love for him was to press her body against him in the hope that he would feel her heavily pounding heart, a beat from her chest that he had created and owned … along with the rest of her.

He reached for the clothing on the night stand and when she saw what he had selected for her to wear, she knew this day would be the next memory she would never forget.

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The Mia Series - Book TwoThe Mia SeriesBook Two
The Next Weekend. The Next Memory.
 
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If you like The Mia Series, I’d also recommendThe Zeke & Lily Saga

The Mia Series

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Book One     Book Two     Book Three     Book Four     Book Five           Book Six      Book Seven   Book Eight      Book Nine     Book Ten

Kindle Daddy!

 

Free Kindle Reader Download for a PC, Mac, Android, IPhone, etc.
 
Here is a complete listing of the books on Kindle:  Kindle Daddy 
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Click the covers or the links below:

   The Stories of Time  Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime The Mia Series - Book One The Mia Series - Book Two The Mia Series - Book Three The Mia Series - Book Four The Mia Series - Book Five The Mia Series - Book Six The Mia Series - Book Seven The Mia Series - Book Eight The Mia Series - Book Nine The Mia Series - Book 10 Johnny - Front  The Pajama BabyGirl - Part One The Pajama BabyGirl - Part Two Penny 3 - BeachTown Penny 4 - SnowBunny The Traveling BabyGirl Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 1 Mommy Grats - Girl Power 1 Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 2 Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 3 Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 4  Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 5  The ABDL MedFet Book The ABDL MedFet Book 2 The ABDL MedFet Book 3 The ABDL MedFet Book 4 The ABDL MedFet Book 5 The ABDL Nympho Book 3 The ABDL Nympho Book 1 The ABDL Nympho Book 2 The ABDL Horror Book From Sun Up to Sun Down Deja Vu  ABDL Bedtime Stories - The Clean Ones ABDL Bedtime Stories - The Dirty Ones The ABDL Pet Play Book Lucy The ABDL Apartment Book BabyLove  Country Rose ABDL Bedtime Stories - The Tangled Fairy Tales Climax The ABDL Apartment Book 2 Country Rose 2 Sticky Situations 1 - 5 Front Gratification 1-5 Gratification 6-10 The Voice Crimson  Country Rose 3 The ABDL Apartment Book 3 The Zorro Daddy Sampler Dakota Book One Snake Eyes Country Rose 4 Sad girl holding a teddy bear Tales With A Twist Full Force - Book Two 50 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night The Crinklebury Tales Genus One Genus Two Gabriel and Gina aria-and-the-countryside Country Rose 5    

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The Grats(BDSM, Sexual, Spankings, Discipline, Humiliation)

The Dark Age Play Box Sets
 
Gratification: Volume One
Gratification: Volume Two
Gratification: Volume Three
Gratification: Volume Four
50 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night
Sticky Situations: The Complete Box Set
 
The Mommy Grats

Boy Toy
Boy Toy 2
Boy Toy 3
Boy Toy 4
Boy Toy 5
The BabySitter Crush 
The BabySitter Crush 2
 
Girl Power
The Creole Crawl 
The Creole Crawl 2 
The Creole Crawl 3 
The Pathway of Legacy
The Pathway of Legacy 2
 
The BedTime Stories Collection
ABDL BedTime Stories – The Clean Ones
ABDL BedTime StoriesThe Dirty Ones
ABDL BedTime StoriesThe Tangled Fairy Tales
 

The ABDL Twisted Series

The ABDL MedFet Book
The ABDL MedFet Book 2
The ABDL MedFet Book 3
The ABDL MedFet Book 4
The ABDL MedFet Book 5
The ABDL MedFet Book 6
The ABDL Horror Book
The ABDL Pet Play Book
The ABDL Nympho Book
The ABDL Nympho Book 2
The ABDL Nympho Book 3
The Voice
ABDL Tales With a Twist
The Waddling Dead, Season One
The Waddling Dead, Season Two
Stolen
 
Déjà Vu
From Sun Up to Sun Down:  The ABDL 3-Way Experience
The ABDL Apartment Book
The ABDL Apartment Book 2
The ABDL Apartment Book 3
The Zorro Daddy Sampler
Full Force I: Dakota
Full Force II: Dream Land
Full Force III: Extreme
Snake Eyes
60 Degrees and Down the Crack
The Crinklebury Tales
Genus One
Genus Two
Genus Three
The ABDL Any Time Reader
Forever Young
Acceptance (Forever Young 2)
A Girl Named Love
Storytellers
Layers
Flashback
Last Snow
 
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The Sagas  – (ABDL Romances, with mild or minor sexuality.)

The Zeke and Lily Series:
Lily
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning
Zeke and Lily: Overnight
Zeke and Lily: Making a Memory
Zeke and Lily: Her Diary
Zeke and Lily: Ever After
Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching
Zeke and Lily: Resolutions – Part One
Zeke and Lily: Resolutions – Part Two
Zeke and Lily: By Summer’s End
Zeke and Lily: For A LifeTime
Zeke and Lily: Ten Years Later
 
The Mia Series:
Book One: Oh, What a Weekend 
Book Two: The Next Weekend.  The Next Memory. 
Book Three: The Weekend of Decisions
Book Four: The Weekend She Believed
Book Five: The Weekend of Cravings 
Book Six: Her Birthday Weekend 
Book Seven:The Weekend of “Signs”  
Book Eight:The Weekend of “White-Hot” Attention
Book Nine: The Weekend of Mind-Melting
Book Ten: Her Wedding Weekend
 
The Country Rose Series
Country Rose
Country Rose 2
Country Rose 3

Country Rose 4
Country Rose 5
Country Rose 6
Country Rose 7
 
Lucy
Johnny and the Princess
The Dynamic Story
BabyLove
Climax
Crimson
Gabriel and Gina
Aria and the CountrySide
Daddy Issues
Threesome
 
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The Yittlins – (Or “Little Ones”.  High Fantasies, Non-sexual.)

The Rock-a-Bye Series
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: Short and Sweet Stories
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: Thoughts and Other Journeys of the Mind
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: The Stories of Time
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: Yittlin Extreme
 
The Adventures of Penny:
The Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 1 – 5
The Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 6 – 10
The BeachTown BabyGirl
The SnowBunny BabyGirl
The Traveling BabyGirl
 
Feeling Little:
Feeling Little In A Big World
Feeling Little In A Big World 2
Feeling Little In A Big World 3

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Every Word is a Piece of My Heart

Keep checking back here. As more books are released to Kindle, this list will be updated.

There Once Was a Girl …

There Once Was A Girl

The following is part of an ABDL Fairy Tale, Coloring and Activity Book.

The book is a charming and endearing fairy tale poem of an AB girl who dreamed a dream … and then lived it. But it’s so much more than that!

“There Once Was A Girl” is a coloring and activity book, complete with:  31 drawings to be colored which depict the fairy tale, 5 color-by-number pictures, 1 face drawing picture, 2 word searches, a sudoku game, 10 tic tac toe games, a crossword puzzle, 1 word scramble, Princess trivia, a character-to-movie match game, a maze and all the answers to the games and puzzles! But no peeking at the answers until you’ve done the puzzles! If you love to color, play fun games and puzzles, and have fairy tales read to you as bedtime stories, then “There Once Was A Girl” is the AB dream book you’ve been looking for.

Here’s the link:

There Once Was A Girl:An ABDL FairyTale,Coloring&ActivityBook

Try the Crossword here

Here’s the Fairy Tale:

(Listen to it instead here)

There once was a girl who loved little so much
She thought: “Maybe as a BabyGirl I would feel as such.”
So she dreamed of a world where a girl would feel little
Where silly songs were never wrong and fiddles played a riddle

Where everywhere were teddy bears
and blankies ‘n bottles ‘n binkies …
Where strawberries were riper,
“But as a BabyGirl in a diaper …” “Uh Oh! What if I get stinky?”

So she closed her eyes and nibbled her lip,
scratched her thinker and shifted her hips.
Then she said: “Giggling and bouncing is fun. It’s very true,
but a BabyGirl without a sitter will simply never do.”

“Or best of all,” she thought as her mind began to whirl.
“I don’t wanna be a Baby, but a Daddy’s BabyGirl!”

‘Cause a Daddy is loving and takes special care
as he tickles your tummy and brushes your hair.
He looks with his lookers deep into your thinker
Warming your thumper, twinkling your winkers

Then she opened her eyes and opened them wide
and then her wide eyes she blinked.
Because all around her was every little wish
of every little thought she had thinked.

She sat up and drew up her knees to her chin.
And looked around in the crib she was in.
Around her were babydolls and soft teddy bears.
Her lips held a binkie. Pigtails held her hair.

Everything was soft and everything was squishy,
from her BabyGirl nightie to the diaper on her tushy.
So she scooped up her teddy and rose to her knees
and peered over the crib at what else she could see.

A ‘little’ world did surround her. Could she have encountered
that ‘little’ place within her dreams?
She looked up and down at the nursery she found,
being dazzled by the window’s sunbeams.

From a rocking chair to a toy chest over there
to a dresser no lesser than pink
to a changing table, and though barely able,
she thought: “I’m gonna love this place I think!”

Her binkie dropped from her mouth as she giggled and bounced,
but fall to the floor it did not.
Dangling from her collar by a string was her binkie
and she said: “What a smart Daddy I’ve got!”

Every sight that she saw made her clap. Then she crawled
to each end of her crib, to and fro.
She would lie on her back. She was getting the knack
of this baby girl thing, head to toe.

Invited by fate, no longer could she wait
for a fantasy so real in each dream.
The time was now here for her Daddy to appear
and a new diaper she needed, it would seem.

The door slowly opened as she rose up again
with a smile that had formed on her face.
Her Daddy walked in with a bottle and a grin
and a gentleness that fit in this place.

She stretched out her arms and he lifted her high.
Then she hugged him and hugged him so dear.
His hand felt her bottom as her face felt his chest
And her first diaper change was now here.

On the table she was placed. Her beating heart kept up pace
as she stared at the ceiling above.
With her legs in the air, she could feel how he cared
and his gentle hands were filled with love.

From the table to the rocking chair seemed a quick trip
as she sat so sweetly on his lap.
Closing her eyes as her lips felt the bottle,
she drank as her body he wrapped

in the softest of blankets and strongest of arms.
Every BabyGirl’s love he evoked.
He rocked her so gently and patted intently.
And that’s when her Daddy first spoke:

“Every joy that I’ve felt every day made me melt
when I thought of a BabyGirl like you.
With eyes that are beaming or are far away and dreaming,
this one thing I know to be true:”

“Love, pure and simple in each laugh and each dimple
is so strong and eternally right,
that nothing can ever prevent an endeavor
that’s based on the rest of your life.”

His words were so sweet,
his touch was so tending.
His eyes were unyielding,
his love never-ending.

She knew that her heart and emotions were feeling
the same as his were. She embraced him, still reeling
in the thought that this “little” world she dreamt in her mind
was now her reality, unfurled and sublime.

And as she drifted back, ever-so-softly to sleep,
she nestled against him. This dream she wanted to keep.

The End

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The ABDL Coloring Books

 

There Once Was A Girl
There’s A BabyGirl On My Mind

What Your Future Will Be and Why You Will Never Fall

Dreams aren’t always realized from what’s around you or who is around you.  Sometimes you have to make a few tough decisions to get where you want to be.  And sometimes you acquire the encouragement to do so from sources that are both “likely” and “unlikely”, at the same time.

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I was talking with a friend on Yahoo IM late one night a few months ago while sitting on the couch in a relative’s Nittany Lions man cave:

(Note:  He was kind enough to stay up late to talk and this friend knew of my ABDL-mindedness, but not to the extent that I felt it, kept it in my heart and explored it in real life.)

Our conversation:

Him:  “Okay, Nate.  There’s a couple of things I want you to do for me.  I wrote these down so I wouldn’t forget any of them.

#1. Don’t ever again fall in love so much as to be unable to love anyone else.

#2. Don’t ever again want someone so much that you can’t see beyond them.

#3. Don’t ever again give of yourself freely without acquiring something to show for it.

#4. From now on, make completely certain that you (mess) something up every day.  It’s just as important as getting things right.

#5. Don’t ever believe anyone to be that good for you because all females become the exact same woman by the end.  Dream-Come-True’s aren’t reality.”

Me:  “You know I don’t agree with you. You know me a lot better than that.  Not only am I incapable of doing any of those things, even if I were capable, I would refuse to be that way about anything.”

Him:  “I know, but damn you!  It took me a while to come up with that list!  I thought it summed it up pretty good!”

Me:  “Well, it summed something up.  Don’t ask me what.  But maybe part of the process is getting to a point in time when you stop listening to what other people are saying and you remember what you know to be the truth.”

Him:  “And what truth is that?  I gotta hear this.  Put it to words, author boy.  ha ha”

(So I thought about it for a moment before responding.)

Me:  “All right …

#1. Imperfection is mandatory.  So seek it like you do everything else.

#2. Sometimes we’re at our best when we can’t see it about ourselves.

#3. Don’t look for the Dream-Come-True.  Look for the reality which could include it.

#4. Don’t forget what you felt … because there wasn’t anything wrong with it.  

#5. And the one which I think about every day: Smile … because you saw what your future will be.”

Him:  “But look where you are now.” 

Me:  “I know.  But look where I was before.” 

Him:  “Are you sure it didn’t come to you at a cost?” 

Me:  “Sure it did.  In several ways.  But I think I knew from the start that I would either wind up with the Dream-Come-True or with nothing at all.”

Him:   “Right.  Like I said.  LOOK WHERE YOU ARE NOW!!!!”

Me:   “What makes you think I didn’t find the Dream-Come-True?”

Him:  “Oh, you found it did you?”

Me:  “Yes, more so than I’ll ever tell you, Chief.  Maybe it just hasn’t found me yet … But then again, maybe it did all ready.  I guess time will tell.”

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In every stage of life, there is a journey you undetake.  The destination isn’t always clear from the start and it may change along the way, but when you reach the destination, you’ll know it because you’ll know you belong there.  Until you reach the destination, you’ll have so many questions to fill your mind.

But sometimes, without knowing it, something will happen that will make you realize you had the answers within you all along.  It just takes a little “James Bond – Shaken, not Stirred” to make it clearThat, and a few friends along the way who refused to let you fall.

The Pajama BabyGirl: Firesides and Hot Cocoa

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 1 – 5
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Part One – Tis the Season

She sat Indian-Leg style on a thick fleece blanket with a big bears face on it.  Her Daddy was a football fan and this was the blanket of his favorite team.  She often wrapped up in it and sat next to him on the couch on Sundays as he watched the game, but right now the blanket wasn’t for wrapping up in.  It was for sitting on and keeping her tushy warm.

They were far enough into Autumn for the chilly weather to have arrived, but it was still early enough in Autumn for them to enjoy the mildness of those first breezy nights without shivering.

But she loved the Autumn season.  The leaves changed colors on the trees and then fell to the ground, making for piles of fun to jump into after her Daddy had raked them up.  The snow was super fun too, but those days were still to come.

For now, the cooler weather made perfect the first use of the fireplace in their living room and it made perfect the conditions for him to start dressing her in her footed pajamas!!

Spring and Summer had the nice weather where she would be dressed in a t-shirt by day and a nightie by night and she adored being a BabyGirl in a diaper and little else.  But Autumn was fun too because he broke out her footed pajamas and kept her warm in them, from her neck all the way down to her “piddies” as she liked to call them.

She rocked back and forth as the “little” feelings filled her mind and her senses, making a tingling feeling dance across her skin.  She happily nursed on her pacifier and clung tightly to her teddy bear, debating whether she should tell him she had all ready wet her diaper or whether she should wait to allow him to figure it out on his own.

She smiled brightly behind her pacifier at the thought of how her life had become so much fun and how much she loved her Daddy – not just for being her Daddy, but for how he made her feel about herself.  She was complex in so many ways and this gave her character, but she sometimes wished everything could be simpler for her.

He gave her the love she needed and he brought the simple and the sweet into her life.

Tonight, they would sit in front of the fireplace, drink hot cocoa (with melted marshmallows, she hoped) and enjoy the most important thing they had ever known … each other’s company.

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Part TwoThe Reflections in Patience

She could hear him in the kitchen, fumbling through the cabinets and clanking mugs. She lied down on her back, snorting laughter as she covered her face with her hands to prevent making noise.

He was trying desperately to figure out her new organization system, the task she had given herself yesterday morning to finally bring order to the chaos inside the cupboards.

With diligence, it seemed he found what he was looking for as she heard the microwave turn on.

Chocolate! Oh, Chocolate! What BabyGirl didn’t love chocolate? The sweetness, the sugar, the unhealthiness. It was bliss, plain and simple, in whatever form it came in.

She waited patiently, drumming her fingers on her belly.

Lying on her back and waiting for her Daddy was something she had grown accustomed to doing. Whether it was for a bath or a change or a wake-up or a tuck-in, it made her feel good. It made her feel little and that made her happy.

Whether it was something a little more grown up in its appeal or whether it was to check on her through a sickness, it made her feel loved. It made her feel important and that made her feel like a Princess.

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 Part ThreeSpeaking Volumes

Walking very slowly and carefully as to not spill the two mugs of hot cocoa he had obviously overfilled, her Daddy made his way from the kitchen to the blanket by the fireplace, setting the mugs on the bricks in front of the fireplace.

He knelt by her side, touching his fingertip to her nose, then her left cheek, then her right cheek and then her chin. She beamed back at him with a glow to her face that made evident the contentment she felt in being with him.

It was a wonderful feeling to see she could simply “be” somewhere with him and be happy for it. It spoke volumes about the kind of girl she was and made the attraction, connection, bond and love he felt for her run deeper than he could’ve imagined.

Here she lied before him: this beautiful girl – so filled with compassion, so filled with life, so filled with happiness and so filled with a joy that could only be truly captured and kept by a soul which also harbored a love for being truly little.

She reached up to him and he took her hands, sitting her up. Enough with the sentimental thoughts. It was time for hot cocoa!

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Part FourThe Marshmallow Moustache

Her eyes were drawn to the mugs of cocoa sitting in front of the fireplace. The pacifier dropped from her lips as she excitedly reached for the mug that said “BabyGirl” on the side with both hands. At the same time, he picked her up and placed her on his lap.

While sniffing the chocolate scent rising up in the steam from the mug, she situated her small Indian-Leg style inside his big Indian-Leg style.

She sniffed the chocolate scent again, staring down at the even layer of melted marshmallows that formed a cap over the hot cocoa. She looked at the mesmerizing twinkle of the fire, then to the mug warming her hands and last, up to her Daddy.

She smiled sweetly and took her first sip, giving herself a marshmallow moustache. She laughed at herself, licking off the moustache – just a happy little girl, sitting on her Daddy’s lap.

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Part FiveHelpless to Resist

She leaned her head back against his chest as he brought his hands up on her temples, running his fingers through her nearly-dried hair.

The bath he gave her earlier had left her with that clean feeling she craved just as much as every other passion in her life he fulfilled. Added into that clean feeling was the wonderful memory of how she got clean – by his hands, by his actions and with the caress that only a Daddy could give.

She finished her mug and leaned forward to pick up his mug. He scooped up her baby blanket, draping it over her shoulders before he began massaging the back of her neck. She leaned her head forward, smiling at the knowledge that it would only be a matter of time before he had her so relaxed she would begin to get sleepy. This was how he began putting her to sleep every night.

Within a few minutes, her eyelids were growing heavy and her head was bobbing as she began nodding off. He wrapped the baby blanket around the rest of her and leaned her back into his arms, cradling her as he returned the pacifier to her lips.

She accepted the pacifier in her mouth, helpless to resist the comforting treatment and her pending slumber. He rocked her back and forth, patting her diapered bottom until she was far away and dreaming.

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 1 – 5
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The Adventures of Penny

The Pajama BabyGirl - Part 1  The Pajama BabyGirl - Part 2  Penny 3 - BeachTown  Penny 4 -SnowBunny  Penny 5

The Pajama BabyGirl – Part One
The Pajama BabyGirl – Part Two
The BeachTown BabyGirl
The SnowBunny BabyGirl
The Traveling BabyGirl
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A little ” Moon Aspectin’ “

Some things simply can’t be written.  They just need to fall in line in front of your eyes to spook you at the right moment.

(Of course, then again, I guess someone did have to write this to begin with. But nevertheless…)

My horoscope for the day:

Saturday, October 1, 2011 –

Harmony reigns when the Sun and Moon aspect. Today is creative and fun as you think of interesting things to do together. When the Moon aspects Mercury tonight you  feel what another is thinking. You may even sense that “happily ever after” isn’t just a part of fairy tales.

🙂

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The Mia Series - Book One The Mia Series - Book Two Penny 1 - Pajama - Part 1 Penny 2 - Pajama - Part 2 The Mia Series - Book Three The Mia Series - Book Four Penny 3 - BeachTown The Mia Series - Book Five Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 1 Mommy Grats - Girl Power 1 The Mia Series - Book Six The Stories of Time  Penny 4 - SnowBunny Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 2 The ABDL MedFet Book The Mia Series - Book Seven Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 3 The Traveling BabyGirl The ABDL MedFet Book 2 From Sun Up to Sun Down The Dynamic Story Yittlin Extreme The ABDL Horror Book The Mia Series - Book Eight The ABDL Pet Play BookThe ABDL MedFet Book 3 Lucy The ABDL Apartment Book Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 4 BabyLove Country Rose The ABDL MedFet Book 4 ABDL Bedtime Stories - The Tangled Fairy Tales The Mia Series - Book Nine The ABDL Nympho Book 1 The ABDL Apartment Book 2 The ABDL Nympho Book 2 Country Rose 2 The ABDL MedFet Book 5 Sticky Situations 1 - 5 Front Gratification 1-5 Gratification 6-10 Crimson  Mommy Grats - Boy Toy 5 The ABDL Nympho Book 3 Country Rose 3 The Mia Series - Book 10 The ABDL Apartment Book 3 Dakota Book One Snake Eyes Country Rose 4 Sad girl holding a teddy bear Tales With A Twist Full Force - Book Two 50 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night Crinklebury Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime Genus One Genus Two Gabriel and Gina aria-and-the-countryside Country Rose 5     

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From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience
The Dynamic Story
Lucy
BabyLove
One Hot Night
Another Hot Night
Crimson
Full Force I: Dakota
Full Force II: Dream Land
Full Force III: Extreme
Snake Eyes
60 Degrees and Down the Crack
The Crinklebury Tales
Genus One
Genus Two
Genus Three
Gabriel and Gina
Aria and the CountrySide
Forever Young
Acceptance (Forever Young 2)
A Girl Named Love
Stolen
Storytellers
Layers
Flashback
Last Snow
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The ABDL Twisted Books

The ABDL MedFet Book
The ABDL MedFet Book 2
The ABDL MedFet Book 3
The ABDL MedFet Book 4
The ABDL MedFet Book 5
The ABDL MedFet Book 6
The ABDL Horror Book
The ABDL Pet Play Book
The ABDL Nympho Book
The ABDL Nympho Book 2
The ABDL Nympho Book 3
ABDL Tales With a Twist

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The ABDL Apartment Series

The ABDL Apartment Book
The ABDL Apartment Book 2
The ABDL Apartment Book 3

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The Country Rose Series

Country Rose
Country Rose 2
Country Rose 3
Country Rose 4
Country Rose 5
Country Rose 6
Country Rose 7

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The Dark Age Play Box Sets

Gratification – Box Set 1: Books 1-5
Gratification – Box Set 2: Books 6-10
50 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night
Sticky Situations: The Complete Box Set
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The Rock-A-Bye Series

Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: Short and Sweet Stories
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: Thoughts and Other Journeys of the Mind
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: The Stories of Time
Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: Yittlin Extreme
 

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The BedTime Stories Collection

The Clean Ones
The Dirty Ones
The Tangled Fairy Tales
 

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The Mommy Grats

Boy Toy
Boy Toy 2
Boy Toy 3
Boy Toy 4
Boy Toy 5
The BabySitter Crush
The BabySitter Crush 2
 
Girl Power
The Creole Crawl
The Creole Crawl 2
The Creole Crawl 3
The Pathway of Legacy
The Pathway of Legacy 2

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The Zeke and Lily Series:

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Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning
Zeke and Lily: Overnight
Zeke and Lily: Making a Memory
Zeke and Lily: Her Diary
Zeke and Lily: Ever After
Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching
Zeke and Lily: Resolutions (Part One)
Zeke and Lily: Resolutions (Part Two)
Zeke and Lily: By Summer’s End
Zeke and Lily: For A LifeTime
Zeke and Lily: Ten Years Later

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The Mia Series:

Book One: Oh, What A Weekend
Book Two: The Next Weekend.  The Next Memory.
Book Three: The Weekend of Decision
Book Four: The Weekend She Believed
Book Five: The Weekend of Cravings
Book Six: Her Birthday Weekend 
Book Seven: The Weekend of “Signs”
Book Eight: The Weekend of “White-Hot Attention”
Book Nine: The Weekend of Mind-Melting
Book Ten: Her Wedding Weekend

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The Adventures of Penny:

The Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 1 – 5
The Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 6 – 10
The BeachTown BabyGirl
The SnowBunny BabyGirl
The Traveling BabyGirl

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Feeling Little:

Feeling Little In A Big World
Feeling Little In A Big World 2
Feeling Little In A Big World 3

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The Blog Series

Every Word is a Piece of My Heart
Every Word is a Piece of My Soul

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Keep checking back here. As more books are released to Smashwords, this list will be updated.

Déjà Vu – The Preview Snippets

Daisy Jane Vanderbilt 01Taken from: Déjà Vu

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1st Preview Snippet

She took a moment to breathe slowly, desperately trying to control a heavily beating heart as she walked out onto the back deck.

And there he was, sitting at a small table at the far end of the deck.  At first sight of him, she tingled in her center.  He finished his beer and stood, slowly making his way over to her as she sprinted into his embrace and an open-mouthed kiss.

He wrapped his arms around her, lifting her off her feet.  She was so happy to see him and so overcome with emotion that she didn’t know what to do with herself.  Should she stop kissing him and say hello?  Should she calm herself and wait for him to say hello?  Should she hug him tighter and kiss him harder?

Her mind had turned to mush. She was just so happy to see him. The way he made her feel in the emails he sent and during their phone calls translated into real life

His hands and his arms were so strong.  The scent from his clothing and body was intoxicating.  He reached under her skirt and rubbed his hand across her bottom.  His touch was just as powerful as his influence over her thoughts.

She had already collapsed her will into his world when he tugged at the thong string parting her cheeks, creating a tightened encasement of the material covering her sweetness

The combination of the gentleness of the hug they were still in the middle of with the roughness of what he was doing under her skirt owned every piece of her heart from the get-go.

There was a breathless feel in her chest at this, the first physical sign of his dominance.   She was captivated by the look in his eyes, the power in his hands and the unyielding lust in his actions.

She wanted more.  She wanted it all.  She wanted it now and could tell that he did, too.  But as she would learn before long, everything that was worth having was worth waiting for first.

And it made her feel wonderful, knowing that it was she who caused this reaction in him.  It was she who he wanted with a passion so seething and fervent; it was evident in his touch.

He spun her around, pressing her back up against his chest as he backed up onto the deck railing.  He tossed her out of the way and kissed her neck.  She closed her eyes, shivering at the sensations traveling down her skin and breathing in rhythm with the rise and fall of his chest.

“Open your eyes, Daisy,” he whispered into her ear.

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2nd Preview Snippet

From a distance, Links and Daisy looked like a pair of young lovers, holding each other and enjoying the simply bliss of each other’s company. But looks can be deceiving. There was nothing simple about the bliss they felt and no sentiment absent of arousal came from his whispers to her.

The confidence she kept in her gaze since she left her dorm room had finally broken as she experienced what submission felt like and what a loss of will power would force her to do.

“I want all of you, Daisy, but I don’t want you all at once,” Links whispered into her ear as his hand traveled under her skirt. “I want you a piece at a time and I want you to succumb to each … and every … desire I allow you to feel.”

She tightened her lips around smaller exhales as she tried to control her breathing through his temptations.

“You are submissive and will always be unsettled inside until you embrace that yearning fully,” he whispered, slowly and quietly while cupping her sweetness with his hand. “Everyone can see it about you. Even those drunken boys over there can see it. It’s obvious that what you need is really what you want. You crave it, don’t you?”

“Yes,” Daisy whispered quietly.

“Do you fear that once you start to obey, you won’t be able to stop yourself?” he asked, digging his palm into her mound.

“Yes,” Daisy whimpered softly.

“Well you’re right,” Links whispered while biting her ear lobe. “Obedience is everlasting and you’ll never return from it. But you’ve always wanted it and you’ll never want to return from it. The thought of it makes you melt inside, doesn’t it?”

“Yes,” she answered softly as she began to push her hips forward, forcing her mound against his palm.

She squeezed her sweetness and she stopped rocking into him as she winced at the pain.

“Yearning for your fantasies, for satisfaction while fingering yourself and dripping into your panties at the thought of it is all physical,” he said quickly. “But true obedience isn’t something you savor in the flesh only. It’s something you savor in your thoughts. Tell me a fantasy you have.”

She swallowed a lump in her throat, trying to find the strength to reveal the secrets she had always kept.

“I wanna be controlled,” she whispered.

Deja VuKindle or Kindle Unlimited 

Follow Daisy Jane Vanderbilt as she seeks the experience of total submission to Links, her Daddy and Dominant. He has opened doorways she never knew even existed and now she wants it all.

Samples: Preview Snippets  –  Over the Edge

 

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The Dynamic Story From Sun Up to Sun Down Deja Vu Lucy BabyLove Climax Crimson Snake Eyes The Crinklebury Tales Sad girl holding a teddy bear   
The Dynamic Story
From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience
Johnny and the Princess
Deja Vu: Inamorata to Illuminati
Lucy
BabyLove
Climax
Crimson
Snake Eyes
The Crinklebury Tales
60 Degrees and Down the Crack
The ABDL Any Time Reader
Forever Young
Acceptance (Forever Young 2)
A Girl Named Love
Storytellers
Layers
Flashback
Last Snow
 

 

 

No Pants, The Love of Little and The Love of Love

There is something about the sight of a BabyGirl in a diaper with no pants. For as obvious as it would be to say that it just seems right for her to be without pants, there is also the thought that a lack of pants might well guide her heart and her mind into a “little” state. And that thought is endearing to me. Little subtle reminders from her legs being bare and her bottom being diapered.

It also gives you quick access to her skin and there are a plethora of reactions she could give when you trace your fingertips along the lines of her bare legs.

In my past, I recall making the statement that “everything will get better for you if you just take off your pants when you get upset or worried. Try it and you’ll see how cheery you become inside.”

Cheeriness is a commodity we sometimes overlook.  It will make you smile even when frustrated.  I’m not saying that a BabyGirl who takes her pants off and runs around in just a diaper is going to be able to Heal the World, but I’m also not doubting that possibility. 

If you’ve never had the joy of having a BabyGirl to call your own, to love and to care for, then believe me when I tell you that a girl with the love of little and therefore the love of love in her heart is capable of moving a mountain with the breath of a kiss, brightening a room with a simple smile from behind her pacifier, changing any mood with a well-timed giggle, creating friendship with a playful wave of her hand, healing a heart’s scar tissue with the kind of hug only a little girl knows how to give and accomplishing all of these things with the magic touch of her little fingertips while still making it back in time for her afternoon nap.  🙂

All Betters!” as she might say.

The Instant Magic of Feeling Little

Part One: The Five Reallys and the Promise

We pulled into a parking space, and directly in front of us was a bronze statue of a lion.  It wasn’t as big as the one on Penn State Main Campus, but her eyes became glued to it.  She got out of the car, and ran up to it.  I got out of the car, grabbing the diaper bag, and following after her.

She was still as spontaneous and as energetic as the moment I met her five years ago and she was a BabyGirl at heart, always.  Perhaps that’s why I felt the need to frequently take her on little trips like this one, just so she would have the chance to let that little girl out in a setting which would make it an instant and lasting memory for her.

On that day, I took her to the Nittany Lion State Park.  

She walked all around the statue with eyes as big as could be.  “And dats a ninny lion?” she asked.

“Yes, Sweetheart.  There used to be lions just like that one all over this mountain range at one point,” I answered, taking her hand and leading her down the trail.

“Where’d they all go?” she asked innocently.

“Probably away from us, as fast as they could,” I answered.

At the base of the trail was a plaque.  We walked up to it, and I said: “And here it is.  The Legend of Mount Nittany.”

“Read it to me, Daddy,” she asked sweetly as she brought my arms over her shoulders and pressed herself against my body.  “Please?”

“Certainly, Sweetheart,” I replied as I read the word on the plaque:

The Legend of Mount Nittany: Nit-A-Nee, which means ‘single mountain,’ was an Indian maiden whose lover, Lion’s Paw, was killed…

Nit-A-Nee enfolded him into her arms and carried his still erect body back to a place in the center of the Valley where she laid the strong Brave in his grave and built a mound of honor over his strength.

On the last night of the full moon, after she had finally raised the last of the soil and stone over his high mound, a terrible storm came up unleashing itself with thunder and lightning and the wailing of a horrendous wind from the depths of the earth. Every Indian in the Valley shuddered and all eyes were directed to the Indian Brave’s high mound upon which the strong maiden Princess Nit-A-Nee was mounted with arms outstretched to touch the sources of the lightning bolts in the sky.

Through the night they watched with awe as the Indian Brave’s burial mound grew and rose into a Mountain penetrating the center of the big valley between the two legs of the Tussey and Bald Eagle Ridges. When the dawn finally came, a huge Mountain was found standing erect in the center of the Valley.

And that’s all it says. Let’s see where the trail takes us.”

So we started walking up the trail.  I put my hand behind her back, and we skipped a few steps, but I could see she was bored by it.  So I placed my hand on her diapered bottom to “check”.  She looked up at me and a big grin came across her face.  She smashed herself into the side of my body like a shy four-year-old.

“You have no idea what’s ahead of us, do you?” I asked.

She looked ahead, and said: “Trees.”

I let out a laugh at her quick, yet honest answer.

“Yes.  There are a lot of trees,” I stated while still laughing, “But look!”

I stopped and pointed off to the left.

“What’s under those trees?”

Her eyes grew great big and wide once again.  She leapt into my arms, and hugged my neck while exclaiming: “Swings!  Will you push me in one of them?”

“Will you be a good girl and hold on tightly to the swing if I do?” I playfully asked while carrying her over to the swing set.

“Yep!” she cried out while leaping out of my arms and running over to the swing.

I stopped dead in my tracks and put a fat-lipped, sad face on.  She looked back at me, rolled her eyes up in her head, ran back to me, grabbed me by the hand, and ran us back to the swing.

“Come on, Daddy!” she said while laughing.

She jumped into the swing without a moment to lose.

“High. I wanna go really, really, really, really, really high!” she said with excitement.

“How many reallys was that?” I asked.

She counted out the number on her fingers, then showed me her hand.

“Five,” she answered.

“I don’t know,” I said.

“Why? What’s wrong?”

“BabyGirls should never go higher than four reallys. This many,” I said while showing her four fingers.

She touched her left pointer finger to her lip, and went deep into thought.  Then, she thought of a comeback line.  She snapped her fingers when she thought of it.

“But good BabyGirls are allowed to do five reallys high.  And I said I would be good. So five it is,” she answered with sincerity.

“That’s true.  I can’t argue with that,” I said admitting defeat. (-wink-)

Content that she had won, she sat straight up in the swing, grabbed the chains on each side, and readied herself to be pushed.  I grabbed the swing on either side, pulled her way back up high (five reallys high, mind you, not four!), and I let her go.   She swung through the air like a bird.  And with each pass, I heard her laughter increasing.

Her hair fluttered in the wind, and the sun shined through the trees and down over her dress with golden beams.  She was an angel that seemed to have wings all of the sudden.  Her smile, which always lit up her entire face and the room she was in, was now lighting up everything around us.  Her laughter echoed up and down the mountainside.

When I slowed her up, and stopped the swing, I could tell she had been made happy by the experience.  She got off the swing and embraced me.

“I love you Daddy.  I love you so much,” she said.  “Can I have a Coke?”

“You certainly may,” I said while opening the diaper bag.

She reached in, grabbed a Coke, and handed it to me with the most precious ‘Please!’ face in the world.  I smiled, and opened the can.  She grabbed it, chugged the thing right down, and then let out a burp.

“Do you feel better?” I asked as I took the empty can and put it back in the bag.

“Uh-huh,” she responded as we started up the trail.

“You know what’s so wonderful about BabyGirls?” I asked.

She smiled.  “Tell me,” she said.

“They’re emotional.  They just want to be loved.  They want to feel loved and they want to know that they will always be loved.  They want to be taken care of and they never want to feel like they are a burden.  They never are a burden, but they never let a moment go by where they don’t cherish how someone makes them feel.”

She smiled sweetly.

I continued on.

“Her smile makes her beautiful.  Her dimples and tiny nose make her adorable.  Her pigtails make her happy.  Her pacifier makes her comfortable.  Her clothing makes her feel little.  Her bib tells her it’s okay to be messy.  Her crib tells her it’s time to settle down.  Her diaper makes her feel like a baby.  Her stuffed animals surround her and she hugs them all. And her Daddy makes her the happiest BabyGirl in the world.”

She smiled a lot wider and added, “and her Daddy knows best.  She wants to make him happy, too.”

“She does.  Every morning she wakes up, and opens her beautiful eyes and looks at me with a burning love I can’t describe.  She may be a little baby, but her effect is really huge.”

“I don’t ever want to know anything other than the way you make me feel, Daddy.”

“My promise, BabyGirl:  You never will.”

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Part Two: The Shirt off His Back

We walked up to another plaque alongside the trail.

“Your turn to read,” I said as I walked up behind her, wrapped my hands around her, and put my chin on the top of her head.

She put her hands on my arms and leaned her head back on my chest.

“Too many words,” she said.

“Okay,” I said as I began to read the plaque:

Kalmia latifolia, commonly called Mountain-laurel or Spoonwood, is a flowering plant in the family Ericaceae, native to the eastern United States, from southern Maine south to northern Florida, and west to Indiana and Louisiana.

It is an evergreen shrub growing to 3-9 m tall. The leaves are 3-12 cm long and 1-4 cm wide. Its flowers are star-shaped, ranging from red to pink to white, and occurring in clusters. It blooms between May and June. All parts of the plant are poisonous. Roots are fibrous, matted.

The plant is naturally found on rocky slopes and mountainous forest areas. The plant often grows in large thickets, covering large areas of forest floor. In North America it becomes a tree on the mountains of the Carolinas but is a shrub further north.

“Mow-In Florah,” she gibbered out.

I looked around. Nobody was anywhere to be seen. So I decided to get silly.

“Hey, do you wanna see what this park looks like at a really fast speed?” I asked.

“Huh?” she asked, quite bewildered.

I tickled her sides and she howled with laughter until she broke free and began running away from me through the forest. I stood there for a moment, giving her a head start and then bolted after her. I chased her for a while, waiting until we ran through an area without tree cover.

I caught up to her, grabbed her, lifted her in the air and placed her on her back on the ground. While she tried hard to fight me off with her hands, she couldn’t stop laughing long enough to stop me from flipping her dress up and blowing raspberries on her tummy. She kicked her legs up and down, and I eventually let her flip me over on my back.

While sitting on me, she finally had a moment to catch her breath and try to recover from laughing.

“That wasn’t fair,” she laughingly stated in a breathless tone. “”I’m shorter than you and I have sandals on and I’m wearing a diaper and I’m a BabyGirl…”

I sat up, holding her to me, and kissed her very softly and quickly on the lips.

“And I love you for being all of that and so much more.”

We sat there for a moment, gazing into each other’s eyes.

“Do you remember the first time we met?” she asked.

“As if it were yesterday, Princess,” I fondly recalled. “We met at that little coffee shop you loved just on the edge of your hometown. You were so nervous to meet me, but you were beautiful in that dress and your face was even more beautiful than the pictures you sent me. You were a little late and you ran in with serious concern that I had left. I would have stayed there all night, waiting for you. But then we saw each other, and didn’t it feel like the world stopped moving for a second?”

“Yes,” she responded in a tiny voice as she stared deep into my eyes.

“We didn’t say anything at first, did we? No. There weren’t any words that the moment needed or required. I don’t think I could have spoken at that moment anyway. We knew so much about each other that the next step was to meet each other,” he recalled.

“I remember running into your arms and how warm your body felt and how good it felt to be in a Daddy’s arms. I wasn’t nervous after that. I had to meet you to know if I would feel the same as when we spoke, and I did,” she said softly.

I kissed her on the forehead again. Then she got off my chest and lied next to me. We looked up at the early evening sky, but there was still plenty of sunlight left to the day and the clouds were still bright white.

“What do you see in those clouds?” she asked.

“More clouds,” I replied. “How about you? When a girl, with all the love in the world for little things in her heart, looks at those clouds, what does she see?”

I looked over at her. She looked at every cloud in the sky, then spoke: “I see rivers and streams. Lakes and Seas. Oceans and Waterfalls.”

“And rainbows?” I asked softly, knowing why she was saying those things.

She looked back at me with tears in her eyes.

“Yes,” she said very quietly.

“Shh,” I whispered as I wiped a tear from her cheek. “It’s okay. I am always going to take care of you.”

I reached my hand underneath her and found that her dress was soaked. I stood up, unbuttoned my shirt, lifted her to her feet, wrapped the shirt around her waist and we began walking back down the trail.

“Why were you crying?” I asked.

“You’re so kind to me,” she said. “Sometimes it makes me cry.”

She paused for a moment and then continued, “Do you know what’s so wonderful about Daddies?”

“Tell me,” I said.

“They care for you in a way that you never get cared for again for the rest of your life. Their voices are soft and their hands are strong, yet gentle. You can collapse in their arms and they will be there to catch you. You can fall to pieces and they will glue you back together, stronger than before. They make everything that seems like such a big problem seem like a little one and then they fix it so you can forget about it. If you feel grumpy they will make you happy,” she paused for a moment to clear the lump in her throat before continuing. “And if you wet yourself and if by chance you soak your dress in the process, a Daddy will give you the shirt off his back to make you feel better.”

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Part Three: More Than Could Possibly Have Been Imagined

She pressed herself up against my side and put her head on my shoulder as we walked the rest of the pathway back to the car. We were the only ones left in the park as dusk approached. I unlocked the car and opened the back door on the driver’s side. She took a seat and lifted the dress off her body. In a flash, I pulled the extra set of clothes out of her diaper bag, and had the baby-t over her head and on her body.

She layed flat on the back seat. I sat alongside her on the edge, handed her favorite teddy bear to her, put her pacifier in her mouth, and began to unfasten her diaper. In one quick motion, her legs and bottom went up in the air. I wiped her clean and positioned the new diaper under her.

Lowering her back down onto the diaper, I could see from the look on her face that she was feeling very little now. And I obliged what her heart was longing for at that moment.

“You’ve been a very good girl on this trip,” I said with a rich Daddy tone as I fastened her new diaper into place.

She looked at me with wonderment of what I was planning next. Somehow she knew I was up to something. I took the sandals off her feet, and placed them on the floor of the car with her diaper bag. It was time for a heart-pounder of a moment for both of us. For as much as it got our hearts pounding, what I did next was a rush and a thrill and a craving as well.

I picked her up in my arms, lifted her out of the car and carried her over to throw away her wet diaper in the trash can, about 30 feet away.

Being carried like a baby, wearing a baby-t, a disposable diaper, with bare feet and with a pacifier in her mouth, she felt like a baby from the tip of her head to the tip of her toes. Or at least I was lead to believe some from the look of timidness that had formed across her face.

At first, she sat up, looking around to figure out where I was carrying her. Then she became overwhelmed with that baby feeling and she rested her head on my shoulder. She clutched her teddy bear in one arm and reached up with her other hand to cling to the collar of my t-shirt.

I walked slowly, but deliberately to the trash can, depositing her old diaper in it and patting her new diaper for the return trip to the car. She remained clung to my body with a heavily beating heart, but never fussed and never whimpered.

“That’s a good girl,” I said softly to her while making our way back to the car.

She sat up in my arms and smiled brightly behind her pacifier. She began to giggle as I kept trying to touch the tip of her nose with my pointer finger.

I opened the driver’s door, got in the car and laid her down on the front seat with her head in my lap. She looked so happy and relaxed, though she was still recovering from the surprise trip across the parking lot.

“You’ve been a very good girl today,” I said as I covered her body with her blanket. “And Daddy is very proud of you.”

As we drove off, she shifted and lied on her back so she could look straight up at me as I drove.

My thoughts went back to that return trip across the parking lot.

At that moment, she was safe. No one was left in the park, but she didn’t know that. And while not knowing, she reached out for the one thing she needed the most at that moment … her Daddy.

That meant more to me than could possibly have been imagined.

The End

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The Passion of Emotions and the Indication of Meaning

Perhaps the best emotions are the kinds of emotions you feel.

Not the ones you want to feel, but the ones you actually do feel.

They will drive you to do more than you believed yourself capable of doing. You will love deeply, pursue passionately, defend valiantly, trust fully and accept openly in ways you never would’ve imagined otherwise.

Perhaps the greatest contributor to this is passion.  Regardless of the emotion, whether it’s fear, anger, love, hatred, joy, vengeance, forgiveness, laughter, contentment ….. Passion will make intense that which began as a mere thought.

And if an exhaustion follows each emotion, perhaps that’s an indication that ya just might’ve done something right. You felt the emotion and gave everything you had.

It’s a glorious feeling to know that you gave all you had.
It’s a humbling feeling to know that “all you had” sometimes just isn’t enough to meet someone’s needs.
But it’s a reassuring feeling to know that you will live to do it all again.

On the way out, however, it better hurt like hell to say goodbye to where you’ve been. Because that will be the clearest indication to yourself that whatever it was which first led you down the paths you chose, truly meant something to you and you felt it with a passion that remained.

With a Soul as Sweet as Cherry Pie

His Touch and Effect

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He cracked the door open slowly, hoping he had oiled the hinges enough earlier in the day so as to prevent the squeaking problem from continuing.  And luckily, the door didn’t make a sound because over in the crib was a beautiful girl who was fast asleep.  And he didn’t want to wake her, not just yet.

The scent of the room was always made sweeter when she was in it. 

He walked up to the side of her crib and lowered it, taking a seat on the edge of the mattress.  She looked so peaceful.  He hoped she was dreaming big about being little.  She was an AB Girl.  So her heart longed for the innocence she knew as a little girl.  And her soul had kept that longing within her all her life.  She was an age player and the sweetest BabyGirl he had ever known.  But she was so much more than that to him.  And the sight of her renewed his love for her every time.

There were few things in life he had encountered that were as rewarding and fulfilling as being her Daddy.  A Daddy will often take the same emotion that his BabyGirl feels and he’ll process it in a different fashion, but the resulting conclusion is always the same … a feeling of love and of admiration, both more unconditional than any other emotion which could be attached to any other responsibility in the world.

Her presence always filled the space around her with a sense of overflowing innocence, not really knowing but needing the safety and security that only a Daddy knew how to provide.  And she had chosen him to be that provider.

Neither really knew what they were truly seeking in a Daddy and BabyGirl relationship when they first met one another.  And for the longest time, all they could really find assurance in was that whatever the attraction, they found it in each other. 

Perhaps that was the most important feeling of all:  They didn’t really know how to define the bond between them, but they knew it existed and it was more important than so much else that they often put value in.

Along the way, they had moments when the words of explanation were finally found.  There was a connection between them which seemed to grow stronger as they grew together in life, as they had experiences together, as they saw their future together, being formed in the colliding present.

It wasn’t always perfect, but it was something that constantly moved in a direction that sought it.  They had begun a journey together and the destination was clear to them, even if they still couldn’t put it to words.  It was a comfort in knowing they both felt the same thing.

Lying before him was his BabyGirl. His Princess.  His Passion.  His Purpose.  His Pride.  His Partner in Life.

She was beautiful and had the charm of infancy, wearing a white babydoll nightie, nursing on a pacifier and shifting for the obvious need of attention to her diaper.  She lied on her back, her legs slightly bowed and the blanket which he covered her with when he lied her down for a nap, she had kicked off in her sleep.  It was now a small bundle at the foot of the crib.  Her arms were bent at the elbows and her fingers were balled up into soft fists which rested on either side of her head.

She existed in a world of “little”, presently at least.  For as much as they both dreamed otherwise, there was an adult world they had to function in, but the sentiment of bond and love and emotion between a Daddy and his BabyGirl … those things always remained between them.  It was those opportunities when their “off the beaten path” interest could be explored that they both relished every second they had.

He placed his hand on the area of diaper between her legs.  She didn’t wake, but stirred ever-so-slightly while parting her thighs.  It was instinctive for her and her submission to his touch was as natural for her in her sleep as when she was awake.  

A gesture as simple as that meant so much to him.  Being submissive was that part of her personality she had never allowed to surface before for fear of the vulnerability she would be helpless to avoid.  It was scary for her to want to be helpless … until she met him and found the safety she needed to finally be herself, completely.

Theirs was a foundation erected on trust.  She spoke the truth to him and he to her.  Because of this, they were able to grow together so very quickly. And speaking the truth, no matter whether it was good or bad, was the reason why.  That’s where everything began – namely the connection of their souls.

The bottom edge of her babydoll nightie, draped down over her frame, barely made its way onto her thighs.  Her skin was beautiful and a gorgeous contrast to the white fabric.  From the diaper between her legs, his hand traveled down her thighs.  She was smooth, always smooth, and he loved what her skin felt like.

A sudden whimper of noise took his attention back to her still-dreaming eyes, lightly twitching as she slept, but her face remained as calm and relaxed as could be.  He sat there for a little while, taking in the sight of her.  Her innocence, her purity, her devotion, her understanding, her acceptance, her balance and her reasoning – all of it was evident in how peacefully she lied there.  She was comfortable in the world he created for her and therefore, to be little.

How could he possibly put to words what she meant to him?  Maybe he would never find all the words to fully describe it.  Thankfully, she could see how he felt about her in the words he did find to say, the actions he performed, the things he did for her because of her and the way she was always the reason he made the decisions he made.

He reached for the tiny knapsack in the corner of the crib, a useful idea he thought up.  In the knapsack was all he needed to change her.  It was sort of a travel pack for the journeys of her naps.

He flipped the bottom edge of the nightie up onto her belly.  Placing one hand gently under her navel, he pulled gently at the diaper tapes.  Despite his efforts to be quiet, she finally awoke and shifted herself as her senses of the conscious carried her out of her slumber.  She shivered and then whimpered softly again.  She was fragile as a leaf and relied on a gentle caress to keep her from falling victim to how frail her mind was when she was so little.

“Shh, shh, shh,” he whispered as she opened her eyes slowly and smiled brightly at him with her baby browns.

He watched her shrink up her body and whole frame as she stirred awake and took in all that was around her.  She placed her hands on her belly, a sign that butterflies had entered her and were fluttering in all those places that triggered the little feeling within her.

She threw her arms up to hug him and would’ve sat up to do so as well, but he had all ready unfastened her diaper and that meant she wasn’t to fidget or move.  So he leaned over and hugged her while she remained flat to the crib mattress.

“Did you sleep well, Princess?” he asked with a soft Daddy tone. 

She nodded yes, contently remained still as he sat back up and folded the front of her wet diaper down.  Then she fidgeted at the cool air that had rushed across her now-bare center, shivering this time at the sudden release of warmth.

“Stay still.  Daddy will take care of everything,” he said calmly as she relaxed back into the mattress while he fished through the knapsack for the pack of wipes.  “Daddy is so very proud of you.  You’re being such a good girl.”

He took the wipe to her front, beginning at her hips, moving into the center and downward to her most sensitive areas.  She remained motionless and gazed up at him with an endearment for the kindness within him.  Bending her knees, he curled her legs up and raised her bottom as he trailed the wipe to her backside.

Holding her lower half in mid-air with one hand, he reached into the knapsack again and pulled out the Bambino diaper she had decorated with stickers the night prior.

Their Bambino order arrived in the mail yesterday and she had spent all of last evening decorating the front of each individual diaper with stickers.  She was a fanatic for stickers with a massive collection.  From stars to moons to rainbows to cupcakes to hearts to clovers to horseshoes, the waist bands of these diapers were nothing shy of being inspired by a box of Lucky Charms cereal.

He laid the diaper flat beneath her, spreading it out before taking powder to her bottom.  She closed her eyes, as she always did at this point in a diaper change.  His hand glided from one hip to the next, across her cheeks with a caress in his fingertips.

Then he lowered her bottom into the diaper.  She sighed behind her pacifier and smiled contently, as she always did at this point.  Bringing her legs back to rest on the mattress, he parted her thighs, keeping the elastic leg edging from moving beneath her.

He took the powder to her front and she remained still, mesmerized by all that he did.  It was this moment of staring at him that kept her from seeing his hand wandering up onto her belly, just before he started tickling her. 

At this, she definitely moved, wiggling as much as she could to get away while laughing.  He was a practical joker, but gave in quickly this time to her begging pleas for him to stop.

Folding the front of her diaper up and into place, he fastened the tapes at her hips.  He picked up the bundled baby blanket at the foot of the crib and re-covered her with it.  This produced a horrible fuss from her as she didn’t want to go back to sleep again. 

He smiled at her fuss, leaning forward and kissing her forehead.  She pouted, but settled down.  She knew that Daddy had made the decision and whether she liked his decision or not, she knew that once again he made the decision with her well-being in mind.

Before leaving the room, he knelt alongside her.

 “Shh, shh, shh,” he whispered, tracing her jaw line with his fingertips.  “It’s naptime still.  And Daddy wants you to go back to sleep.  If you don’t, you’ll get tired too soon and you won’t be happy later on.  And Daddy doesn’t want to see that.  You are a precious little girl with a soul as sweet as cherry pie.  There is nothing more important than seeing to it that you are happy.  But right now, you need to sleep because Daddy said so.”

He kissed her once more on the forehead before standing and raising up the side of her crib.

“Sleep well, BabyGirl,” he said, looking down at her.  “Daddy will be waiting for you on the other side of your dreams.”

He turned to walk away.  She quickly took the pacifier out of her mouth and called out to him.

“Daddy,” she said in a sweet, small voice.

He turned back to her.

“Yes, BabyGirl?” he asked.

“I really love you … lots,” she said softly.

“And I love you, BabyGirl,” he replied.  “And I’ll always love you with everything I am and everything I have to give.”

“That’s all I’ll ever need,” she said.

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Her Whispered Desire

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She awakened to the sound of her diaper tapes being unfastened. It was a calming way to re-enter from the world of dreams and one she had experienced many times. But with the stirring of her senses came the realization of why she was being changed. Instantly, the discomfort caused her to shift her hips and fidget. Her mind, still searching for the clear path out of the dream state she was in, also sought to find the comfort she had been instilled with when her Daddy laid her down at the beginning of this nap.

He was so gentle, not just with her body, but with her senses, numbing them when she was overwhelmed and exciting them when she was saddened by something. It was as if he was a step ahead of her thoughts. And that was a reassurance she loved.

“Shh, shh, shh,” she heard him whisper in that Daddy tone.

His voice was rich with a caring and nurturing quality he changed to match her current state-of-mind. She often called it the Daddy voice and every time he used it, she fluttered inside with a littleness that made her very happy.

Opening her eyes, she looked up at him and smiled. There was no greater joy she could feel than that which welled up inside her at moments like this. He was the only thought on her mind as she drifted off to sleep. He was always in her dreams and now he was the first thing she saw when she woke up, filling her baby brown irises with all the sentiments of love that sight could provide.

She extended her arms up to him with all the little girl glee inside of her. She wanted a Daddy hug, but she didn’t sit up to get it because he had unfastened her diaper. And when he did that, it meant she wasn’t to move until he was done changing her.

If she followed his directions, he would praise her for being a good girl. And when she heard him say those words, it made her heart beat faster. It meant everything to her that he was proud of her. And it made her feel so little that he made up a set of rules for her to follow. She took pride in those rules because they were her rules, no one else’s. And she was expected to follow them, an expectation she happily accepted.

He leaned in and hugged her, putting one arm behind her neck and the other behind the small of her back. She wrapped her arms around him and squeezed him tightly, placing the side of her face on the side of his neck. He felt so good in her arms. He was warm and being his BabyGirl had become as natural as could be.

He asked her if she slept well and she nodded, trying not to giggle from how she could feel his voice vibrating through his neck. She was a very ticklish little girl, after all – a truth about her he often used to his advantage.

He sat back up and she remained still for him, nursing from her pacifier and watching him. His movements were fascinating to her. From his posture to the way his arms moved and how they moved his shoulders. They were truly just little details, but she was little. And little minds were affected by little things.

She took in her surroundings, from the touch to the emotions attached. Everything felt soft – the cover on the crib mattress, her nightie, the countless stuffed animals that always lay with her in the crib, his hands and his heart. And all the softness was filled with love. There was a purpose behind keeping her in a place which such comfort. She had a very gentle way about her, when little or big, and such an inviting, welcoming environment was what she needed to retreat into when resting. It wasn’t so much a condition as it was the realization that the most tender of hearts will long for what it needs the most … a safety so real and everlasting that she can physically feel it. And he provided it for her, driven by that need to protect.

He folded the front of diaper down, laying it flat to the mattress as cool air rushed over her now-bare center. She shuddered and then fidgeted, losing the commitment of being still for a moment, but it was his words and the tone in which he spoke them that relaxed her back into the mattress.

There were a lot of moments about being changed, each with its own special feeling that made it such a bonding experience for the two of them. And from beginning to end she would feel vulnerability, helplessness, insecurity, adoration, affection and dependence. He would guide her through every one of them. Lying in front of him, exposure was added to that list, not just physically but of her identity. She had wet her diaper and her little feeling became very little when she thought of it.

His words of praise made her feel incredible to be alive and they echoed in her ears even after he was done saying the:

“Daddy is so very proud of you.”

“You’re being such a good girl.”

Oh, how she loved him and how she could freely regress in his care. He was a special soul to have not only indulged her in her little fantasies, but to have evolved them into as much reality as possible. When it was time to be big, it was time to be big and she accepted that. Right then and there, in that crib, was not such a time. She did nothing but lie and there and soak in the emotions of how little he made her feel and how loved she was.

Part of what made it all so meaningful was that she knew it would never change. She could always trust that he would keep the fortress of safety around her at all times. And all she needed to do was speak from her heart. Being open and honest with him about how she felt equated into that same return from him. Not speaking up would lead to a problem continuing to be around and to grow. And she didn’t want that.

He took a wipe to her skin, using the gentleness she had come to expect from him. And then he raised her legs and bottom into the air. There may not have been a moment when she felt littler than this. He took the wipe back to her bottom with that same caressing touch. His care always touched her deeply, on the inside, too.

She could hear the rustling of the new diaper being placed beneath her on the mattress and it filled her with happiness. Oh yes, she was a BabyGirl. And that was her diaper. And she was going to enjoy being dressed in it, seen in it and eventually changed out of it. It was reassurance that her littleness would continue. And she adored him for all of this.

It was another experience that she could call her own, not just for the bond she shared with her Daddy which made it all possible, but for the fact that it all affected her so sincerely, touching places in her soul that had never been reached before.

And the powdering, first to her bottom, was the sweetness of this icing. It not only filled the air with its scent, but trailed her skin with a silk-like feel which was Heavenly. He lowered her bottom into the new diaper and she instantly sighed, smiling at how soft it felt. Bringing her legs to rest on the mattress, he continued the silkening trail of powder to her front area.

She was in a state of bliss, focusing in on how the sensations of his touch had affected her. It was because of this that she didn’t prepare herself for his wandering hand. He began tickling her belly and she tried to get away but couldn’t. She delighted in how he kept everything fun while being sweet.

Normally, he wouldn’t have tickled her in a situation similar. When she was tickled, sometimes she peed, but she was empty at that point, having all ready done that in her diaper. So it was safe for him to tickle her.

She pleaded with him to stop and he did so in short order, folding the front of her diaper up and into place, fastening it at her hips. But then he went for the baby blanket which she had kicked off. Her heart sunk, knowing he was going to make her go back to sleep.

She mumbled a pout behind her pacifier, followed by a whimper. But she knew he had made his mind up and she knew he was thinking of her.

He leaned in and kissed her forehead before kneeling alongside her and melting her heart with his words. She didn’t feel like she was being scolded, but she felt like a little girl who was being shown the love from her Daddy’s soul.

And because of how he cared, she knew she would love him forever. That was the greatest feeling of all … the Happily Ever After part. They would work together to perfect what it would take and they would find the answers. Sometimes when they found one of those answer, they would whisper it in the other’s ear because as any couple that shared Daddy/BabyGirl Dynamic of Love knew, the truly important things were always whispered because they were only intended for one person to hear.

He kissed her once more on the forehead before standing and raising up the side of her crib.

“Sleep well, BabyGirl,” he said, looking down at her. “Daddy will be waiting for you on the other side of your dreams.”

He turned to walk away. She quickly took the pacifier out of her mouth and called out to him.

“Daddy,” she said in a sweet, small voice.

He turned back to her.

“Yes, BabyGirl?” he asked.

“I really love you … lots,” she said softly.

“And I love you, BabyGirl,” he replied. “And I’ll always love you with everything I am.”

“That’s all I’ll ever need,” she said.

He left the room, leaving the door cracked ever-so-slightly. She looked at the door and smiled, thinking of him before closing her eyes and nestling in. Whispers were on her mind and a final one left her lips before she slipped back into the dream world.

“You are all I’ll ever need, Daddy.”

The Spaghetti Incident

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It had been a wonderful weekend so far. Just a pleasant, relaxing time at home. It was now Saturday evening, and I had just finished the dishes from supper. I walked over to the entry-way to the living room, and there on the rug was my precious AB Girl. At the moment, she was totally occupied with the coloring book and crayons in front of her.

Completely unaware I was watching her, she colored a little, but it was more like scribbling. She wasn’t “old enough” yet to learn to color between the lines. She didn’t have to worry about that right now anyway. It was fun to color, and her coloring book was none other than a collection of Disney® Princesses.

She lied on her tummy with her knees bent and her feet crossed, wearing nothing but a new diaper that I had just put on her a few minutes ago. She was fresh out of the bathtub.

She rolled from side-to-side, playfully, and then onto her back. We made eye contact, and I winked at her. A smile formed behind her pacifier, and lit up her face. She began laughing hysterically as her pacifier fell from her lips, but luckily, I had wised up a little. I had begun attaching every one of her pacifiers to a ribbon, and clipping that ribbon onto her shirt. That way she’d never lose it, and I’d be able to find it for her when she needed it next.

He laughter increased, and she covered her face with her hands. I began to chuckle, too. We were both recalling the events of an hour ago that turned out to be quite hilarious:

At about 5 o’clock, I started making supper. She wanted spaghetti. So that’s what we had. The noodles came to a boil and were ready. The spaghetti sauce was cooked and was now cooling down. (She doesn’t like the sauce to be very hot. She says it burns her mouth.)

All afternoon, I had been trying to get clothes on her, but she didn’t want any. Not even socks. Just her diaper. And that’s how she was when I lifted her up into my arms and carried her over to her high chair. Gently placing her in it, I fastened the table in front of her. I turned around to get her a plate of spaghetti and she began bouncing up and down in the high chair. Her feet didn’t touch the ground. So she just kicked them in the air. It was obvious that she was excited about the meal she was about to eat.

I placed the plate of spaghetti on the little tray in front of her. Her eyes grew big, and she plunged both her hands into the spaghetti. She began mixing the sauce and the noodles, and while she was distracted with that, I did manage to get a bib on her. I realized that it would make little difference by the end of this, but thought it might help.

For a short while, she was content with just mixing the contents of her plate with her hands. Occasionally, she would look up at me and smile, and then go right back to mixing her food. Finally she had it mixed exactly as she wanted it. The spaghetti sauce covered her hands and went halfway up her arms by this time. Her face was partially covered with the sauce to as she had taken a few licks of her fingers along the way. But she wasn’t done making a mess of herself yet. There was more to come.

She lifted up the first finger-full of spaghetti to her mouth and took the end of the noodles in her lips. Quickly, she drew the entire length of the noodles in her mouth. The sauce spattered all over her face, and now up into her hair! She chewed and swallowed. Then after a petite little burp, she giggled.

This was the scene until she cleaned her plate completely. And by the end of it all, she had spaghetti sauce all through her hair, all over her face, up and down both of her arms, on her chest, on the front of her diaper, and on her thighs. She was laughing uncontrollably as I took the tray off her high chair and placed it in the sink. When I removed the bib from around her neck, there was a neat little area that it covered which was clean.

“I’m glad I remembered to put your bib on you,” I said to her.

She smiled and laughed and threw her arms up in the air. “Bath time!” she exclaimed.

“You’d better believe it, BabyGirl,” I said as I lifted her into my arms, re-assuring that I would need a change of clothes.

Luckily, I had thought ahead and had drawn her bath water all ready. On the way back to the bathroom, I began undoing the tapes of her diaper. I walked into the bathroom, removed her diaper, and lowered her directly into the bathtub.

She was just as animated during her bath as when she ate. As bubbles and her bath toys floated all around her, she splashed her arms in and out of the water, enjoying every second of it.

And now, she lied on the rug of the living room, clean for the moment, and laughed her head off at how silly the whole ordeal was. She sat up and put her arms out while signaling me with her hands to pick her up. I knew where this was going right away.

This precious little AB Girl had spent the evening satisfying her infantile antics, but now she felt really “little” inside and wanted to be babied. I lifted her up, carried her over to the couch, scooped up her teddy bear and blanket off the couch, handed them to her, sat down, and cradled her in my arms and on my lap. Her thumb went into her mouth and her head rested sheepishly on my chest. I kissed her gently on the top of the head.

For a few minutes, I rocked her lightly in my arms. Then, she removed her thumb from her mouth, and looked up at me while smacking her lips. It was time for a bottle. I had one ready for her. Foreseeing what she would want next and preparing for it made all the difference in the world. I was developing a sixth sense.

She took the nipple into her mouth, closed her eyes, and would have drunk it empty, except she fell asleep in the middle. I removed the bottle from her lips and offered up her pacifier that she unconsciously took in its place.

And there she remained for the rest of the night, asleep in my arms, as innocent and as infantile as the day she was born.

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Rock-a-Bye BabyGirls: Short and Sweet Stories

A collection of scenarios and short stories about the fetish of infantilism. It’s not an educational read about infantilism, but rather a romantic fantasy about role playing.

The couples in these stories are heterosexual with the female being submissive. She assumes the role of a baby, and he pretends to be her “Daddy”.

The attraction is the feeling of vulnerability met with the “Daddy’s” nurturing care. She becomes so attached to him that a bond of emotions is formed and she is touched very deeply in her heart, mind and soul.

She dresses in clothing fitting to the age she role plays. This includes infantile behavior, diapers, pacifiers, bibs, bottles, toys, cribs, nurseries, high chairs and other things.

If you like role playing, erotic fantasy, infantilism, or adult fetishes, this book is a must read.

Stories about “The Daddy’s Girl” Dynamic, from a Daddy.

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Thoughts and Other Journeys of the Mind
Short and Sweet Stories
The Stories of Time
Yittlin Extreme

That Ever-Burning Passion

It’s more tender than a kiss, softer than any touch, more meaningful than sentimental words,   

more powerful than a nicotine fix,

more intoxicating than 4 car bombs – 3 Long Island Iced Teas – and the worm at the bottom of a bottle of tequila,

 

stronger than any orgasm – multiplied or extended, sweeter than Winnie’s honey pot,

 

more stunning than that first sight,

 

 more playful than her littlest moments,

 

more red-handed than that time at the cookie jar,

 

and mightier than a rose.

 

So what is it?

 

 It’s the Dynamic of Love, the Connection of Souls and the Bonding of Hearts between a Daddy and a BabyGirl

 

And it’s more rewarding and fulfilling than anything you can imagine.

It’s not the only thing in life, but feels like it should be. 

Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching

Zeke and Lily - Dream CatchingZeke and Lily: Dream Catching

Winter in Lancaster County is over … well almost.  Maybe one more snowstorm yet to deal with.  Zeke couldn’t be happier to see the cold weather leave while Lily could stand a few more opportunities to make snow angels before spring arrives.

 So much is happening as Lily’s sister enters the end of her pregnancy.  The couples which Lily and Zeke have befriended are all married and making plans to expand their own families soon.

Zeke and Lily are just a few months from their wedding day.  As Lily’s illness remains so does the concern for her health.  Zeke splits his time between New York City (attending meetings with a publication company for his book) and Lancaster (tending to Lily’s frail condition while getting ready for marriage).

Marriages, pregnancies, health – all issues on Lily’s mind that culminate into nightmares she begins to have about people she loves being hurt or killed.

The nightmares intensify and after a few deja vu moments prove her nightmares to be premonitions, she seeks help from a psychologist before she loses her mind.

Her greatest fear is losing every good thing in her life – a scenario which has played out many times before in her life, leaving her heart broken and empty.

When her nightmares begin to include Zeke getting harmed, she comes to the brink of a nervous breakdown.

But the ever-patient Zeke – the Daddy in her life, walks her through each trial as it arises.  She comes to appreciate the things she may have been overlooking all along.

Will a half moon amulet from a trinket shop bring Zeke a protection he never knew he needed?

Will Lily’s magic touch be strong enough when she needs it to be the most?

Follow Zeke and Lily (and Pretzel), Grant and Keira (and Nittany), Billy and Taylor (and baby on the way), a dragon-tattooed man, Mr. Woody and Erica as the catching of dreams leads to a final chapter that couldn’t be seen coming.

Samples:    

Saturday, April 16th
Oh, What A Happy Night!
Dirty Laundry and Cartoon Napping
Evermore
“When Mr. Woody showed Lily the Answers Inside
 

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End
Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.


If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

   

 

Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching – Cover and one last sample

Zeke and Lily - Dream CatchingSaturday, April 16th

The rainy days of April were a bit chilly, but when the rains of early spring broke and the clouds rolled away there were warm, beautiful days … like this one.

Lily was feeling really good today.  Her health had been a bit weary the past few days and she remained on the living room couch the whole time.  Zeke had even set up a cot next to the couch so he could stay with her at night.  But her strength had returned, the color was coming back to her skin and a smile had returned to her face.  And on this day, a picnic at Buchmiller Park was just what the doctor ordered.  And they were all ready on their way there.

Buchmiller, a park at the southern end of Lancaster City also offered an 18-hole Frisbee golf course.  It was going to be a lot of fun and fun is what she needed, especially since she had yet another nightmare last night.  This one was about her father meeting Zeke and things turning out ugly.  She didn’t tell Zeke about this nightmare, but he knew something had bothered her last night.

 She kept waking up in a sweat and crying, then suddenly falling back to sleep.

But that was all behind her now.  Zeke woke her up at 8 am, and bottle fed her breakfast.  Then he gave her one of his specialty baths, the ones where he massaged her body as he washed her.  It felt incredible, but was extremely painful for his hands to keep doing it, yet he did because it brought her enjoyment.

She clutched the two Frisbee golf discs in her hands as they pulled into Buchmiller Park.  Lily was lost in her thoughts as he pulled into the parking spaces near the picnic area.

She looked over at him and smiled.  He was so kind to her and made so many things possible for her.  She could hear how much he loved her in what he said, but she could also see how much he loved her by what he did for her, selflessly and directly from his heart.

“Daddy?” she asked in a tiny voice.

“Yes, Princess?” he asked back, turning to her and wiping a sudden tear away from her eye.

“Thank you, for loving me,” Lily said softly.  “And thank you for taking care of me.  Thank you for making me believe in you and for showing me that not all princes are frogs in disguises.”

“You’re welcome, BabyGirl,” Zeke replied. “Thank you for loving me, for dreaming, for catching your dreams, for keeping me in them and for showing me that a girl doesn’t have to live in an ivory tower to be a princess.”

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Fantasy is the spice of the life they share.  Reality is what bonds their hearts into one.

Their saga continues in:

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End
Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.


If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

   

 

The Language of Those Little Details…..

When can you communicate without saying a word?  The answers might be “with your eyes”, “with your hands”, “with a note” …

But how about “with a shifting of the hips or the shoulders”, “with a reaction”, “with a change in behavior”?

I suppose the list could be endless.

When it comes to a BabyGirl, “Little” Details has two meanings because there are two sides to every BabyGirl:  What she feels on the inside and who she is on the outside.

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The first meaning deals with those smaller moments – being the details of when she is little.

Some are obvious, like:

Sitting on a bed, Indian Leg style, while Bouncing means she’s excited.

Curling up in a fetal ball as she sleeps means she’s Dreaming Big about Being Little.

Wandering eyes during a diaper change means she’s either trying to handle the overwhelming feelings of the moment … or her mind is all ready so little that her attention is being drawn to something else on its own.

But some are more subtle:

A Lowered chin, gazing up with widened eyes means she is feeling little.

A Lowered chin, gazing up with widened eyes and a troubled brow means she is feeling little and insecure.

Shying away from favorite activities means she might need a change but doesn’t want to say anything.

Bursting out of the house, holding hands and skipping means her playfulness she can no longer contain.

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The second meaning of “Little” Details – being when she makes gestures or movement that give hints of what she is thinking.  

Her hands over her face means she is embarrassed or overwhelmed, an obvious one.

But some are a bit more subtle:

Staring out or down, rubbing the flat part of her right thumbnail on her bottom lip means she is deep in thought.

“The above” … while rocking back and forth means the thought is intense or little, or both.

“The above” … while smoking means the thought is troubling and she is apprehensive about mentioning it.

Her hands in fists in front of her mouth, sometimes clenching a blanket edge means she is filled with joy or excitement or a moment of blissful decision.

Walking from one room to the next, picking things up and cleaning up as she sways, keeping her arms slightly extended out from her sides means she is keeping herself busy until she remembers what it is that she came downstairs to do.

Pushing the left side of her lower lip out with her tongue while she looks from left to right means she is in multi-tasking mode.

Walking at a fast pace up the stairs, then turning around and running back down the stairs means she has finally remembered what it was that she wanted to do down there.

A Beaming smile with a brightened face which illuminates the entire room means she is feeling Love.

Scrunching up her mouth and raising her eyebrows means she has drawn a conclusion.

Lowering her eyes quickly, exhaling through her nose, running her tongue over her teeth behind closed lips means she is re-evaluating her conclusion.

Smirking with raised eyebrows while nodding slowly means she knows she is right, and she knows you know that she knows she is right.

Wearing sunglasses on a cloudy day means she has a thought she wants to keep to herself.

Wearing sunglasses on a sunny day means she has a thought she wants you to guess at.

From either side of her and from either state of mind, be it Big or Little, there is merit in learning what she is saying without saying a word.  It’s The Language of Those “Little” Details …

Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching (“Dirty Laundry and Cartoon Napping”)

Dirty Laundry and Cartoon Napping

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It was Saturday morning, March 5th. Winter was almost over, just another two weeks of a chance of snow and then they would be in the clear.

The Pennsylvania winter had been brutally cold. When it snowed, it snowed heavily. It was one of those years when snow fell in January and the ground stayed covered until March. Chilly winds, chillier temperatures and ice had been the usual conditions for two months.

But there was light at the end of the tunnel. The first few days of March had brought the month in, like a lamb, as the saying went. This might have been an indication that March would then leave like a lion, but that was still weeks down the road.

For now, everyone was happy and glad to see winter coming to its end. Lily, however, could’ve done a few more months of winter. Zeke wasn’t crazy about the cold, but Lily loved it. She lost track of how many snow angels she had made in the snow.

On this particular Saturday morning, Zeke and Lily were headed to a Laundromat with a basket full of laundry. Their washer had broken down and for as much as Lily didn’t like taking her laundry into public to be cleaned, she had to succumb to at least one trip to do so.

But she insisted they didn’t go to a laundromat in Lancaster City. So, Zeke loaded her and the laundry in the car and drove down to Quarryville, PA, about 20 minutes south of Lancaster City. It seemed strange to her that Zeke chose that Laundromat until she remembered that his mother lived there. Perhaps they would meet her for lunch afterwards.

They pulled up to the Laundromat, a rather unimpressive building next to the Towns Edge Mall, a little strip of stores which included Zeke’s favorite Chinese Food Restaurant.

Lily got out of the car and glanced across the street at a black Labrador who was barking at a telephone pole (a most worthy adversary) and then to the teenagers who were practicing their skateboarding skills on the sidewalk.

Zeke grabbed the laundry basket from backseat and Lily followed him in, clutching her diaper bag tightly. The surroundings gave her rise for nervousness, but all seemed well so far.

They entered and Lily saw an older lady sitting on a chair by the door, doing some knitting. She waved at the lady in her usual bubbly, little girl way and the old lady smiled back at her.

At that moment, a little boy turned the corner and nearly knocked Lily over. She was so startled that she dropped the travel diaper bag in her hand and while picking it up, her morning bottle and three cups of apple juice caught up with her.

Unafraid of peeing, she relaxed herself and flooded a stream into her diaper. Not much went through her mind when she peed, other than how good it felt to freely let it go.

Zeke went straight to the washers and set the laundry basket down. He set the cloth knapsack next to him.

“Would you be so kind as to put these clothes in the next washer over?” he asked her.

As she finished peeing, a bounce returned to her step and she skipped over to Zeke, more than happy to help.

She opened the knapsack and saw he had placed all of her baby clothing in it. These were the more delicate laundry pieces, or so he always said, yet they were obviously more durable than a lot of his clothing for all the rough treatment she put them through.

She took out two of her Princess washcloths and placed them on the floor in front of the washer. Kneeling on them, she set the travel diaper bag to her side and she situated herself before beginning to pull the clothing out one at a time.

Each piece of clothing had a different stain on it and each stain produced a memory of how it got there. She decided to relive those memories, one at a time.

She took out the chocolate ice cream stained pink nightie from just last night. With a cheeky smile, she recalled how she promised him she could keep herself clean and said she didn’t need a bib or to have the nightie taken off.

Looking over at him, she smiled more widely when she realized he would never believe her when she said that again.

The bowl of chocolate ice cream was sitting on her lap when she leaned forward to pet Pretzel, covering her front in what was now a nice chocolaty brown stain.

Next, she pulled out a bib she had worn while eating spaghetti a few nights ago. She re-envisioned the high chair and how she was only wearing that bib, her diaper and her earrings when Taylor walked in off the elevator to visit with them.

Thankfully, her older sister didn’t post online any of the pictures she took of Lily. It had always seemed amazing that Taylor somehow knew when to have her digital camera with her.

She tossed the bib in the washer and picked up the next piece of baby clothing, her white onesie which showed evidence that her diaper had leaked in the middle of the night when she was snapped into it.

Quickly she tossed the onesie into the washer, not wanting to relive that soaking wet recollection.

Zeke loaded all the dark-colored clothing into one washer and started it. Then he stood up and began loading the light colors in the washer above it.

She piled in a collection of t-shirts with various stains on them, a small collection of socks (which she wouldn’t have much need for any time soon since winter was almost over), her baby blanket (in desperate need of washing) and her pink footed PJs which surprisingly had no stain on them, but had seen enough use to warrant a washing as well.

As she tossed the PJs into the washer, she heard a loud clanking noise. Turning her head to the side to match the confused look on her face, she leaned forward and then into the washer, discovering a pacifier that was attached to the collar of her PJs with a string.

She had to lean half her body into the washer to reach it, but finally got to it and detached it. She tossed the two Princess wash cloths that had served as kneeling pads into the washer as well before she closed the door and started it.

Zeke closed the second washer he was loading at the same time. She stood up and in a moment of silliness, attached the pacifier string to the collar of the sweatshirt she was wearing.

Suddenly, she felt his hand on the seat of her pink jogging pants. Her head raised up slowly as a panic took the color out of her face. She knew right then she had leaked and the sensation of wetness begin to roll down her thighs.

The flooding of her diaper had turned into an over-flooding of the dam.

She lowered her chin and began scanning the nearby Laundromat patrons, searching for any sign which would tell her that someone had seen her wet bottom when she leaned into the washer.

There were no looks of surprise, nor was there anyone staring at her. All seemed well. Now, onto the problem at hand…

They couldn’t leave the Laundromat since they had just started their laundry in the washer. His mother’s house, just a half mile down the road, which was a safe location from the public eye, was out of the question for the condition Lily was in. The backseat of the car, parked directly in front of the Laundromat was a no-go since there would be a constant stream of passers-by, not to mention the teenaged skateboarders who loitered their presence outside.

Zeke looked from side-to-side, in search of a solution. He wasn’t finding one either. Lily began to softly whimper at her situation.

“Shh, shh, shh,” he whispered as she embraced him, desperately needing him to protect her and solve her problem of the minute.

He returned the hug and then noticed the bathroom behind them. A sense of relief fell over him. Instead of taking the time to tell her and risk someone hearing his words of explanation, he simply inserted the pacifier dangling from her sweatshirt into her mouth.

Reaching down, he picked up the laundry basket, tossing the little diaper bag inside it. Leading her by the hand, he headed for the bathroom. Lily followed with a lowered chin, embarrassed that someone at that very moment may have discovered how wet the truth really was.

They walked into the bathroom, delighting in the sight of a changing table. He stripped her of her wet, pink jogging pants, and hoisted her up onto the table. Everything seemed better all ready. She was in a strange, new place for a diaper change, but she was there with him.

Lying down with the guidance of his hands, she got comfortable and then got silly. She put her legs up in the air and grabbed the toes of her sneakers. Every changing session was unique and he always made each one special for her, but the one thing that remained present in all of them was how little she felt.

She was an adult, a woman, yet there she lied on a changing table in a diaper she had soaked so thoroughly her pants got wet. There was no finer moment of feeling little than when he changed her diaper.

At one point in time, she would cover her face, embarrassed that she was diapered and wet. Further embarrassment would come from the fact that she enjoyed being a baby.

But she had long since gotten over that embarrassment, realizing there were far more important things to be embarrassed about and eventually get over as well.

She wiggled her waist, making her diaper crinkle as she giggled at herself.

“Yes, that’s a wet tushy you’ve got there,” Zeke said, lowering her legs back down and unfastening her diaper tapes.

It had begun and he had begun speaking his Daddy talk! She smiled behind her pacifier as he folded the front of her wet diaper down and began to wipe her skin.

She stared amorously into his eyes as a little soul delighting in the care she was receiving. His hands were so gentle in cleaning her and as always she hardly felt the wipe, but rather how clean it made her feel.

He took hold of her ankles and lifted her legs up, sliding the wet diaper away and continuing to clean her. She shivered at the cool rush of air on her backside and the even cooler initial touch of the wipe.

He had put her in such a little mood she was bursting at the seams. Had it not been for her obedience to his directions to always stay still when being changed, she might have wiggled all around and eventually crawled up into his arms, diaperless or not.

Sensing her playfulness of the moment, he made long, ticklish-worthy strokes with the wipe. It tickled indeed and she giggled behind her pacifier, trying hard to keeping from squirming.

While keeping her legs at full-mast in the air, he unfolded and slid her new diaper into place beneath her. She could hear the crinkle and smell the powder he now applied to her bottom. He never coated her heavily, just a light dusting which smelled as sweetly as it felt when he spread it around ever-so-gently with his hand.

Lowering her legs down, her bottom came to rest inside the new diaper. Ah, the feeling of a new Teddy Bear Bambino diaper which had fast become her favorite.

He took the same time and caressing care powdering her front and around to her hips. She had grown accustomed to getting a mixture of feelings when he touched her front. Some were little in nature while others were a bit more grown up and sexual. What was once a confusing scenario of feelings had grown together into one sensation which made her happy.

He paused from diapering her and leaned forward, touching the tips of their noses and wiggling them back and forth. She giggled at him and quickly rubbed the tip of her nose for the ticklishness it just received.

He returned to the task at hand, folding the diaper up in the front and wrapping it snuggly around her hips.

As he began fastening it into place with the tapes, she elated in the sound of the tapes and the snugness which now enveloped her.

When he was done, she parted her legs and drew her knees up to her shoulders. Patting her freshly diapered bottom, he leaned in again towards her face, kissing her on the forehead ever-so-delicately.

Their eyes met and locked into a stare which spoke volumes about how each of them felt.

“I love you more than words can say,” he confessed, rolling his fingertips down her glowing cheeks. “And that is a difficult thing for an author to admit to. I will never let anything happen to you that is unpleasant or hurts you in any way. I am your world and I will keep you very, very happy inside it.”

Putting one hand behind her head and another behind her back, he sat her up on the changing table. She reached up and grabbed the back of his head while letting the pacifier fall from her lips.

Thrusting his head towards her, she planted her lips on his and opened his mouth with her tongue in a manner that was driven with a passion she couldn’t control, nor wanted to. Had they been at home, she would’ve kept the passion up until they both lost control and wound up in bed. This was the usual way their foreplay began, with a heated advance intended to reach one destination only: love.

They broke the kiss off, realizing that the bathroom of a laundromat was not the time or place for where they were headed.

But the sentiment was clear and the mood didn’t change.

That is, the mood didn’t change until Zeke picked up her pink jogging pants and discovered she couldn’t put them back on. They were drenched.

The look on Zeke’s face told Lily everything she needed to know.

All their laundry was being washed right now and the diaper bag was a simple travel sized one. It held only what was necessary to change her diaper, not cover it.

Zeke wore a button down shirt with no t-shirt under it, having decided to make a lazy day out of his wardrobe. So he couldn’t even give her the shirt off his back. Even if he could’ve, her bare legs would’ve drawn the attention they were trying to avoid anyway.

Lily was wearing her sneakers, socks, a sweatshirt and a completely exposed diaper. And all her options were gone.

Prior to exiting the bathroom, they embraced again. What a difficult thing that had to now be done. Lily became very little minded once again, knowing he had nothing to cover her diaper before they walked back out to the washers.

She was scared, petrified even. This little town had a lot of people in it who knew Zeke. Anything could happen and anyone could be standing on the other side of that bathroom door.

He put the diaper bag and the jogging pants in the laundry basket and picked it up. Taking her by the hand, he opened the door and they walked out of bathroom, uncertain of what to expect.

Her heart was pounding as she peeked out from behind him, taking the tiniest of steps she could in an effort to not crinkle. Her eyes looked left and right.

Zeke headed straight for the entrance door in an attempt to get her to the car as quickly as possible, but only a few steps into their journey they stopped.

Zeke’s mother had walked in through the entrance door and made her way over to them with a smile and cheerful greeting.

Zeke’s mother hugged him as a mother would do to a son she hadn’t seen in a little while. Lily was paralyzed with fear. She looked down at her waist and the obvious diaper she was wearing. She looked to the entrance door and considered making a quick, dashing escape. She could run out of the laundromat, but not without running past her. She watched as their embrace ended. She was doomed and conceded her discovery and defeat without much of a fight.

Shaking like a leaf, she extended her arms out to Zeke’s mother, trying hard to do so in her typical little girl fashion. There was no longer any need to hide things from her anymore. It was clear what Lily’s relationship to Zeke included.

“Lily, what’s the matter?” his mother asked. “You’re trembling. Sweetheart?”

His mother took Lily’s hands in her own.

“Lily? Lily?” she asked with concern.

And then Zeke’s mother’s voice changed into his voice. Lily stared, confusedly, at his mother who now spoke with her son’s tone of voice.

“Lily? Lily?” she continued to hear.

Her vision grew blurry and then went black.

“Lily? Lily?” she heard, slowly regaining her eyesight and senses.

She found herself on the couch in their apartment. Sitting up, she rubbed her eyes, trying to put together what had happened and how she got back there.

Zeke sat alongside her, touching his fingertips to her forehead and checking for a temperature.

“You were trembling like a leaf. Are you all right?” he asked. “Did you have a bad dream?”

Lily now sat up fully and looked around.

“Have we been to the laundromat yet?” Lily asked.

“Not yet, no,” Zeke replied. “But maybe we shouldn’t go if you’re not feeling up to it.”

Lily closed her eyes and smiled, hugging her teddy bear and blanket. A relief fell over her as she was finally able to put it all together.

It was just a dream.

“Lily?” Zeke asked with growing concern.

“I’m okay,” Lily replied. “We can go to the laundromat.”

“You’re sure?” he asked.

“Yes, I’m sure. It was just a dream,” Lily answered, curling up into a ball as she recalled how the inescapable discovery in her dream made her feel.

“Okay,” he said. “I’ll gather up what we have to wash.”

He got up and walked down the hallway.

“Daddy, what laundromat are we going to?” she asked, awaiting his reply, patiently.

“I was thinking we could go to the one down the street from Mom’s place. Maybe she’ll be around somewhere,” he called out to her from the bedroom.

Lily sat there in wonderment. What dream had she just caught? Was there déjà vu ahead for her?

 

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End
Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.


If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

   

 

 
 

Butterflies in Her Tummy

The symbolism of a butterfly is one of rebirth or re-emergence.  It comes out of its cocoon and spreads its wings, revealing an elegance and beauty it had all along.  It simply didn’t know of its beauty or it wasn’t time to show it yet.

 Butterflies appear on a lot of clothing, certainly for the beauty of the creature, maybe transcending from the heart of who is wearing it.

Whether on a skirt or a pair of pants or a t-shirt, perhaps it can symbolize even more.

The idea that the “little” feelings which suddenly stir up inside a BabyGirl can become so intense that her tummy will get a sensation in it like butterflies are fluttering around inside her tells of a transformation of emotions, from feeling something to being affected by it, physically. 

It forms from within her and emerges into her senses.

 It’s a feeling that a BabyGirl soon grows to love and she awaits the next time those butterflies return with anticipation. A simple word, a tone of voice, an action of tenderness, a sentiment of sexual flavor, a moment gazing into his eyes, a diaper check, a touch, a scent, a thought – Anything can trigger the “butterflies” when it is something that touches her “little” deeply.

Sometimes she curls up into a ball and smiles.  Other times, she throws her arms around her Daddy, overcome with the need to share the love she feels and to share it with the people she cares about the most.

An ABDL relationship with that Daddy/BabyGirl dynamic explores emotions on an extremely deep level.

I speak from the most precious of my memories when I say, it is truly an experience that melts a Daddy’s heart and his soul.  As a Daddy, you want to make her happy, whether it is emotional or sexual or something else.  When you see the “butterflies in her tummy” expression on her face, you know right then and there, that she owns your heart as much as you own hers.

-Zorro Daddy

The one that started it all and it started … Overnight

Zeke and Lily - 02The Zeke and Lily Series will always have a special place in my heart because of the place it came from, who is was about and what it meant.

It is the story of two perfect strangers who met because fate decided it to be so. I smile as I write this because neither Zeke nor Lily are perfect. They just happen to be flawed in the perfect ways for each other.

Overnight was the first book I wrote about Zeke and Lily, but it’s the 2nd book in the series. (Once Upon A Beginning I would later add as the prequel.)

Sample:

Skinny Dipping
“When Mr. Woody Met Lily
“Oh, That Voice”
 

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Lily Paddington is a sweetheart in her late 20s. She comes from a troubled childhood and suffers from anxiety, insecurities and self-esteem issues. She is as gentle of a soul as can be, but always felt herself to be incomplete, inadequate and unlovable … until she met Zeke.

Zeke Williams is a kind-hearted guy in his early 30s. He comes from a solid upbringing, but one that never taught him how to show his emotions or deal with them. His soul is as loving as can be, but always felt himself to be unappreciated, unfulfilling and insufficient to others … until he met Lily.

He is a gentle Daddy and she is a BabyGirl-at-heart.  They’re not tailor-made for each other, but they grow together and they do so quickly.  They realize, almost immediately, that what they share in common is the dynamic of love felt so strongly between a Daddy and BabyGirl that the world seems empty without the other in it. 

These books have been a labor of love for me and I hope the love of Zeke and Lily is felt by all who read their saga.  

– Zorro Daddy

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe
Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End
Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.


If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

   

 

The Opening Segment

(I walked around the grounds of FetFest 2011, taking in all I could see and this story was being born in my thoughts with every step I took.)

This is the opening segment of a story collection entitled 50 Things to Do with Your BabyGirl on a Saturday Night

When this BabyGirl made her Daddy a list of fantasies she would like to experience, she had no idea he would ever plan out the night ahead of her.

If all goes according to plan, she’ll be reduced, ravaged and spent of everything she knows herself to be. And she can’t wait, but she knows she’ll have to … if only until he allows her to grace her fantasies with what is to come.

Rest assured this is only a portion of the full story, but I hope you thoroughly enjoy this sampling of its beginning.

– Zorro Daddy


The sexual tension swirled around both of them. It was evident in the flaming gaze she gave him. It was manifest in the impassioned words he spoke. They would never ignore it, for it was that tension which heightened the relationship and love they shared. They weren’t always able to act on the impulses which constantly redefined the bond between their hearts. But tonight was wide open. It was Saturday and the sexual tension was about to boil over …

50 Things to Do with Your BabyGirl on a Saturday Night

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His arms were folded as he leaned up against the bathroom door frame and a smile crossed his face as his eyes dug into her frame as she stood in front of the bathroom mirror, making her hair up for the night to come and the journeys ahead of them.

She wasn’t just any girl. She was the girl who added depth to every emotion inside him, made his purpose in life definitive, was the inspiration that obligated his mind to take in his next breath and allowed each exhale to speak with a greater sentiment than the previous. There weren’t enough words to fully encompass her meaning in his life.

She finished her primping and turned to him. She was beautiful, wearing a t-shirt just long enough to cover the diaper he had put her in. She was Breath-Taking. She was His Friend, His Girlfriend, His Lover, His BabyGirl, His Reason to be Strong, His Reason to be Weak, His Life.

“So what are we gonna do tonight, Daddy?” she asked innocently and sweetly as she stepped into the embrace of his arms.

“Everything we possibly can, BabyGirl,” he said, rubbing his hand on her back.

“Like what?” she asked with a dimpled smile and a playful twinkle in her eyes.

“Do you remember the list of ten?” he asked with a tone so rich that she suddenly knew everything she needed to know about the night ahead.

Her eyes lit up as she took in a tiny gasp of breath. He held her firmly, but tenderly against him. She placed the side of her head on his chest. Her skin, smooth as silk, had become warmed and by his touch he felt her body temperature beginning to rise. Her heart pounded suddenly and her breathing became heavy.

The list of ten was a list she made of emotions she wanted to feel through specific experiences she wanted to have. And she wanted to feel them all in succession, ending one emotion suddenly and being driven into the next one with reckless abandon. And her greatest curiosity, to the point of obsession, was wanting to know what state of mind she would be in when it was all done.

“Do you remember all ten of them?” he asked lovingly and calmly while rocking her back and forth gently, helping her to deal with the rush of sensations which had shot across her skin with an electricity so intense she twinged from her center straight out.

“Yes,” she whispered in a breathy tone as he took her hand and led her into the bedroom.

She followed him like a lost child. Her mind, a mixture of many thoughts at the moment, tossed itself back and forth between the fantasies that the list of ten had given her and thoughts of what it would feel like for real.

He sat her on the edge of the bed. Her eyes were showing that she was beginning to absorb the excitement of the fear she would feel, the submission she knew she would be under and the constant of a string of emotions she had designed to overwhelm her.

“Tell me what they are,” he said walking over to the closet.

She closed her eyes and took in a deep breath before beginning.

“Humiliation …… embarrassment ……discipline …… punishment ……,” she said slowly as she watched him packing her diaper bag.

“What else?” he asked gently.

“Pain ……,” she said with a labored whisper as she saw him pick up a paddle and place it in the diaper bag.

She drew her knees together as she shuddered from the visions in her head and the powerless feeling which had all ready come over her.

Her center began to tingle and she fidgeted, trying to avoid a build-up beginning too soon.

“Is someone getting turned on by all this?” he asked, lowering the timbre of his voice to tempt her juices to flow. “What else is on the list, BabyGirl?”

“Denial,” she said, watching him pick out extra batteries from the dresser drawer.

“What else?” he asked, putting the batteries in the side pocket of the diaper bag.

“Teasing,” she whispered with an increased rate of breath as she stared at the tiny lump at the bottom of that side pocket, knowing what else he had all ready packed.

Her legs involuntarily began to twitch and her thighs shook slightly. He walked over and sat next to her. Without a moment of hesitation, she sat on his lap and curled up against him. Her breathing continued to show the effects of her excitement.

“There’s more, isn’t there, Princess?” he asked placing his hand on her right knee and sliding his finger up the tender skin of her inner thigh.

“Yes, Daddy,” she whispered, closing her eyes.

She took in the wonderful sensation of his fingers on her skin as well as the thought of them reaching the destination they were headed for.

“What about arousal?” he asked as his fingertips reached the elastic edging of the diaper. “Hmmm?”

“…… Yes, Daddy,” she said, leaning her head back on his shoulder and clearing the lump out of her throat.

His right hand cupped the diaper between her legs. She slowly began rocking her hips and grinding her center into his palm as he pressed inward. His left hand traveled under her shirt, rolling up her belly and heading higher. She arched her back, heaving her chest out as his hand found her right nipple.

She exhaled deeply as she leaned her head completely back on his shoulder and reached up, wrapping her arms around his neck. He rolled her nipple between his fingertips, slowly but with pressure. She winced at the pain when he squeezed and whimpered at the relief when he released.

“I want my toy,” she fussed as she grinded herself into his palm more fervently. “Please …”

“There are two more fantasies on that list, BabyGirl,” he said softly while kissing the side of her neck and trailing his mouth up to her right ear to whisper. “I want to hear what they are.”

“Please don’t make me say them, Daddy,” she fussed, trying to build her arousal with more pelvic thrusts.

“Tell me what they are, BabyGirl,” he said calmly as she began crying for frustration of her near-sexual release. “I know they’re embarrassing. But isn’t that one of your fantasies, too?”

“Yes, Daddy,” she whispered in a breathy tone as she slowed down her grinding, succumbing to the pace he was setting for the night.

“We’re going to do them all tonight,” he whispered to her. “Humiliation, embarrassment, discipline, punishment, pain, denial, teasing, arousal and …”

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The Dark Age Play Box Sets

Sticky Situations 1 - 5 Front    50 Things

Sticky Situations: Books 1-5
Gratification: Volume One
Gratification: Volume Two
Gratification: Volume Three
Gratification: Volume Four
50 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night

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